@Sydney2OnNoiseApp 10 August 2023

Sometimes I wonder if a woman's only purpose in this world is to become a mother and give birth. What if I do not want to give birth and I want to spend my life living an I don't care life? Does it make me unworthy? I just want to watch movies, listen to different songs, and explore and enjoy life as much as possible, as long I'm not hurting anyone. I only live once so I have the choice to choose where I want to be. I want to become a Gothic girl in main character world. Seriously, I'm a very responsible person but I just want to do nothing sometimes and make jokes to make my cats laugh..damn life... And if I won't be able make it as the main gothic girl in this life then I have to make sure in my next life I'm living my ideal life! It's not my fault if I was born an idealistic person! I'm just creative and imaginative..that's it!