She had done so many mistakes in her life but she was battling with a mental illness.
Everyone told her to be strong but it was so hard because from one day to the next she had no idea how she was going to be or what personality will take over her mind.
Sometimes, she had laughter in her eyes.
But, their are times daggers are being thrown from her eyes. She was very nervous because she just wants to do good things in her life, but thats when her real true self comes out.
So far she has had five personalites including herself that has come out. Everytime she changes, she becomes very sick in her stomache and she gets a very bad headache. She never remembers who comes out and what she has done in that spurt of time.
The five personalities are a child of eight years old, shes a girl named Tara. A female singer named Barbara who is in her 20's.
An old wicked lady around her 60's. Her name is miss casey.
A prostitute named candy, who is 18 years old. Then theres her of course, her name is Samantha rivers.
The craziest personality that comes out is miss casey. She lives for manipulating others and gets you to do what she wants you to do. When she appears, she always carries a cane.
One day she was following this woman down the alley way and because the woman did not want to talk to her, she smashed her with her cane.
The best thing to do is when you see samantha, walk on the other side of the road. If she sees you are an easy target then she will taunt you over and over again.
Samantha sees a therapist, every week because her migranes have become worse.
Every day she goes out to the water and sings a song. Nobody can fool her, she has been through so much trauma, when she sees your being two faced, she will call you on it. Thats when candy will appear, and candy doesn't back down, she's from the streets of new york.
When she gets hurt the eight year old girl comes out for trouble.
Nobody wants to mess with these fearless faces.
Samantha started to write things down of what she remembered from the previous day.
She sat by the water wondering if she was from heaven or hell.
When she would look down into the water, she saw this terrible side of her that she never saw before.
The woman was dressed in red. Then she saw herself dressed in a white gown. She saw wings above her head, so which one suits her? Heaven or hell?
Sometimes, when she doesn't understand herself, she will jot things down.
Her memory has weakened, but the one thing that has never changed was her name.
The little girl Tara comes out when mommy and daddy issues arise.
She loved them but she also despised them too.
When Tara comes out she is carrying a doll. Because, she wasn't raised properly, her disrepect comes out even more.
What will become of Samantha?
She touches the water with finger tips, her mental illness takes so much out of her. She doesn't have time to be happy because of what she goes through every day.
She will never be able to fall in love or get married.
She's stricken to be alone, that way maybe if she listens to her voices, then maybe one day she will slip.
Samantha grabs a knife, from her bag, and tests her mind to see if she will change.
The little girl was telling her to cut, but the only personality that made her stop was her one true voice inside herself.
