Dear me,
I hope you are doing well. I know you're human you can make mistakes. Don't stress out too much, you are a human being and all of these are your emotions. Don't bother yourself to be perfect. You can be awkward sometimes, you can happy, you can be sad too, you can be a disaster sometimes, you can cry, and you can be whatever you want.
It's okay to make mistakes
It's okay to have bad days
It's okay to less than perfect
It's okay to do what's best for you
It's okay to be yourself
It's okay to say no
It's okay to forgive
It's okay to let go
It's okay to do nothing
It's okay to be brave
It's okay to not do it all
It's okay if all you did was survive
It's okay if you grow slow
It's okay if you don't always get it right
It's okay if you still struggling
It's okay if you are mad enough
It's okay to begin your story again.
Sometimes It's Okay to be not Okay, that's simply okay. I know you're scared but you can handle this. You should train your mind to see the good in every situation. Those mistakes you've made along the way are lessons, not a failure. I can say Still there is no expiry date for reinventing yourself.