BLOG #1
Dear young self, Until WE…
I am sorry.
I am sorry that’s the first words I wanna tell you. It’s been so hard, yet I pushed you through. It’s been so hard, it’s always has been, but I put you through different sufferings.
Thank you.
Despite the hardships you went through, you didn’t give up. If you haven’t heard it in a while, then allow me to thank and appreciate you. Job well done.
Forgive me.
I forgot to give the love you deserve. I failed to love you in His way. I was too focused and distracted about the things I believed were more crucial than you. I was so hard on you, doubted you, blamed you, neglected you-- I know I’m being the worst self you could ever imagine. I sincerely apologize for my shortcomings. I was late to realize your worth.
I love you.
You are beyond admirable.
You are incomparable.
You are great.
But if you failed to realize it, you’re looking at the wrong place.
I know, I always have known, you are lost. This world is a mess, but you are not. Because you do not belong here, not to this world.
You belong to God. Even before you search for Him, He already found you and was waiting for that place of refuge. Finally, the search is over me.
Right, I wouldn’t be able to give you the rest you asked for, even the love you deserve. It is because only Him could give it. You found everything in Him, right? Cause I did!
You already reached here; it is about time. For now, there will be no you. It’s now we.
We found ourselves, laying at the most comfortable place we could ever asked for. In His arms, we rest.
We, both you and I, will together continue this journey. You’ve done your part well. Now, it’s you and me together with God. We will walk rightly in this path that God had led us, a path towards Him.