I screw myself over the most.
I'm a troubled soul, full of doubt.
Trying my best figure things out.
But it's hard when my demons love to shout.
I like to smoke pot and use poetry to cope.
You can tell I'm venting it out in any verse I wrote.
I hold onto faith even when I'm out of hope.
Working so many hours to remain broke.
Chasing a dream everyone thinks is a joke.
I tend to wear my pain like it was a coat.
Always living my life on the edge.
Cause inside I'm standing on the ledge.
Because emotionally I'm in a wedge.
Hoping I can find love inside of lust.
And no one in my life I can trust.
I'm always overthinking cause I'm always right.
Listening to that voice in my head that makes me think twice.
Questioning people's intentions if they are being nice.
If it's to good I know it's not real.
Cause the only thing that's real are these feeling that won't heal.
Along with demons that are out to kill.
I'd do anything just so I can have my family back.
But now I got so many knifes stabbed in my back.
Along with haters who love talking smack.
See I'm just a lone wolf without a pack.
It's why when you hear my raps you know I'm not an act.
I'm just surviving in a world that's dying.
It's why I'm always trying even when inside I'm crying.
Seems like life's a lesson and I'm always paying.
It's why I'm praying God hears what I'm saying.
I'm not playing, my soul needs saving.
And these demons I'm slaying cause this is my destiny that God is paving.
You hear what I am saying?
HOPE YOU ALL LIKE IT :)
Great poem