The time I realized that I love her

My name is Jin, 22 years old, I'm currently unemployed. This time was recently a dull and boring era, no cellphone... no computer... The best way to communicate is through letters. Since, it's too boring, I often wander everywhere, going to beach, discos, parks and etc. Until I met a girl named Jessa.

I tried to approach her and asked her address, then she gave it to me without hesitation. Though, I had her adress but I did not attempt to go to her place. I often see her in the park, and it's really a good opportunity to make her fall in love to me. Well, for a few weeks of knowing her, I finally got her heart and her sweet answer to my request. We became a couple and we're sweet! of course.

We always do meet-up at the park together every 5:00 pm. Since there's no gadget that we could use, it's the only thing to sustain our communication and relationship needs.

I never thought that she would fall in love on me that much. Sometimes, we went out for a street food tour, eating balut and dates. But the ugly thing is, I don't have a great feeling for her. I love her but, not as much as how she loves me.

Time comes, I'm starting to lose the excitement of seing her. We rarely meet each other. I never thought that the fire of this feeling would fade for no reason.

Couple of days later, my auntie gave me an opportunity to work in Cebu City.I am planning to embark on that job. And besides, I never feel worried about my girlfriend, I didnt even tell her that I'm leaving.

Finally, my time has come to go our separate ways. I want to meet her and say a formal words of goodbye, but it's already too late, I wasn't expecting that I will be missing her a bit. But I have to go and meet my aunt at the cruise ship port. As I was traveling along the way, my mind started to feel conscience. She's always appearing on my mind, so I just close my eyes and took a nap.

Finally, I had arrived at the port and look for my aunt on our meeting place. I found her sitting on the waiting shed, then we go together and boarded the ship.

As the we were sailing, I went to the highest part of the ship to witness the vast and deep blue sea. It's a fantastic scenery! I forgot about her that moment because I'm so happy andwas enjoying the moment! That was my first time to sail in a ship. When I was done, I went back to my seat and bought something to chew.

It's already 5:00 p.m and the sun is about to set.

I saw a girl crying... I wanted to comfort her, but I couldn't reach her with my arms. She just told me, ''did you forgot about me? I was waiting for you in the park where we supposed to meet. It's been a week. I'm missing you already." But I can't see her face clearly. She's getting farther, I want to stop her. But a loud voice was piercing into my ears.

Wake up Jin! We're almost there already! Come on, get yourself ready.

That was just a dream, (sighs). I wonder what Jessa is doing right now. That dream pierced my heart.. I'm feeling heavy and not comfortable. The h*ck is this feeling?

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That's all for today guyses! I hope you enjoyed the love journey of Jin and Jessa. I'll upload the continuation of this story later. Don't mind the grammars, I don't use grammarly haha.

I'll do my best to finish the whole story at the next continuation.

This article was inspired by my cousin's love story. But I added something to make it fictional.