Day of self-purification
3rd April 2022, Sunday
The point of self-purification in our Islam is that you have done many small and big bad deeds throughout the year. It is almost impossible to get forgiveness from the deeds that are disgusting and degrading to the Lord if you do it knowingly. But if you want, the Lord can forgive your small mistakes. But to get forgiveness from those mistakes you have to pray to the Lord, you have to prove to the Lord that you will not do such a thing again. In Islam, we pray for the forgiveness of these small mistakes through the month of Ramadan. Loyalty to God and confession of wrongdoing are the means by which we fast. The main purpose is to give yourself the pain that is felt by fasting. But for a believer, not eating for 10 to 12 hours is a trivial matter. However, whether a person makes a mistake in his life or not, it is obligatory for him to fast for a whole month. But for me, fasting is obligatory for me all year round, because the amount of my small mistakes is such that my lord will instruct me to fast the whole year hahahaha before forgiving them. Just kidding.
Yesterday, when I saw the first moon of the month of Ramadan, I was feeling a lot like Eid. The month of Ramadan means Eid day for Muslims every day. The moon of the month of Ramadan has been seen in the sky, which means that Tarabi's prayers have to be performed for the purpose of fasting. But I could not perform that Tarabi prayer yesterday, because today was the last exam of my semester. Although the best prayer is to perform all the deeds, but Tarabi's prayer was not obligatory. So I prayed for Esha and prepared for the exam. Since it was the last exam, I was trying to make the last exam better. Because there is a saying "the last good is the best of all"
Although I have a habit of going to bed between 2 PM every night, I stay up till sunrise because of taking exam preparations yesterday and for the purpose of fasting and eating seheri. I slept for about 2 hours after sunrise. Then I woke up and entered the exam hall again for the purpose of giving exam with preparation. The last exam was spinning in my head that "When this exam is over, I will get rid of this pain in the name of taking the exam after 12 days in a month". . After a long three-hour test, after a fight, I realized that I could not write very well in my last exam because I was so happy to finish the exam. Anyway back home I was feeling very tired because I was fasting. After not eating for about 8 hours, when I came to the front of the house and realized that I had to climb the stairs to the sixth floor, I got more and more tired thinking about it. Hahaha. I entered the room with great difficulty, finished my bath, and prayed for the Lord's approval. Even after doing bad exams, refreshments were working in my mind so I tried to sleep for a short time in the afternoon. Even though I was tired, I could not sleep, on the other hand, I refrained from sleeping as it was time for Asr prayers.
After Iftar in the evening, I prayed and went out to hang out with my friends. But even that did not last long, because one has to perform 5 prayers a day.
According to some scientists, 5 times prayer is the perfect exercise for the body and it helps to bring inner peace. The person who regularly recites the Lord every day will never feel moody or talk Cancer. Anyway, the day was full of both tiredness and refreshments. The thing is that the whole body is tired but there is peace in the mind.
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