Dont trust your friend when drunk.

Many incidents of raped happened during the influence of alcohol. I have watched a news that the girl was raped during thier drinking session and the rapist were the friends of the girl. It is so dissapointing that you treat them as a friend and yet they took an advantage on you because you're drunk.

I also experienced this in the past. I dont want to make an article about the suicidal because I dont want to look back those memories because I know it will consumed a lot of time typing hahaha. I swear 😂 I've been faced a lot of challenges in the past but I already surrender it to the Lord and forgives those who hurt me. My tolerance in pain was high, though sometimes I feel anxiety but at the end of the day I choose to live my life and looked for brighter days.

Now, I will share to you my own experienced during the time when I was a party goer and an alcoholic person 😅

Way back 2016 . December 24 , I am staying in Manila. It was Christmas vacation that time but I didnt go to province because our office will be opened by December 26 so I decided to go home on Dec 30 which is Rizal Day.

I am alone in the house that time and my 2 other friends are also alone. Theyre not also go to their province because of the same reason. We decided to celebrate the Christmas Eve together. I went to the place of my friend in Mandaluyong and from there we planned how to celebrate the Christmas Eve.

My 2 friends were boys but I never thought that they will do something to me because I experienced to be with them a lot of time during drinking sessions. I am also comfortable with them like they are my brothers.

My friends prepared for an alcohol drink. Its an Emperador Light and mixed with the green lime, I dont know the name of that drink. He also prepared Nachos for our pulutan.

Just like a typical drinking session, we drink, talked and laugh hard. By the way, I was a heavy drinker back then 😂 You cant beat me easy on drinking alcoholic beverages. Pandayo to haha

Time passed, one of my friend told us that he need to go somewhere because he has someone to meet outside. My other friend and I decided bottoms up the one bottle and opened the other bottle of Emperador Light. Its been 1 hours since my friend left and it seems that he already went home 😂

My friend asked me to play a game. Its about asking a question and you need to answer it only by yes or no with no explanation and you need to answer it looking to each others eyes. At first we really enjoyed it. We are laughing to know some of the untold stories but after a series of question my friend looked at me like he wants to say something. He smiled at me and he said, let's enjoy this night.

We go to his room and occupied the bed. I know what he want and I am not to drunk to let him do that. He begin to kissed me and hugged me but I was laughing the whole time. He asked me why I am laughing and I said that he was my friend and he was not my type but honestly I had a crush on him haha ( @Jeaneth eto yung sinabi ko sa comment dati na crush ko na officemate ko dati haha) but despite of that I will not allowed those action. I know he was just drunk that's why he did that.

I changed our conversation , I helped him to stand up and go to the sala and after a couple of minutes my other friend back. We pretend that there's nothing happened and asked my friend why he takes a long time to be back.

We consumed the last bottle of the Emperador and rest. After that we went home. I think its already 3AM when we went home.

After a day, he chatted me. He said sorry for what he has done, I said that I understand it. We remain friends and forget what happened on that night. Until now we are friends, one of my guy bestfriends.

For me, its a funny experienced of mine because I still control myself and say no to my friend but to those girl who has a low tolerance in alcohol Please be careful during drinking alcohol session. I experienced being raped by my own byofriend way back 2009 , that was my entry on Wakeupkitty's free writing contest with the topic "alcohol effects". I learned my lesson during those times and I assure to myself that it will not happened again.