@Xzeon 12 January 2021 edited

Regret

*I missed riding on your back when I was once a little girl,* *You were my best storyteller,* *You held me firmly when I was learning my first steps,* *Daddy, I missed your callous hands.* *You were my saviour when I was drowning,* *Every time I think of you I felt lacking.* *You taught me to hold on to every suffering.* *Words are not enough to convey my feelings.* *Daddy from you, I learned my first ABC's,* *and from you, I counted my first 123's.* *A mentor, a friend and a father you played all in one,* *a good character you displayed to everyone.* *I promised to repay you when I become lucky,* *But father forgive me,* *of all the sacrifices that you did to me* *I failed you, I had lost my way.* *But Dad why oh why did you leave me so early?* *I was still on my way but you left me already.* *You didn't give me a chance to hug you tight,* *No last words before you depart.* *I wished you were here to play with my children,* *the way you taught me, introduce it to them.* *I dreamed you stayed longer* *for me, to have a sensible counsellor.* *You've been a good father to me,* *I will cherish you in my memory.* *In my dreams, I wanted to catch a glimpse of you dear father,* *I wish you stayed more longer.* *You left me with an emptiness in my heart.* *I will always live with it even when we are apart.* *I take it as tremendous contrition when I wasn't by your side,* *In your last breath, I wasn't able to hold your hand.*

*I'm sorry my dear father,* *I will carry my regrets in my grave forever.* *eventually, hoping I will be with you one more time so,* *I can make it up to you the things in which I failed you.* *Words aren't enough to express how I feel inside,* *but at least in these phrases, I released my emotions in my heart and mind.* *Through this, I can convey my message* *to a father, I can no longer embrace.* **~~>Xzeon<~~** After I wrote my article to @Eirolfeam2, my memories brought me to my childhoood once again. I attempted to write an article about my dad few months back but i wasn't ready to go back to my past. Maybe I was slowly recuperating from that memory now.