We started our journey at 8:30 pm on February 8 on a bus of Saudi Transport. I reached Amirabad a little before 8 am. There were 185 of us in total, it took 6 hours. From there we reached Lama Quantum in Chad's car. Many people from different parts of the world have come to take part in this training. Although we talk more about the dogs of the next country than the dogs of our own country.
Quantum courses are basically silence programs. During this training, no one will be able to communicate with anyone for three days. Mobile phone use is strictly prohibited. You also need to have two meals a day, and that too completely vegetarian. Yet all in all this training was extraordinary.
Our training begins with the statement of Revered Guruji. He told a story. One man rose on the Day of Judgment, very happy he was, surrounded by mountains of thawab. After a while he will go to paradise. At that moment, a boy appeared in front of him and said, "Brother, where are you going?" The man replied, "Don't you see how much reward I have, I am going to paradise." The boy said, "Brother, I will not let you go." The man said anxiously, "Why?" The boy said, “Remember that you were swearing in my name? I couldn't say anything that day, but today I will take stock of it. "The man said," I'm sorry, brother. "The boy said," I don't have to apologize now. " The man asked, "What do you want?" I'm willing to give you a mountain of rewards, shall we? ” The boy agreed. The man forgave the sin of backbiting by giving a mountain of thawab. Some distance away another boy came and blocked the way. He said you envied me, he took me to another hill. In this way, one by one, the road became blocked and the man started giving mountains of thawab one by one. At one point he saw that he no longer had mountains. What will he give next? Then one of the claimants said, "Now take a mountain of sin from here." In this way the man's reward turned into all sins. We are so immersed in sin.
Our main training was conducted by Maqsood Bhai, we did not know the details about him due to stop talking. He has been with us the whole time since the Friday prayers. He said that if you want to plant a tree in a place, you have to uproot the weeds from there first. In the same way, to get good results from this training, we must first pull the evil out of us.
He made us think about anger, resentment, violence, jealousy, anger, all of these things, whether any of us have ever done this, with whom, when we have to think alone about everything. The training lasted till 9:30 pm without any break for prayers and eating. I fell asleep around 10 o'clock.
Wake up the next day at 5:20 a.m. Saturday. Special prayers are offered after the prayers. I have never heard such a structured munajat given to the lord of any mosque in my life. Anyway, at least we didn't go down without explaining ourselves first. The picture is of the hospital. It takes 40 minutes to walk up the hill. There is meditation sitting after the stone. From there I come to the court and pray for food and have breakfast. Then the discussion started again. No talking to anyone. Just be self-absorbed and think about yourself.
On the second day we actually start thinking about the good aspects and qualities inside us. One meditation after another throughout the day on how to use them. I played again after the meeting. Discussion and meditation again till 9:30 pm. Then sleep.
On the third day he got up again at 5:20 in the morning. After the prayers, go to the sanatorium and meditate. After returning from there, everyone had to cut the soil. It's called tax service. The women worked as brooms. Everyone sleeps alone. After everyone took a bath and ate, I became one in the meditation room again. This is the beginning of a discussion on how to overcome the bad aspects and how to change them with good quality, self-absorbed thinking and meditation. This continued till 3:15. We got slips to write down our feelings and questions. The last 45 minutes were spent praying to the Creator for forgiveness. This is the prayer, every person in it has cried. The place of this feeling can no longer be expressed in writing.
The program ended at four in the afternoon, and we started talking again. After eating, I did some shopping. Chad's car arrived at 8:30. We rode in it and came back to Amirabad. From there by bus to Dhaka.
All in all this was Quantum. In fact, discipline is the way to get rid of chains. These three days of discipline have taught us a lot.
Quantum is actually an orphanage. Although we do not call it an orphanage. Because all the children we have taken care of can no longer be orphans. We can take the responsibility of a child, we can take part of the responsibility, not the whole. With its blessings, mercy you can't stop. God will continue to give, and will continue to give.
Really nice.