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Your smile makes me more Happy! #9 (112) Sometimes we feel the love we want from the wrong person and mostly even for those not related to us. We feel love when we show the love too. Care someone so they care about you too. Always remember that everything we do or act always reflect us. Treat others good if you want to be treated good too. Love and be loved. Last December 29, 2021, is one of my sad days, it breaks my heart and makes me cry unstoppable. This is the day that I need to leave my baby kulit even it hurts me. I know this time will come and makes me cry and yes, it is. A week before my flight, the kids were too close to me and spend a lot of time with me that I don't want to. This is the time I'm training myself and them to be apart, I'm trying to let them hate me so when I left, it doesn't affect them. It's killing me softly, because every time I'm pushing them away from me, they keep coming closer to me! And it makes me cry secretly. I failed, I can't keep them hating me, I love them like my own kids. The whole day of December 28, baby kulit sticking to me, maybe he knows that anytime I'll be left 😢😢😢 it keeps me cry, it keeps my heartbreak. I hate to leave him but I have to. The feeling that you keep your emotion to be hidden? It hurts. I cry and cry just to think, this is my last day to see, hug and kiss him personally. The pain always comes back every time I remember it.
That day, he build a lot of memories with me, he makes me cry more when he sings a song of ROMA AND DIANA for me, it's their favourite show on YouTube. It's a Christmas song, even he doesn't know exactly the words but he sings just for me. He's lying on my lap even I'm pushing him away but he keeps coming back to me, hugging and kissing me and it makes my heartbreak and makes my tears burst. When I left home, they are all asleep already, when I arrive in Qatar for my first stopover, my madam send a message on my WhatsApp and asked about my situation and remind me to be very careful because of the new virus spreading. She send me a picture of my baby kulit and told me that when they wakes up, they are looking for me. Baby kulit looking for me even in our bathroom 😢😢😢.
The day passed when I'm in the quarantine hotel here in the Philippines, I get used to their absence although we keep in touch through video calls with the help of Mary, the new nanny of my baby kulit. She always updated me about what's happening to him. I'm so thankful for her because she loves my baby kulit like what I do and she cares a lot about him too.
Every time I miss them, I just recall our happy memories and open my gallery to see them, their memories remain here in my heart forever. I'll never forget you guys. I miss you always. **Thank you for reading mine today, To my commentors, likers, sponsors, upvoters and ofcourse The Random Rewarder, thankbyou so much for all the challenges and motivations. Thank you for always visiting and supporting me. God bless us all Insha Allah.**
**January 9, 2022 Sunday** **Philippines time: 11:17 AM** **Photos are mine unless stated otherwise** **Sending of friendship,** @Sweetiepie **❤❤❤**
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You don't have to make them hate you, I know how it feels instead just talk to them calmly and tell them you won't be around for a while, I know it will hurt them for some time so try face timing them everyday... A mothers love is so so unconditional
Thanks sis, i feel so hurt. Im like a mother for them. I dont want them to be hurt but they still with me always.
Love doesn't select, You might be loved by family members or maybe strangers just make sure you don't loose the bonds with them
How i wish, i can be with them always, but i need to leave them. I have my own family too
The smiles on these faces will always bring you happiness. Children's smiles are desirable for all of us. Love you all babys.
Thanks sis, I miss them a lot. I know i cant be with them forever 😔😔😔
They are so pretty kids. They are so lovable
Thanks a lot sis
Naku pag ganyan ang magiging anak natin at alag,naku aalagaan ng husto at ang gaganda ng bata
Oo sissy, kung pwd ko lang sana cla iuwi sa pinas hahaha
Db puwede renew at kunin ka nila?
For good na ako sissy
Wow ako naman like ko makaalis d naman makaalis
Ako nasa pinas na nakaka bored tlga sissy 11days na ako sa quarantine nakakaloka na
Unteng tiis nalang sis at makakalabas kana diyan
Ung bored papatay samin d2 sissy hahaha nakakasawa din pala walang ginagawa 🤣
Oo ah nakakaburyong ang walang gawa.sis habang nandiyn ka aral ka mag crypto.
Ang hirap talaga sis basta may alaga tayo bata, naranasan ko nung sa abu dhabi ako, pero mabait yung parents niya kaya pag uwi ko nagtago ako pero umiiyak yung mama niya.kasi matagal ako sakanila
Ewan sissy dina ako nasanay, pang limang abroad ko na to eh at laging meron ako napapalaking bata from months old hanggang malaki na huhu napakasakit
That's a lovely bond between you and the baby, it is really beautiful.
Thank you, just missing them badly
Mahirap talagang iwanan ung mga taong napamahal na satin sis, kahit ako man nung iwan ko ung alaga ko, namiss ko din un ng sobra pero hindi naman kasi pwedeng manatili tayo sa kanila habang buhay dahil may sarili din tayong mga pamilya. Nakakamiss man pero Kelangan nating tanggapin.
Tama ka jan sissy, masasabi natin na meron talagang daratung sa buhay natin na mamahalin natin ng lubos pero di pwedeng panghawakan habang buhay, may hangganan din 😔
Hindi ko man na.experience pero, masakit din talaga pag ganyan, lalo na kasi napamahal na yung bata/ yung tao sa-inyo/ sa'tin.. Hmm.. Anyways, how are you sissy? Its been a while.. Hehe
Yes sis thats true. Yeah its been a long time, kmzta kana, ako e2 living like a queen in quarantine hotel chaaarrr joke lng pero nasa quarantine pa sissy
Sabi ko sayo mamimiss mo din lahat sila kasi nasanay ka na eh
Super namiss ko cla sissy even though ngkakausap nmn kami pero galit c kulit di nia ako nakikita kc malabo front cam ko
Kasi naman sis ung cam mo mukha mawawala na eh
Taghirap na sissy at mukhang total lockdown n nmn sa pinas
Wag naman sis
Nakakatakot kaya sissy sana mali un
Ndi nman siguro sis at wla ng budget
Cnbi mo pa sissy, ang baba pa ng mga crypto huhu. Ao nga nasa quarantine nakakapag gastos din ako lalo na diko na halos malunok ang pagkain
Bakit ndi ba masarap pagkain dyan sis
Ok nmn sissy hehehe
Are you a Muslim..?I am a also a Muslim dear..
Masha Allah, yes Alhamdulillah im muslim too
*Tumutulo yung luha ko habang nagbabasa nito sissy. Relate ako nung iniwan ko din yung alaga ko tapos nung umuwi ako hinahanap daw ako. Kahit di man natin kadugo pero napamahal sila sa atin, kaya namimiss natin sila*
Super nakakahurt sissy, while im writing diko nakikita screen ko hahaha umiiyak at kumakain kaloka
*Ganon talaga sissy, ilang years mo silang nakasama eh. Pero at least kahit sa video call makita mo sila*
Oo sissy mabait ung pumalit sakin pero ung kasama nia masama ugali pati ung katulong ni lolalicious na sa bahay na din nakatira, insecure cla kay Mary
*Hala, bakit naman sila insecure? Ang sama ng ugali dapat happy lang. Hay toxic naman nila,, si lolalicious nandun pa din sa bahay?*
Bisaya nmn silang lahat sissy pero nong andon ako ok pa nmn cla. Ung last na dumating kc mejo masama ugali. Gusto daw umuwi ng pinas kaya sabi ng madam nmin bayaran nia 1,500kd hahaha 168 yata per 1kd
Aww... Its so sad to see you depart from the ones you love but next them don't push them away, instead love and Cherish the last memories you're gonna create. And naturally, kids can't hate whom they already love
I do it so they dont feel sad when im gone but still they become closer to me as my flight getting closer too.
I feel how sad the baby kulit of yours sis. Cute nmn sa batang yun. He really missess you and he's into you.
Super miss ko din xa sissy hirap kalimutan
Buti ang bait ng mga alaga mo sis, nabasa ko din kaya prefer din ng mga foreigner Pinay nanny kasi genuine daw ang pag aalaga sa mga anak nila.
Super bait nila sissy pero darating at darating ang time na aalis din tau kahit gaano pa ntin cla kamahal
I can understand the feeling of having to live with adorable kids and in a short notice you leave them again, the kids are beautiful and handsome
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