Heather was conscious on everything she does, she always write it on her diary. Josh would sometimes tease her about it.
She was in a relationship with Josh for two years now. People thought they were good together. They were all laughter and smiles. They rarely fought. And when they do, its nothing so serious just a small argument but they would settle it immediately and they would be cuddling again like nothing happened.
All those happy moments can't stay for longer though.
Josh got promoted in his job and was meant to go overseas. That was really hard for both of them especially for Heather. She didn't want to be far from her love one. But the odds were not always in their favor and getting promoted was Josh's dream. And Heather loved him so much that she wouldn't want to kill Josh's only dream.
She let Josh have what his heart wants and let him fly across the globe for his job and his dream. She has a faith in him that they will still stay in contact and that their love will stay strong and solid. But unfortunately that was not to be.
Josh finally had what he wants. He had been dreaming to achieve this promotion since he got to this company and he finally had it! He had been working hours and hours that later on his connection with Heather wasn't so constant like before. He has so many works to do to contact and have a simple chat with Heather. Heather had been very understanding to his situation though. She understands the possibility of him having a hectic schedule so she would just wait for him to call her so that she wouldn't disturb him on his work if she's the one who calls.
Josh had finally ended his contract overseas and he will be staying for awhile before another contract has to be signed. Heather has never been happy to hear that. They could be together again even just for awhile until he went overseas again.
Everything were so perfect for Heather now. They could sleep together again cuddle and everything else normal couples do.
Josh's first two weeks stay from overseas were good. But that didn't last and Heather could feel something was off but she would just shrugged it off. Few more weeks have passed and Heather started to feel funny. She would have these puking routine every morning. Then she discovered she was pregnant. She was happy, she and Josh would finally have something to treasure that was conceived out of love.
Little did she know it was not for Josh.
She went to tell Josh the good news but Josh beat her on telling it because Josh has his own news as well.
"I can't do this anymore Heath, i fell inlove with someone else..I proposed to her already when I was there" Heather was more than shocked to hear that. She didn't even got a chance to tell him her news. But being the giver she is, she decided to not tell him about it anymore. She doesn't want to spoil their wedding and she doesn't want him to feel like she's cornering him by being pregnant.
She was so heartbroken which got even worse when Josh invited her in their wedding. She felt like she was gonna die any minute but Josh didn't know any of that. She refused to show him what she really feels. She just wrote it all in her diary which is what she always did whenever she's happy or sad.
"its only you and me now baby. Daddy's got himself another love but don't worry mommy's not gonna leave you" she was rubbing her bump while holding the invitation as she let her tears flow down her face.
On the wedding day, She hurried herself for the ocassion. No matter how much it hurt her seing her only love marrying somebody else she would endure it for josh.
She was in so much hurry walking across the pedestrian lane that she didn't see the traffic light was in green.
Josh was driving in full speed and he didn't expect anyone would be walking across the road that he didn't get the car to stop before he hit the lady hard. Her body flew five meters from her exact location and she fell in the curb lifeless. Josh was in panic. He went out of his car immediately then call an ambulance.
When he got near the body he figured it was Heather! They got her to the nearest hospital but unfortunately the hit was too hard and Heather wasn't able to fight it. She was dead when they got to the hospital. Josh was devastated.
The doctor informed him that she has been pregnant. That shocked him. what more shocked him was her diary that he got from her bag that she was carrying whe she was hit. Josh then realized what he did. He regret everything he had done. If he could just turn back time he would.
