I know I don't own you
And I know I never will
Because when I tell you " Ill love you"
You answered you wouldn't have the same way I
It started lately this summer
When I got message from you
You told me you want to be a friend
And so I tell you the same words too
We spent each other day and night
Sending sweet messages aright
Then I just found myself falling
To your warm presence each evening
I hide this crap I'm feeling
Knowing that you have so called girlfriend
But I know deep inside I'm bleeding
Realizing that I would end as your bestfriend
I feel this anger when you're with her
Though I know I don't have the right to feel
But please don't hurt me too much
'cause I don't know how to escape this thrill
I think I shouldn't ask for more
'cause you're so close and sweet to me
And I shouldn't feel down
All the times you don't call me
I tend to hide my feelings for you
When you're around I always do
I know I have the right to feel it
But whatever I do, I used to think about it
But just before I sleep at
I give myself time to think about what's
Reminiscing the good times we shared
And then realizing that I was just a friend.
Bottled up inside
Are the words I never said
The feelings that I hide
The lines you never heard.
You can see it in my eyes
Read it on my face
Trapped inside are lies
Of the past I can't replace
With memories that linger
Won't seen to fo away
Why can't I be happier?
Today's a brand new day!
Yesterdays are over
Even though the huts' not
Nothing last forever
I must cherish what I've got
Don't take my love for granted
For soon it'll be gone
All you ever wanted
Is the love of a friend that you've known
The hurt I'm feeling now
Won't disappear overnight
But someway,
Everything will turn out right
No more wishing for the past
'Coz it wasn't meant to be
It didn't seem to last
So i have to set you free.
Is this a song? A poem? Either way its so lovely.. but the story hurts hehe.. keep up the good work..