During 6 to 9 grade level I don’t have acne or even acne marks on my face. However, when I came into grade 10 level I started to have a pimples, they say it was normal because it is part of growing up but it was hard for me because I’ am not used to it. So I decided to apply a product in my skin but it get worst maybe because it is not suitable to my skin type that’s why my face get irritated. My pimples turn to acne and sometimes it is acne prone even if I didn’t touch it burst, which leads to an acne mark. I’ am very desperate at that time to get back my flawless face that’s why I still use different products because in my mind I’ am thinking that maybe I can finally find the best product that will vanish my pimples or acnes but it always fail. Although there are some products that work which help my face to get better but it was too expensive for me as a student to continue buying it. During grade 11 my obsession to makeup started, it’s because I’ am being influenced with the Korean actors and celebrities that I usually saw from movies or even variety shows. I was amazed about how they have a simple and flawless make up that really make them look good. Out of my curiosity, I started to watch Korean make up tutorials then I found out that behind their simple look there are lots of makeup products being put in their face which was not obvious. Starting from that I always watch make up tutorials even if it was not Korean tutorials and the good thing is I learn from it. At that moment I knew what I wanted to be and that is to become a makeup artist so I started to save money in order for me to buy the makeup products that I need because I wanted to give a try on it. As I already buy it I started to practice and my own face was my first model. At my first try my look gone wrong but on the following tries I finally get it right maybe because I have learned from my many mistakes in doing it. It takes so many years for me to do it perfectly and practice helps me to be better on it. At first my pimples or acnes get irritated again because of it but I try to practice how to avoid from triggering my pimples when putting a makeup and it helps my face to get better.
I learned that there are some routines that should not be skipped before and after putting a makeup in order to maintain a clean, clear, and flawless skin. It is also important to test a product before you finally use it to avoid irritations and to also not use multiple products. In that way I get back my flawless face and it gets better when I put a makeup. I know it is better to be natural because natural is beauty however, that was not my point. I use make up not because it can make anyone look good but because I like it and I found my passion from doing it. To be more confident about myself was only a bonus from doing it.