Daily blog: I'm so pissed off.

March 16,2022

9:03 PM

Good evening guys. How are you all? I am absent last day because of tiredness all day and I can't manage to write an article. I am afraid that Rusty will be absent too but thanks God he was not hehe

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Until now I'm still exhausted but I told myself that I need to write because you know maybe Rusty will be very cold to me. Today I will just write a blog since yesterday and up to now. Like you all know when my husband's rest day we will always visit my in-laws house. Yesterday my husband asked me if we can go already and sleep there and I said yes because I also want to visit tumana to breath fresh air.

Since we will go yesterday I already buy load for my data because I need to race the pega and also play joystick. My husband arrived at 5:00 PM and before he arrived I already prepared the things that we will going to bring like clothes of the kids and also the milk bottle. Before we went to my in-laws house I told my husband that I will be picking up something. I ordered some swimwear online but I don't know if I can wear it or when can I wear it haha.

After that we proceed to travel. We don't have viand for that night that's why we bought some itlog na pula again with tomatoes. I was exhausted with the travel and because of the hot weather that's why I can't manage to write an article on that night.

Earlier in the morning after drinking our coffee we went to the tumana to breath some fresh air and we also went to the river but go home after a minute because the smell in the river is not good. My husband said people throw chicken manure there that why it's stinky.

Then on the afternoon we went to my husband Aunt and from there I got emotional again because her sister called via messenger and asking the same question over and over again. They even told me that taking good care of my niece is not my obligations like what the I know it's not my obligations but how can I resist to let my sister go to Bicol if I can't take care of my niece. I was crying while I am talking and my voice began to raise because I am really pissed off.

I even told her this. Just because my husband is the youngest son does it mean we will live in my in-laws house. What if we don't want to live there? They really pressured my husband. Then I told them this " Sinasabi ko na po ngayon sa inyo hindi po kami pwedeng tumira ngayon doon dahil sa sitwasyon ng pamilya ko. Magalit na po kayo sakin tatanggapin ko pero sinasabi ko lang po yung dapat kong sabihin. That's the time my sister in-law said those words to me like it's not my obligation daw.

The Aunt of my husband is crying because our situation is really hard. Now I don't care if they will be mad on me Im fine with it. I just can't take to leave my family here with this kind of situation. I know my husband understand me and he also feels annoyed because of the pressuring issue. Then at 5 PM we decided to go home. Before we go home we went to the wet market to buy some chicken because I cook some fried chicken with lot of gravy like in the KFC. I didn't captured photos because my phone is charging.

That's all guys. Thank you for reading.