Lots of thoughts are in my mind. Family problems, relationship, financial status, articles, crypto currency and many more. There's lot of it that I don't even know which to think of. I don't even know why I am creating this article, it's just...weird.
Life has been very boring for me, and painful. Well, my 22 years of existence in this world is not that cold, but it seems like everyone around me is fake. I don't know where I really belong.
I'm the breadwinner of my family, but I am still not taking my full responsibility to them. I even wasted a 5 year-course in college just to shift to another course. That was a mistake, right? But they always say to do what you love, and I just did it! Why would I struggle to something that I don't love nor like? But I think it's just my fault. I should have been a practical one.
Friends? Best friend? Buddy? Sounds like a joke to me. I don't even really know the difference of a friend and a best friend. Some says I'm a friend to them, but talked dirty about me behind my back. When I'm around them, it feels like they are so nice. But if can't do things or contribute something to them, it's like they leave me hanging, or was it just me?
Love? Well, I had a good time with it, and a terrible one too. I don't know, I loved 3 women in my life, and all ended with the same reason - long distance relationship.
The last woman I loved made me more realized that I don't suit for a long distance relationship, well, temporarily. Making me feel like I'm the only man in the world then, viola! Just a few thousand miles and found another world, and another man. No, it's not sad.
And here I am, in the world of crypto currency. I know this one won't leave me, but it will give me pain for sure, in the head and pocket. I love this part of the online world. Virtual friends, virtual money and virtual learning.
I am still thankful I have a better understanding than anyone around me, I know I am! They even always say crypto currency is a scam. What a joke. Limited knowledge about the online world then acts like... whatever.
Please, don't feel disappointed if you ever reached this part here. I just don't really know what's up with me. Because I always have anyone to share my good times, but no one with bad times.
Well, I had my realization. I'm all alone.
You have so much in your pocket ha. But seriously? Even a boy friend gossip their fellow man? Really? But anyway, you experience a lot but don't let them bring you down, instead make them your motivation to make your life more meaningful. Don't let them ruin your mood and just focus in bch, xrp or eth, just whatever crypto you want,but I think this one will bring more headache than those past problems you've already experience. And seriously? You're feeling alone? Then what about your family? You have a family, talk to them, bond and laugh with them i'm sure yoi won't feel alone anymore. Unless something's going on with your family. Just don't think too much coz that will only make you feel insane. So goodluck and be happy, fighting buddy 💪