I was conceived in Cambodia in 1958, I originate from a Buddhist-Hindu
family by convention like the vast majority in my nation around then.
I was one of the overcomers of death in the wake of living three battles in my nation :
In March 1970 : Royalist against Republican
In April 1975 : Republican against Communist
In January 1979 : from Communism to Popular Democracy
Also, later, the Constitutional Monarchy … .
As to's system, I needed to bear this preliminary four years in labor camps.
I endured starvation, weariness, slave work and saw numerous repulsions when one realizes that during that period 2,000,000 of individuals have been slaughted.
Profoundly hurt inside, I felt disturbed by human mercilessness in examination with the brilliant part of nature. I was additionally exceptionally lost.
I unequivocally had confidence in reflection and around then I truly figured I could have a cozy relationship with Buddha who might assist me with feeling good.
I used to rehearse esoterics, supernatural contemplation methods and routinely used to have a wide range of dreams and bad dreams which after all would cause me to feel so terrible and on edge.
At that point I was sought after by unhapiness whatever I did:
I had a sentiment of misery, vacancy and disturb forever,
I never proceeded with my objectives,
I had the impression of being arraigned,
I brought asylum into nightlife exercises, addictions (liquor, cigarettes … )
and a wide range of connections,
I abhorred God and in spite of numerous signs from Him, His Word stayed new to me.
At some point, depleted by my life's functions, I meandered in Paris when a gathering of Christian gave me a booklet with the Word of God in it and I can say the accompanying entry has profoundly contacted me:
"For God adored the world so much that He gave His lone Son all together that who has confidence in Him ought not die yet would have the Eternal Life".
I was exceptionally inspired to know this God who shows such love to mankind and I start to trust again that He would change my life advertisement get me out of the hopelessness where I am trapped.
Before all else, notwithstanding myself I felt a sort of dismissal for this Word, however slowly, with the day by day perusing of the Bible in one hand and my edgy and unlimited petitions on the other, Jesus showed Himself to me thusly :
I felt harmony, bliss, and Love that didn't originate from me and I chose to know Him truly and to submit myself to His will by tolerating His Commandments with great heart in light of the fact that these are Commandments forever. At that point I disposed of everything connected with my past, particularly esoterics and contemplation (objects, booklets, manuals … ).
Substantialness inside and outside me have vanished slowly, trust has come to fill vacancy and being instructed by the Word inside, I am presently in His Peace
since it was an association with the Living God I was searching for so long and He is The Only One who can fill by His Presence every one of our holes and voids.
To you who are tuning in to this declaration, I would state never lose trust since it isn't chance that brouhgt us to this Earth. God has made us to know and live in a priviledged relationship with Him. No one but Christ can accommodate us with the Creator who can accommodate us with His Creation. Try not to sit around idly any longer, if it's not too much trouble look for Him and for His Face in all conditions.