We've been married for 10 years. And the love affair was 5 years. After 5 years of love, we got married in a family way. For a total of 15 years, we lived a life above each other. I do not look good at all, on the other hand, he is my Mashaallah! As handsome_beautiful smart as well as polite. We have had to endure many difficult times and hardships to get married in student life. But whenever he got a good job for a long time and we didn't have that trouble. I got a share of the house earlier. After 4 years we saved some money and with the help of my father and mother we built a small two room house. By the grace of God we had nothing but a child. My husband was a very hardworking and honest man but very angry. Our life was going very well.
I have a spinal problem, which sometimes makes me miserable. Same situation that day. Suddenly he came and said that my sister is calling again and again, my mother is very ill, I have to go now. I said I would go too but he said you are sick how are you going? You stay home from getting sicker. I didn't listen to him, I went with him.
Apu brothers have all left. After going home I saw my mother-in-law lying in bed not looking very sick. As soon as he entered the room and said what happened to your mother, the mother-in-law got up and took her hand and started crying. There are so many tears that I can't speak. The brothers all tried to stop but did not stop. After a while, the mother-in-law said to him, "Can't I see my grandson's face, father?" He laughed and said, "Oh, that's why you're sick! God will do it whenever He wants. Why are you upset? I'll show you a good doctor. Hold on, mother." The mother-in-law got angry and said that if she had a child, it would have been so long, nothing will happen to this wife. I saw a girl for you. You will get married there. I will not accept that my son will be barren. My head was spinning and I couldn't say anything.
He came out with me shouting very loudly. The mother-in-law came back and said, "Listen, I will not drink water from today."
Aslam came home at night and we did not talk. In the morning he told me not to be upset, I will not do anything like that, we are so good.I found peace.🤗
My phone rang in the morning. My mother-in-law told me a lot. Life without a child is useless. A boy without a child is of no value. Outsiders will look down on your husband. At the end he said tell me then my son will get married. Immediately I said I can't lose him. I will never let this happen.
After 5 days, the phone rang at night and the mother-in-law was admitted to the medical center. He hurried away. I found out that he had not eaten for 4 days and his condition was very bad due to his advanced age. After two days, there was no improvement. Nothing is going to feed him. Then the news came again that his father-in-law is sick, he is also fasting. Apu and brothers got angry at him. There was a disturbance in the medical. My uncle said whatever came to my mind, at the end he said that for your happiness, your parents are dying today for your child and you can't leave your wife. He took me home without saying anything.
After being silent for a while, he pulled me close and said in a wet voice that I never thought that such a day would come to us. I love you so much. But maybe I don't have to do this for my parents, or my mother will die, she started crying because I was helpless. I cried and cried . I called my father and mother at home . My brothers also came with me. Everyone in the house already knew that this problem was going on, but he said everything openly. Everyone was angry and tried to stop me but neither my father nor I could do anything because I was trapped. He left. I could not find any direction, with what I will hold him. Three days later came home. I just cried. He hugged her and cried and said that he had fulfilled everyone's expectations after the marriage and he would not leave.
From that day, the mother-in-law's phone and his new wife's phone started ringing. Two days later, her new father-in-law and brothers came to our house. He used to meet his new wife every two days to avoid trouble. But most of the time it was with me. But we don't talk like before. After 9 months of marriage, my mother-in-law called me and told me that my new wife would have a baby, and she was in front. He looked at her and bowed his head and said that he was in trouble so I couldn't say. What I really suffered was not meant to be that suffering
Ever since I found out he had been living with his new wife. He used to call me every two days. I accepted that this is how my life will go. I came to the clinic to see the baby. It was nice to see the joy of the baby's father but I couldn't hold back the tears as if there was a pain in the ass. Babu's Akika was in a glittering ceremony, no one called me, not even the baby's father. Maybe forgot.
He used to stay with me two days a week and the remaining 5 days with his family. Slowly coming home reduced more. He used to come after 15 days. He would not talk to me without need, would not eat, would not sleep properly. He would spend the whole night lying on the sofa, after a while his wife would call and make video calls. After a while, he would look at the picture of the boy and fidget. I understood everything but I had nothing to do. I felt like I was with a stranger. That's how my day was going.
Suddenly one day I heard that my great uncle had died. I went to see my father and mother. I couldn't get into my chirochena room. The people with whom I have had a good and bad time for 10 years are the ones who are avoiding and talking. Looks like I committed a crime. I turned around a lot and sat in the room. He came to the room and sat a little away from me. After a while his wife came to the room with the 6 month old baby in her lap, who gave the baby in her lap and his wife sat next to him. He started playing with the baby while talking. Joy, happiness and peace were clearly visible on the faces of the three people, what a beautiful moment they had. That day I could not find myself anywhere in my husband's eyes. My 10 years of family life went to his 2 year family less later. How did it come to mind, what am I doing in their life !!! ???? What do I have here.
He felt like a crippled child of his parents. Just as parents can't throw away their crippled children and drag them away helplessly, just as they were pulling me, I was nothing to them.
I left and when I came I told him to come home in a day or two, there is talk. He led us. He came again, he is not talking like before, he is busy on the phone. One day has passed, he will leave at night. I sat down in the evening and told him I was just a burden among you. I can't stay that way. You may be mine or we may be separated. Every day I look at the street waiting for you, looking at the phone I can't stand it anymore. He said I can't live without my son, and such a small child can't live without his mother. He cried a lot and said if this child was yours, we would never have to suffer so much. Both of us cried a lot. I am going to lose the biggest asset of life. He is suffering a lot but I did not see any desire in him to hold me. He did not go home that day, he hugged me all night and cried.
A few days later we got divorced, except for my father and mother, everyone scolded me and blamed me.
How many days today that I do not see him, but there is not a moment that I do not remember him. I am a sick man, and he would not let me bring a bucket of water. But I haven't searched for once in so many days, maybe he has forgotten me for so many days. At some point he may even forget that he was married, had a wife. Mom and Dad always want the best, because her parents wanted the best for her, she is the father of the child today. The only problem is that she has left me alone to fulfill herself.
But even then I am fine now, I am in my father's house renting the house, there is no financial problem. And most of all, you don't have to look at the street waiting for him anymore, you don't have to look at the phone again and again to understand that the phone has come. Because he doesn't know me anymore, he will never come back, never again.
Good luck to the man I love with family, I pray all the time ......
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