My Father

"Mom !, I'm so tired"

"Tired ?, are you tired?"

"Papa is having a hard time! I think it's time for us to set it free papa" I said firmly and crying. But the voice is weak.

"How easy is it for you to give up your dad !?"

"Just for that fucking illness!?"

"Mom, it's not like that, I don't want to! For a few years, when papa was fighting his illness, I told myself that I would never give up on papa ..."

I sobbing. "But, even if it's hard, I'd rather give up papa ... than see him like that!"

"Papa is so skinny! I know that a few years have passed ... We Drain and tired physically and mentally, include other things like school work.

But ma, papa is more tired, of every smile of his accompanied the rise of his hand ... remained refusing help

I ... my two eyes can clearly see that papa loves us. Because he didn't show that he's already struggling, because he knows he's our strength, But ma! I don't want to go blind and believe in that smile"

"we can do it, let's do it." I sobbed and cried at the same time of mama hugging me.

My dad, had a cancer in its last stage...

It was my birthday, I'm 18!

Sound of the door opening.

"Pa, let's eat cake!" I'm invite hem

Even I know he will refuse like he always does response because he has no appetite.

I was startled, and hurried to get a plate when dad responded with my tears dripping. “Is it still delicious ?, That's your favorite flavor "I promised.

While I was crying. Dad smiled and put the fork in his mouth. I smiled and cried more.

In the words

"Happy birthday son "

My papa crying while that he was staring at me and tears were flowing its from its sunny eyes.

"What do you wish son?" He said. In a Very weak voice.

I could not hold back my tears. "Well, if you can't and you tired. Please stop loving us and rest, she will not get upset.. I'm explain to her "I replied gently.

Dad's tears flowed and I did it again wiping. "Don't you dare, look for chik's upstairs!" I said jokingly.

The tone of the father's laughter. At the same time hug it, to the child tightly.

"Pa, get rest, you really reached the my birthday, thank you for that! Don't forget that we love you." I weakly promised.

At the same time I sobbed. It's may be hard to let go someone you love, especially when it's come to be your parent but this is the way of showing pure love to them.

To let them, go let them, fly high with out pain.

This is a Fiction