@Winx1988 22 December 2021 more from that month

2021,it's almost done,I want more ! The year 2021 is about to end in a few days,and we're about to start a new year again,the year 2022 which I think everything seems vague for today,of what will happened next year,will the virus fade,or will there be another trending virus again. Even if this year seems very negative to all of us because of the pandemic still I can say that you and me are **conquerors** ,**survivors** of the year's waves of struggles and difficulties. Let me say thank you,2021 for making me strong to face the scarcity with money,food,health and family problems.We have encounter different kind of sickness,whether it's covid ,and other kind of illness,it doesn't bring us down,but we're still rising again and take a new step of journey ahead. I find out who are my true friends are during that ups and downs in life,this year's makes me shade some tears,gives me worries,and stresses me most of the time.But I ended up standing still by God's grace.I can say that it's not my own ability or capacity to what I am but it's all because of the Almighty God who strengthens me. This year is a time that I was exposed like facebook ,when there were moments that I can sleep late at night browsing.But when my friend told me about this read.cash and noise.cash platforms,it turns out that I never engaged more on fb,because I think it was just a waste of time.This year,read.cash have set me aside from the toxic world of social media. This year I meet some friends especially online or virtual friends ,but I also had some fights with friends online.I block some people for causing me stress and doesn't contribute anything good thing into my life,so I will say goodbye to all the hatred and bitterness in my heart. **What do I want next year ?** We all have wants in the coming year,whether it is promotion,or work for the non working people.But for me,I want to ask for more,not with material things but more on invisible things that matters to me. More Patience If patience can be ordered online or available in store I would buy a bunch of it as a reserved in the coming days.I think I am a very short tempered person who can't endure with a lot of stress in life .Like what happened this morning,when I found out that the load for digital box that I have loaded yesterday was not not functioning already in my brother's tv.So,I sent it more time,maybe its almost 10 times , and I check with online confirmation,it says that it's already loaded.I repeatedly sent a message to the loding number but it never function again. So what I did,I just stop and eat,and calmed myself ,it's very early to get stressed,which is not good,that's why I need **more patient**. More love Speaking with love,I do hope to have it more,for my family,my husband and my daily routine at home.Sometimes I just feel bored in the house,like thinking that my routine were just repeatedly happened over and over again. Have you ever felt to become dry in loving?Sometimes I feel that too,honestly,I become discouraged especially when the person is showing a rough attitude at me,it makes me feel that I'm out of love anymore.Well,humans are very weak in love,only God can love perfectly.But yes,I need love to strengthen the relationship and fight against all odds that we will be going throughout the year. More faith I feeling sometimes that my faith in God is not enough because I sometimes feel doubt in my heart.But I just recover through reading God's word and praying to him.Even if I say that I'm a religious person but there's always a point that I'm weak and needs a helping hand.Living this days without faith would be miserable if we just focus on what we can see around.Faith is believing to something that we cannot see that's why it's called faith. More forgiveness As a human being,there's always a time where we can commit mistakes,or others can fail us.But what will unite us is forgiveness.If we forgive them we can fix the relationship,but when there was a time that we will be run out of forgiveness ,it cann cause bitterness.. I hope for more forgiving heart in me,to become a peaceful living creature on earth. What more can I say,that I'm thankful for almost 1 year here in the platform,it's been a long time already,even if I'm not the top writers here but I'm grateful.for the opportunity to be here. I hope for more years to come with read.cash,this is the first one platform that set free my mind with thinking,ideas and rants in life.Its a part of my growth in life,in writing even if I'm a wrong grammar. Thanks for the wonderful people that I met here,in different parts of the world. Through my BCH earnings here,I already bought a new smartphone for myself and that was a memorable for me, and many things that I acquire through here. Of course I want more BCH in the coming years to be honest.I have a goal to buy a laptop to seek more sideline online.But I think I need to grind more and more. More discipline with budgeting and spending This was the last thing that I ever want ,this year I can say that I was a irresponsible spender ,because I spend more but I don't have a savings. Maybe this was the hardest thing for me,that's I don't prefer to have any shopping app on my phone because I might used my money for my wants . What more can I say,but I just want to end it here,thanks for reading my thoughts . These article might not be good as others ,but it's all my mind can think,hehe. Have a blissful days ahead,take care of yourself during holidays. Salamat.

Merry Christmas with the three of you.