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In continuation to my previous post, it'd now 7:30 in the morning and all I did was talk on the phone. A healthy boost of serotonin will keep me energetic throughout the day:)
@Stea
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What a strange time to wake up! I slept as early as 10 in the evening and woke up at 3:30 in the morning. I wish this schedule continues somehow. Somehow I always associated waking up early with being productive. Generally I'm more productive from 5pm to 5am. I'll do something productive now. Good morning y'all:) Its Vishu today. Malayalam New Year. So early morning on the day of Vishu, you are woken up, but you are made to close your eyes and taken to where the Vishu kani…
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So the small (medium) company called up today offering me a decent package, for a role I like. I'm still not satisfied. I want a bigger company too. There's always a gap between what you want and what you get. I wish the gap was either smaller in my case, or I had smaller dreams. Bursting in tears in 3...2...1
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I woke up finally. It's past noon here and I have no intentions of leaving the bed. I'm still caught on news. I've been catching up on a week's supply. I watched a family show with my family- except my Dad reached home late and he missed it. He was slightly annoyed that we didn't wait for him. But it was a small series of only 5 episodes. I wanted to wrap it up before he reached home, but that clearly didn't happen hehe. I had chips and milk for breakfast:)
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Someone who proudly quotes Winston Churchill cannot be, in my opinion a fit Prime Minister. My second political post of the day. Maybe I should stop watching news. In my defence, I was stuck studying and giving interviews that I couldn't find time to be aware of current happenings. Parliamentary sessions, irrespective of any country is a circus and a fun event to witness. Lots of news to catch, see ya!
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Some nerve for a country where policemen finds it correct to bend their knees on civilians and not do anything about mass shooting to lecture other countries on 'Human Rights Violation'. Nobody knows who made you the watch dog, or the class monitor? Some people needs to understand the meaning of a 2 + 2 dialogue. Btw, we live in 2022 now, some countries unlike others have an independent foreign policy. Thank you for listening to my afternoon rant. Im not open to discussions.…
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I have sent in some more job applications. I want to get where I want to get. Why am I so aggressive?! And picky also?! I hope that's a good thing. In other news my boyfriend went back to his home for New year's feast, which means, he might not be able to call me as much as he did when he lived alone:(. Anyway, have a great day y'all:)!
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Does looks matter? I must ask this thought provoking question. To some, like me, it's not as much thought provoking. The answer is a simple no. But I do not want to base my answer universal. I really want to understand an outside opinion. My boyfriend is not so good looking in conventional terms. Some of my friends disagree me being with him. I find that view shallow. After all, beauty is subjective no? I'm find him really attractive. He's very very intelligent, has a great…
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Yet another day. Yet another successful interview. Yet another dissatisfactory response from yours truly. It's the role that I love, and have always wanted to join. I was sure of not getting it because I lacked experience and technical knowledge both, and somehow I was offered not only an interview, I secured a job as well! It's about 200 meters from my place. So the location is awesome. But, it's a very small company. Like tiny. But I might be exaggerating, or downgrading?…
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Not one friend that I know of gets to enjoy the kind of personal life that I do. Some of them are jealous that I have my own room and my parents aren't much intrusive of my personal space or professional. Who but my parents would let me blow off a seven figure salary because I don't like the field? To get the kind of privacy I get from my Indian parents is a luxury, and completely unheard of amongst my friends. My boyfriend is madly in love with me, and we're enjoying our…
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Good morning y'all! So today is a self-care day. I have put on a face mask, a hair mask and I'm on my way to paint my nails. Not sure of how any of these would help me to crack tomorrow's interview. I can always find creative ways to procrastinate. Have a great Sunday!:)
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I had a blast for lunch= unlimited pani puri! Seems like my last post had limited reach. Anway, have a great Saturday y'all:)
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In continuation to my previous post regarding a job offer- I want them to compensate for relocation, which I doubt they will. So after speaking to some people, I have decided to reject it. This would be the fourth company that I'd be rejecting. 😓 I hope I'm not being too picky. I know I haven't responded to replies on my previous post. I'm too sad to respond😔. Someone with two decent paying job offers can be unhappy too. This shows money definitely does not buy happiness.…
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After three rounds, and 8 hours of interview process, world's number one accounting and consulting firm has selected me. Who but I would be nervous about giving an interview for a role I didn't even want in the first place? Apart from this, I have given two interviews for the role I like, waiting for their results. And, I have one interview scheduled on Monday, for a role I want so bad. What to do?! I have never been so confused about anything! Pros- I'll be working with a…
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So I did it:). I said, "I love you" to my man:). Except, I didn't. There's a catch. I said that but somehow not exactly that too? So here's what I said- I love (his city) and I wish to be held by (his city). I said it metaphorically, and he got it too:) Maybe I'll never have the courage to say it directly to him. I don't want to also, even though it's so apparent. I don't want to say it on the phone or on chats, or if I do, I want it be done on a special occasion. But, it…
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So today, like everyday I didn't do a lot, which is weird because I woke as early as 8 in the morning. I made french fries, went swimming, came back, called up a friend, went for a walk, called up another friend, drove to the market, and now I might just go for another walk and call a friend:) I didn't do anything of much importance. It was a relaxing day. I'm pretty much living my retirement life in my mid twenties:)
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I hate preparing for an interview the role of which I dislike and not even received the invitation. And I was always weak at the subject that I have to study now:/. I don't even know how I did it back then, I don't know how I'll do it now :(. For an exam, there's a definite syllabus, the interview is an open ground 😭
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Hey! So I woke up at 8 (am)😂 and hadn't posted anything. It's already 11:30 (am)😂, so I thought I'd write something. 1. I'm still on bed watching Wion (news channel on YouTube) 2. I might have an interview in two days, not the role that I'd like, but definitely the location! If I get this interview done right, it would mean two things- I get to move to a city where all my friends live, (bonus, it's where my special friend lives too), but I'd be disappointed with the work I'd…
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I tell our society dogs that I love them all the time. But yet, I'm unable to say it out loud to some human I actually like and should say it to. Guess, I should occupy myself in animal husbandry lol.
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March Report! In March I saved a total of $11.95, which is lesser than February wherein I saved a total of $13.80, despite February having lesser number of days. Which is ok, the two dollar gap as I was less stingy on tipping lol. But better compared to $6.90 in January, which is also shocking. I'm planning on sleeping this afternoon.
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My day started rather early. It's 6:30 here, and I just woke up fresh, with a frown. I hope things go well today. It looks like an only hope right now. Have a great Monday everybody:)
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Good evening y'all :) I hope you had a great day. I slept in parts, because I had to study, plus I was awake all night too. I had rice for breakfast, lunch and dinner. I feel bloated and drowsy. I didn't go for a walk, neither for my swim. I have to study some more. Alright, I'll see you later then? Good night :)! I hope tomorrow comes with a bright ray of opportunities :)
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Goooooood morning folks:) Did anyone else also wake up with a smile? These days I'm waking up so happy yaaaaa. Could you hear it in my voice?:)))) So last night, or rather today morning at about 6 when we were about to cut the call, I might have said something like this, I loooo( at this point I realized I was about to say ve you) fuck fuck fuckkkk
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Some light teasing caused me to be blocked by a certain senior member here. Which is weird, because generally I'm pretty much likeable. Maybe they never joked in the Dinosaur Era, or he really is a 62 year old guy sorting out the wreckage. Anyway, my point here is, if you're uncomfortable with playful teasing, tell me, and I shall discontinue. Communication is the key to any form of relationship. Remember, communication is the key. Now if someone could tell that to my hiring…
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Western media is hilarious to say the least, or lack brain cells? Btw, Infosys is an Indian company, founded by Indians, having its headquarters at Mysore, India. They get majority of their revenues from the US and Eu. The have one small office in Russia too. That does not make it a Russian based company. I think I need some sleep. Too much internet for today.
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Good morning I might be a bit busy during the weekend. I shall respond to all the comments in a while. But most importantly, I'm having last night's leftover cake for breakfast. Thank you
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I was supposed to nap until 4:30. Why does the clock say it's 6:30 now?
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I'm so lonely no one even fooled me today 😭
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Judge me all you want, but after deciding that we won't text each other, I texted him. We hadn't spoken for two days and I missed him. He called me up immediately and we spoke for a while, conversations flowed after initial awkwardness. When I though that would be the end, he texted me after the call. We eneded up listening to music until midnight. It was a fun night. I don't regret texting him. I missed my friend. I woke up with a smile too, good morning:)
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So today I decided to make guava juice. Something didn't feel right. Who drinks guava juice, right? Then I experienced a brain freeze. Felt better. If you got it, hit that sub! Anyway, in other news, my nail extensions are gone, now I don't have to request little girls to press the elevator buttons. Good evening y'all!