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Prison

How long do I wait ? How long do I wait for a saviour . I fight with 77 demons daily How do I escape from the pains,aches, the anger ,the suffocation I was with friends and family but felt invisible Missed all the teenage fun , still waiting for a prison breaker. I speak but I don't hear my voice. I live but die slowly . I never knew only me got me . I lived in a world I imaginarily made dark and it became real !!!! The world I lived in was a process of my thoughts. I waited for thousands of years !!! , Thousands of years to find out I was in a prison of myself . I need to find happiness again . I need to smell success As a child growing up all I knew were mistakes I made sure my life won't have a scratch cause of lessons learned by my elders . I had to leave by example In the process not knowing myself Trap in my mind Lived in my imagination Died in my fantasy Now it's hard to let go , it's hard to see the world differently. Am my own saviour but am not ready to be a hero yet Prison isn't were I wish to be ,but the solitude found there is a different explanation . What's wrong with me? , Has always been my question Felt I was a mistake right from the start ,felt I wasn't worthy It won't be long my spirit won't accept the dark my mind is entertaining now. I need to know what is it to love ,to feel protected , and cared for . I need to be freed from this prison ( myself) I have heard of stories of victory from fortune tellers I have been told miracles I have seen wonders But I am the greatest accomplishment I can be for myself I am my success story In sad times being alone has never been new I have always been my cheerleader,my competitor I cry myself to sleep most times I give myself hope for a dawn I am the best me of me Seeing through the mirror seeing physically I'm free but mentally prisoned I feel I can make my freedom a reality I will break the chains up I will be freed soon It's time to breath again It's time to live again I need to be alive

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