@Success.1 8 October 2021 edited more from that month

How I became an unexpected visitor

`I became an unexpected Guest` My decision is my decision, I have decided within myself and nothing can change it. I will try my best to sternly abide by the rule I have made for myself. I will never visit her anymore except otherwise. Don't take me too seriously (just a little hurting to me).

There has been several incidents when I have gone to my new best friend's house and never got welcomed. Things like these are common to me, as I usually show up “like the thief at night” — I mean, my visitation to her place has always been an impromptu and unpredictable. I show up at will, but she did not care for it at all. Is that wrong to visit your friends and family members without telling them before coming? I asked you, yes, you. It is time to change the attitude so that I won't lose my friends and family members because of my own personal behavior towards them. I have missed my ex-best friend a lot, my best friend whom I talked about in the article, “my lion; Anger” Hope you have read it. Actually, I have missed her a lot and I don't even know how to get back to her so that I can reconcile. https://read.cash/@Success.1/my-lion-anger-1a6d800d After I completely did my last examination on campus, countless things has changed about me, for the past few months ago, I have not been able to handle a better schedule like ever before. I have been visiting campus daily. Occasionally, I wake up so early in the morning, take my bath and dress up like I used to do during the school days. I will rush myself like every other school and after dressing up, I will look at my phone to check if there is any notification about my project, but most times there are none. I made my decision already, though, and the decision was to find something to do with my time and to free myself from the school distractions. Furthermore, I really enjoyed those days in the campus, which is the reason I am feeling glued to campuses. Although because I like those days does not mean I should enroll again. I woke up yesterday to visit my new best friend. I prepared for my visitation by taking my bath, preparing a lovely African dish. Although I wish to invite you @FarmGirl and not @Kristofferquincy to dine with me, but I was unable to reach out to you. It was very delicious and good for my likeness. Vegetable with meet and the well-prepared wheat flour.

I ate and was so strong. I jumped up after the meal, packed the dishes to kitchen and then went tout to visit my new best friend. She is not here on this community, so I can mention her name. Her name is Goodness. I got to her abode and I met her, instantly I knew that something is not going well, I asked her if there is any issue at all. She replied to me by saying, “I am feeble at the moment, I need to rest at the moment and also my sister is coming to visit me here, she is on her way here already”. I felt weak from within, as if I was going to fade out. That simply means that I am not welcome to stay. I just pretended to be okay with going back, but I am weak after trekking for more than thirty minutes and also bored at home, I smiled and said it's okay, we will meet again later. That was the second time I visited her and the case was the same on both visitations. I think I will need something better than visiting my friends.

**Furthermore, I just got a sponsor, I appreciate your big heart dear** @FarmGirl **. Thank you, I hope there are any suggestions for me on how to quench this boredom as soon as possible.** *Every part of this article is my own personal experience and idea, except indicated otherwise. Better days are coming soon, get ready for it.* Lead image credit:unsplash.com