Everything started when I was 10 years of age. Companions gave me Ecstasy.
I didn't have the foggiest idea what it was and checked it out.
Not long after that they offered me LSD and I got dependent on it.
Out of nowhere my companions vanished and I needed to discover ways how to fulfill my fixation. I started to steel cash from my mother, I attempted shop-lifting and sold the taken merchandise or pawned them.
Such a way of life had its results: I got discouraged. From the start I felt that medications would bring me bliss that I was aching for, rather I sunk further and more profound in my downturn.
Police was after me and soon I was captured. I was condemned to network administration that I would not like to do.
At the point when I was 16 years of age I met an old buddy who was a Christian however it didn't alter my perspective to end my own life.
It was Friday night, I went to a surrendered modern park in Jelgava with various multi story structures. I chose a 12 story white structure which was open from the building site.
I moved up to the twelfth floor and plunked down on the ground. My lone idea was to bounce down and kick the bucket as I didn't perceive any sense in my life.
Exactly when I was going to hop down my telephone rang. It was my companion who proposed that we met. I was unable to state no, so we met. I didn't reveal to him where I was and what I was going to do.
Seven days passed and I was approached to assist with fixing a congregation building. I concurred. It was a defining moment in my life as I got no opportunity to get drugs while I was there.
My companion was there as well. I realized I needed to enlighten him regarding my fixation. So I did. His reaction stunned me: "You need to give everything to Jesus, since God gave you the most valuable blessing. Keep in mind, God can assist you with night in the most miserable circumstances!"
He appealed to God for me and I separated. I tumbled to my knees and welcomed Jesus into my life. At that point my life changed totally.
I turned into an alternate individual: positive, quite kind. I had no hankering for drugs. God had changed my heart.
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