Personally along this journey have achieving success have missed lots of families and friends properties and feelings. 

I grew with the belief that what so ever i missed today is gone for good. 

Now I pray there all return in 10 fold at least am ready to take them back and handle with maturity. 

This will al come one day when you believe you can do and surely your will no bad energy no negativity. 

Struggle with believe that everything has for a reason because surely you will face lot of things along this part. 

It’s take courage to make it. It’s takes courage to give up. 

God created poverty with reasons. It’s certain everyone can’t be wealthy. 

The choice is now.