I do not want to take you away dear
But this is the decision of destiny and with thickness
I also know I will stay in this place for a long time
Where you are not so I am lacking
Not just days not just months but years
We will not meet can I do that
I think I can't
Because I will die without you
You are no longer here by my side so the tears can not be stopped
I want to be with you, hug and kiss, that's all I can get
Because our distance and our distance are several kilometers and miles
I miss you that is the result of my sudden departure
It is not easy for you but it is not easy for me
And I know we will not get together even with a thousand prayers
Feelings of sadness and resentment and frustration and pain
But no matter how far from my heart you are always near here
I wondered why the sky was like this
I left you
I can't accept it's hard to pretend
That I was not disappointed
but I also did not expect this to happen
If you only remember how I am
Count the days until I leave
As I got closer and closer I became more and more patient
And it hides the growing sadness of my feelings
You just don't know I can't anymore I just can't admit it
Because you told me you were happy for me
You just don't know I'm sad for us
Because we will be far apart without an opponent
What hurts more is when we are still in love
We both loved each other but why did it become a plan
By the fate of me being cruel, the plane took me away from you
While I was in the air I was looking at the clouds
And wondering if I can just remember you again
And at night staring at the pictures next to me on my bed
Looking and asking here are we just together
My human body is far away and seems to be torn apart
Because my heart was left with you in the Philippines
I wondered why the sky was like this
I left you
I can't accept it's hard to pretend
That I was not disappointed
but I also did not expect this to happen
If you only remember how I am
What I try to forget is that in my life he is gone
Is like trying to wear a ring that does not fit
Because while forcing it hurts more todo
So my life is like music out of tune
Can't the lovers be together?
Isn't it possible that there is no divorce anymore
Isn't it possible for love to have no barriers
And can he just be returned
There is no steep mountain no deep ocean
That I will cross you can only be returned to me
Cause if death came to me
Is our love right at the wrong time
And I hope you don't change your name in your heart
Of the man who said "I love you goodbye
And always be careful "when he left
And most of all "I will miss you"
