@Wilmzy 12 June 2020 more from that month

Nothing more.

I try and fail,I make a mess and can't pick it up. Im just annoying as it is. I can't make a difference. I'm too weak,I'm useless as a person. I can't even help one person. I'm not enough for anything. Im not enough for her,. I'm not enough for him,. I'm not enough. I'm destroying more of me,just trying to fix others. I don't care about myself anymore I don't care how I feel anymore. I'm nothing to myself. I can't help like I used to, I'm worth nothing,why bother? I'm too caught up,trying to help,trying to cope,trying to be the shoulder. I can't help myself anymore . I mess everything up,I push everything away. My mind's getting worse. My body's getting bigger. Im nothing,I'm worthless,I'm a waste. I feel everybody's pain but, nobody's feels mine. I'm a faggot, nothing more, nothing less. I feel breaking to more everyday. I feel myself becoming weaker. Every crack,every break,every soul lost. I become less of a person,and more of a lost soul. .