When i was a child i dream to have a doll, dream to have a nice dress, to have a nice shoes. Sad to say its never happen in my childhood journey. All i have is stones and sands for me to play, to play with leaves imagining that i have money, so i made leaves as money to buy for my shoes, dolls, nice dress. Im a dreamer without the ultimate guide. And so i pick some leaves imagining that im a millionaire i can buy all things like car, mansion and all. We play with my playmates everyday as if we are counting lots of money. And so we laugh together, we enjoyed buying goods out of that leaves. Then after that we play cultural games we really enjoying those moments. during that time our life is very meaningful and memorable, we never worries about anything it seem like we are innocent 😇😇😇 we play with no gadgets, we play freely with no limits, we play with no bullying each other. We are expressing the true friendship and happiness remains in our hearts. We play under the rain, we build small boats out of the banana trunk like we are in the ocean sailing. We play every day with no boundaries, the moments of bonding with friends and classmates are very precious. We never competing each others like one of our friends have new shoes, we are happy for that and we never say i hope my parents buy me like that nice shoes you have. We are so happy and excited everytime we plan to play. Our journey as children is not yet over because our dreams is not yet achieve. But how can we achieve if our parents are poor, not able to buy our wants and desire. Even simple dolls we can't afford to buy how can we say that we are the ultimate dreamer it's very hard. As the years went by still our dreams never be achieved yet. What are the steps to become the ultimate dreamer? Thats my question behind my innocent mind and thoughts.
First thing to do is? Because my parents is poor
Study hard
Sell any vegetables
Helper/ maid
I try all this initiative for me to study, i try to sell any vegetables in other places, we plant vegetables for selling. I try to become a helper/ maid for me to sustain my studies. But my income is not yet enough for my studies. I try small business for the sustainable development for my studies? Still I can't afford it!! I loose hope that time. During my elementary, highschool, college i never ask my parents for money. Because i understand their situations. There are time that im about to give up my dreams in life. Sometimes i ask myself where is the justice of myself. Do i need to labor hard just to achieve my goals and dreams? Yes i did all!!
After my highschool life, i need to apply as a maid, i go to school just for Sunday. From Monday to Saturday i work hard then after that Sunday is my time to go to school for me to finish. My boss paid my tuition only tuition i don't have any allowance for my food. But i study hard until i graduate from my highschool life. Working students is the best??? Best working all day long. But i never regret my past because i learned to depend myself and unto God. But how about my dreams? Do i need to give up all those? Im about to give up. I need to go to college again? But the problem is i dont have enough money to sustain my daily needs, tuition, food, boarding house? Where is my help? So i try to enroll my first year? And then in the middle of the year crisis comes to my life. Fare every day, food every day, project every now and then where is money that time? I really need money to pay all this. Is money is my problem? Or my myself is my problem? So i need to look again my dreams and goals. I need to re focus my dreams for me inspired everyday challenges. I cry everynight but i need to be strong. Is that we call the ultimate dreamer?
We need to hope for something? We need to do something for your dreams become successful? So hard??
Trying my best to work for the sustainable needs. Yet until now i need to refocus my dreams again. Im not yet achiever. Im on the process of it, im still dreaming. Because my dreams is not yet come!! And so the ultimate dreamer is just the lyrics and not yet published and song.
The ultimate dreamer!!
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