I want to talk about some of my problems. I am 22 years old. Married life is 5 years. Mother of a daughter. Daughter is 13 months old.
My marriage was arranged at first but later broke up. Then I got married at the behest of my husband. My mother did not agree. The situation became normal slowly.
My father-in-law's house is in a remote village. It was very difficult for me to go there. Besides, my husband worked far away so I stayed at my father's house most of the time. My mother-in-law loved me very much. This is how the day went. When Husband came home, he would quarrel with her over minor issues and even fight. I ate a lot of her hands. Needless to say, her house did not eat as much rice as I ate her hands. Her body would be scarred. I didn't say anything. I would sleep on her hand at night if I killed her in the evening. I would forget everything. It was normal for my parents to give me something in my marriage and I couldn't work. I used to quarrel with them. Then I used to get beaten up. He used to talk, I know them after marriage. However, he did not say anything to me before and 2 days before my marriage, he was talking to a girl in bad language (I heard the record). I started to doubt him about these things (I still doubt him). He talked to another girl and these are still stuck in my head. Even after saying all these things, I was beaten.
The day was going on like this. Then I went with my husband. I have a daughter. I came back home. I still didn't stay at my father-in-law's house. My father died inside so I stayed with my mother because my mother was alone. And the day was going on with my husband.
My mother-in-law said to me one day, "You get married in love and make so much trouble, I will take you to doctor". I agree. I said I will let your son come.
Then I go to a doctor alone with the permission of my husband. He tells me everything the next day. He tells me some unknown things, he finds some amulets. I find amulets in those places and he clearly says that my mother-in-law is trying to ruin our relationship. He is doing these things. Note that a few times I got proof in handcuffs. He gave me an amulet to close my body. He said many things that exactly match. I told my husband all this. Then he asked his parents why they did that !! They deny it. My husband doesn't talk about it anymore. Because he doesn't distrust me or his mother either. He said if anyone wants to harm me, may God harm him. No. I loved him like crazy. I used to sit like a crow on a pilgrimage for his phone.
Alhamdulillah, many of his changes over the months. He doesn't hit me when he comes home, he doesn't scold me, he explains if he is wrong. But now I can't stand any of his words. It's annoying to hear his throat.
Note that a few days ago I tried to commit suicide. I locked the door and the girl is crying inside. Then I managed. It was wrong to go to doctor. I have returned from all these. black magic, these exist.
I passed SSC SSC with Science Group with GPA 5. I wanted to be a doctor. But then I left to give importance to the groom's desire. I don't understand why I'm doing this. If anyone can help in any way, please say.