My mother is no more. I share with you dear friends my sorrow and pain.
When she’s gone forever, we feel like we’re not complete anymore. It seems as if a part of our soul is gone forever. We buried him with her, he left with her forever. It doesn’t matter if we’ve been next to our mother in the last days or we haven’t even gotten to say goodbye; when the mother dies, nothing will be the same again. We will no longer be the same.The more present your mother has been in your life, the worse it will be after she leaves, whether you are a teenager or an adult who already has a family.
When we lose our mother as well, we begin to feel like a completely different person. The pain is so strong that it seems to have entered all the pores of the soul and to squeeze it and squeeze it from within with the strong fists of the strongest monster. The heart hurts, the world falls apart, disappears without a trace. This pain is hard to describe in words, and it is understood only by those who have already gone through it.Nothing in life can prepare you for this. As much as you are aware that death is a natural phenomenon and that losses are heavy, when a mother dies, it is always a shock. It's always a surprise. There was never time. And there would never be time.
When the mother dies, the heart gets a hole. A huge, unimaginable wound that never heals, but we just learn to endure it. We find the strength to move on. And indeed, the pain fades a little over time, but it never goes away. It is never forgotten, and that is why your life will never be the same again after the death of your mother.
The reality of a life in which there is no longer a mother affects us so much that it seems to us that we also died with her. The pain is real. Devastating. Strong, like the strongest physical pain.
It will take a long time to reassemble our soul and get our life back to normal, but this is an event after which you will probably have to take a break from everything you did. It will take time for you to come together and move on.
All those who have lost their mother forever have one thing in common - they are people with a broken soul. Wounded phoenixes that will rise from the ashes, but not whole. And it doesn't matter when it happened, a few days ago or 20 years ago. For the rest of your life, you will be a wounded bird that mourns for its mother's warm wing and safe nest ...
Goodbye Mom, I can never realize you're gone.
It's sad when we lose someone close... I'm sorry to read about your mom being gone. May the Heavens give you more strength and courage to face today and all the days ahead without her physically being with you. May her soul rest in peace too...