It Went Wrong!

I just want to what had happened yesterday. This week has been so exhausting for me. We have been affected by super typhoon Odette. Power and reception was gone. And so, I hadn't been gone to work for maybe a week or so.

January 03, 2022, when I came to work finally but I have been having issue with internet connection so I need to find an apartment at the Poblacion since reception there is good. So, I rented an apartment.

Finally, after an exhausting week I had a vacation to visit a friend and unwind. On January 7, 2022, I was on vacation leave. I went home, helped mother to some household chores since I was not home for few day and I have to make "bawi" for mama. I also has my clothes washed.

For an unexpected visit from my boyfriend, I was so surprised and so happy at the same time. You know, finally meeting him again after a hell week is just so good for me.

So yeah, I asked mom I could have take my vacation day with him. Fortunately, mom said yes. As usual whenever we're stressed or we are dealing with problems, we would have "balot" and street foods (kwek2, fish ball, squid balls, and tempura). It was an awesome day for us taking my vacation jsut as simple as eating street foods the same old days when we're college then. We got no extra money for restau and all that expensive foods.

On the next day in the afternoon, he think of taking me home at 3. So, after lunch we take a nap and awaken at 1:30pm.

He asked me get ready, packed my things.

As a not so clingy girlfriend, I asked him to force me to get ready, saying "pugsa sa lage ko( our vernacular)". He just wake up, and maybe he is moody that time. And he said to me that I don't really care for him, it will take 1 hr and a few minutes to take me home and he needs to go back home afterwards and still I have a time to asked him to do it rather than getting ready so we could leave.

And I was like, showing how affectionate he is to me wouldn't take that much of his time. It makes me sad.

I know it sounds over acting but what I felt is true. Sometimes, out of a sudden we ladies need to feel their partners love and care.

So, I get ready with a heavy heart. While, he's driving in a motorcycle, he asked me to hug him. I never said and do anything. So he stop driving, "what's wrong". I tell him evrything I felt. And he got mad at me telling me that he will not take me home until I'm okay. I told him that I will never be okay, I will not bother him anymore. I will block him in Facebook and all other social media and on my phone too. And just take me home now or else I'll ride a van instead.

So, he continue driving. We had arrived at our hometown already but not the place where I lived. He stopped the motorcycle again and hugged me tight and say sorry. I didn't hug him back of course. I want to let him know what he did that make me mad and sad.

He then driving again, until we arrived home. We talked about it and say sorry to each other. Hopefully it won't ha pore again coz it would be a war again fro us lol.

Sometimes, people no matter how you loved them truly, you need to show it to them through efforts, showing how affectionate you are to them, how you really care for them.

Problems and issues. It has to be talked, find where both of you failed to do what they have to do and finally find solutions to it. In that way, it will be avoided in the future.

That's all for today read.cash family. I hope you all have a love life, charot! 😁 Happy new yr. Wishing everyone best of luck this yr. Go and soar high in achieving your goals and new yr resoltuon guys!