Nothing more. I try and fail,I make a mess and can't pick it up. Im just annoying as it is. I can't make a difference. I'm too weak,I'm useless as a person. I can't even help one person. I'm not enough for anything. Im not enough for her,. I'm not enough for him,. I'm not enough. I'm destroying more of me,just trying to fix others. I don't care about myself anymore I don't care how I feel anymore. I'm nothing to myself. I can't help like I used to, I'm worth nothing,why…
"You lied" No good mornings,no good nights. We're losing connection, right? I'm right,I know I am. I know you would get bored. I knew you would stop caring I knew it,so did you but you lied. You told me you loved me. That was the first mistake after a month you said it. You told me I was special .I never have been,I knew I wasn't.. You told me I was the only one, look at those messages then.. Tell me that again,I dare you. You can't look me in the eye and say it,can't you?Of…
"You don't care" It's funny how I can be in tears and you don't care. How much I've been shaking and you don't care.I could be in front of you crying but you wouldn't care,would you?No,you would be laughing. Laughing because I'm in pain. Laughing because it's not you. I said I was sorry, I said it so many times you pushed it off. You left without saying anything. You left because I am in pain. You don't bother helping me. Even though,I was the one to help you .Help you out…
Being used!! You leave like nothing happened.. Forgotten,you walk away with a smile mounted on your face knowing you've destroyed me. I am not worth it in your mind. You've used me and I thought it was okay. You broke me down without knowing. I treated you like a king and you treated me like a servant. I spoiled and helped you. I was nothing but shit to you You got mad at me so easily. You ignored me for punishment,you made me cry and yelled at me. I regret meeting you,I…