I rode through the dark night and traveled between the sensations that the day strung like tiny crystals. From them he assembled a necklace with a message coming from the heart.
For a long time I felt the need to connect with Her. With Her who is in me and Her who gives me support so that I can walk this path and convey a precious message. I hung out somewhere in between for a long time. For a long time I was looking for something that would fulfill me and I was sure it would come from outside.
Last night, the path from star to star was easy. When the mind finally listened to the Heart, the soul drew the map itself, for in such a journey there is no fear of getting lost.
In recent days, I have internalized the message: I am here because I want to be here. And for me to be means to feel.
I am no longer afraid of an open heart because I want to feel everything I keep inside. Because I want to discover all this and then give it to myself as well.
I want to spread the path of an open heart across this Earth. I researched thoroughly and connected effectively. Sometimes it flew high, other times it fell deep. I allowed myself to wave and soften.
I started breathing. And the breath is also felt.
I have embodied the pure and high consciousness in which my being believes. I stared into her eyes for a long time until I found the one I was looking for in my eyes. Her. Really Myself.
I began to feel in my chest what I was missing. Free Heart. With my hand under my navel I worship the sacred cavity that received, nourished and nurtured me on my way to the light. Uterus.
Now I feel each part separately and all together. When I feel whole, I am connected to myself and to the Earth. Then I can feel the vibration and adjust to its frequency.
What I feel now, I also want to spread, because that is Her call and my task.
It is not easy for a woman to get to her core. It must remove many of the layers that have accumulated over the millennia.
She was taught that she must not feel and that she must distance herself from her body. Disconnect from this sophisticated mechanism capable of unimaginable miracles. She was taught to work from the head. She was forbidden to live the wisdom she carries within herself. She was convinced that she could only reach for the jewels outside of herself.
They stole her psyche and implanted programs and performances in her that took her away from her nature. And so she began to want to say goodbye. To fix it.
For a long time, the Woman was forced to leave herself and embark on a path paved for her by others.
I find it harder to breathe at these lines. Even though they write themselves, part of me wants to delete them. And if I hadn’t set foot on the path of an open heart, I would have done so. The mind would be stronger and the consciousness too small to provide a safe space for my feelings. The heart would contract and surrender prematurely in fear of a new painful discovery.
Now I take a deeper breath and travel on. It's just a cramp. With exhalation, pleasure comes precisely because of this strong feeling. Pleasure is Female natural and not a choice. It does not condition. When a Woman accepts him, internalizes him, and allows him to wave freely in his body, it is enough for him to just relax every time he breathes and moves.
When a woman internalizes bodily pleasure, her birthright, and allows her body to move freely while opening her heart, every pain will become fuel for another circle, fertile ground for another flower, lack of opportunity for abundance, and every No opportunity for a firm and determined Yes.
I like to be barefoot and touch the Earth with my feet. I like to sit on the floor and feel her stomping.
It’s nice to travel, but even nicer to go home. It’s nice to fly, but even nicer to land. It’s nice to dive, but it’s also nice to come back.
Return home.
With love,@Sweetbeauty
