Realization hits best when you're on your knees
Life becomes like a race of car, that some will define fortunates and winners by who will be able step on the first line or cut the ribbons. But life isn't like that.
When I went to the supermarket last week, I noticed my daughter who was left at the entrance waiting section looking at another customer pushing the biggest cart on that mall and seemed to gather much goods in different variety. My daughter continued to look at her as the other customer was ready to pay because her cart is too full. I was keeping an eye on my daughter since she can not go inside because she is below 18 years old and she noticed me then waved. After I paid the goods at the cashier counter, I asked her why was she looking at the other customer with a big cart. Then she answered, " You see Mama you only got 1 small basket to buy our needs and that is because we don't have enough money right?" I nodded and then she continued to talk. " I think that lady is rich because she got big cart full of goodies and paid it all with a card. She must be very happy everyday."
After hearing what she said, I asked her if isn't she happy because I only got 1 basket of goods. " I didn't mean that Mama. I am blessed and very happy too because we got something." So I explained it to her that happiness comes from different roots maybe a small or big one matters. It depends on how we appreciate it. Then she nodded and smiled genuinely like she always do. I am always so proud how she can easily understand mature things at the age of 5. We've been through a lot of hardships and betrayals but the two of us becomes one's strength and that is one reason why she realises and appreciates little things. Like a simple birthday card and a bouquet of my hand made paper flower will make her birthday successful and happy.
In life, we realize values and weighs best when we are on our knees or when we are on the edge. When we stopped then ponder how things became complicated and rough, it will bring us back the memories of what we had done in the past then it will eventually make us say some sad "IF's or what if".
"From what I see it, if you want a rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain first." is a quote from Dolly Parton and this really makes sense. When you realized your mistakes on your desperate and crying times then try to correct it, then it will give you a probability of seei g new good things after a mess like a rainbow after the rain.
Stopping to appreciate is not a bad thing to do. Take your time because life successfulness and happiness can not be truly define by overpowering and becoming the **richest.** Just like how Eleanor Roosevelt quoted, "Happiness is not goal... But a by-product of a well-lived life." How can we live a life when we are on thw rush of getting ricb with a stop for enjoying and realising the true beauty of life. Remember that money can be stolen but memories are not.
We tend to give thing best value when its too late or it's gone and out reach. A line that always comes to mind and comes out from tha moutg like "I should have done that..." or " IF only... Only IF..." Then I hope that one time won't be multiplied by two or three. I hope it will be a one time thing for us to take and learn from that mistake.
Should Both Parents Need Money-making Job?
I always wonder about how to become a better mother every day and has been questioning myself of what to do. Should I also find a job to earn more and then leave my child to other person to take care? Or should I be the one accompanying her while she grow and learn new things in life?
We have different stand as a parents but I choose to stay with my child and become a full-time mom as well as a tutor especially now that students can not go to physical school yet. I receive a lot of criticism that I am ***wasting my bachelor's degree and license by just being a mom*****.** In that previous sentence that I always hear "***JUST A MOM***" I always feel their tone of downgrading a mother. Being JUST a mom is a no money-making profession but I can say that it is the start of molding one person to become better and teaching kids to grow with respect and goals in life.
How can being a mom become 'JUST A MOM'? I mean, do you also think that way to your Mom?
Only those who don't understand and appreciate their mother's effort and sacrifices can easily utter those words.
In my point of view as long as there's that one parent that got a stable job then it is enough to cater your family needs, then there's forcing to make both work to earn. One should work to earn money while the other one supports the family by love and care for their child and partner.
Cultivating family love is what we lack nowadays that's why some of our youngsters prefer to seek attention from their peers ending and becoming an attention-seeker then doing what they can do to have attention even if it means doing the wrong thing.I dont want same thing to happen to my child so I will try my best to raise my child away from bad influences by being at her side to counsel and guide while giving her the rights of making friends and doing what she loves.
And as I write this article I suddenly remember a quote that says, " *Money can't bring you happiness.*" I actually disagree that quote. ***I believe that money can bring us happiness BUT IT CAN NOT ALSO BRING BACK THE LOST QUALITY TIME TO BE SPENT WITH THE ONE YOU LOVE.*** Therefore, money and time must be balanced in order to lessen regrets and this goes the same way with my principle as a parents. One must bring and earn money for the whole family to support the needs, while the other one must bring and show love, emotional support and care towards partner and children.
But if you are living in an extended family where you live with parents and other relatives in one house and mostly are always at home, then I think both parents can do the money-making job. Where on the other side when you are living with your partner and children then no one is their to stand as a relative-guardian, I think only one must take the job.
Again, this is only my point of view. Before I end this article I would also like to ask you the same question, "***Should both parents need money-making job?"***
It Is Not Greediness
Since I got married and become a mother, there are so many things that I must consider and to think about that's why I made a priority list starting from very important matter in our family down to the least. But things are not easy even if I tried to plan and put things in their own places and timeframes.
Like a scenario that I always deal every payday, my in-laws starting from my husband's parents, siblings down to his aunts have been chatting and texting me non-stop asking money every payday or a week before payday. I am not greedy but I can not afford to let go all the money to cater all their needs and ours at the same time. I can not afford to spend every month's salary without a saving for our future especially for our daughter.
I tried to make a schedule of who will be receiving a little money for this month then whose turn will it be next month and so on. Yet those things didnt work out, I receive a painful replies and criticisms from my in-laws. They were saying that I am controlling their son as well as his money but actually it is not controlling I would say, it is called budgeting and planning.
They are not too old nor people with disabilities yet I can not understand why they keep relying to my husband's salary. It all started when we moved here in Cebu this year's month July. We are currently living in an apartment which is not expensive. It is fully furnished and with free uninterrupted water supply and free fiber internet connection, this room only costs 5000 per month. And knowing and seeing how we live in an apartment, his family side assumes that we are earning enough. I and my husband explained to them but wont listen and try to understand. We became like an investments.
I know and will forever bear in mind that parents musy be respected but so your children are. Respect is a vice versa and a free will. I have them in my priority list but they don't know how to understand our situation.
I suggested before not to reply and ignore their messages so that they'll learn a lesson not to rely too mucb but they go ranting on social media. I want to help but I also need to be understood.
I don't know how to end that cycle and I am writing this hoping someone can give me an honest suggestion and advice.
WHOM you'd like to eat your meal with?
Since I love cooking I always believe that, "Every meal must be enjoyed with your family, love ones or a peaceful mind and soul if your alone." - - - that is my personal motto
You know what when in comes to all vegetables, the city price is twice and almost thrice in the province. But when we say furnitures and other appliances, you got lots to choose from with cheap and affordable prices than in the province.
Life is really that fair. It really means that we can't have it all in one shot but we can adjust and still love life.
SUCCESS: Define it With Your Own Word and Dreams
Majority of people based life status and material things as success. When I go out today, I heard the old folks pointing and saying to the one driving a new car, "There he goes. He is the best example of a successful person. I hope my daughter can be like him too." But the person they are referring to doesn't even define it as '*****SUCCESS*****'. I once talked to him before while waiting for a tricycle and he was out for a morning exercise; he said that people always says that he must be living comfortably and limitlessly happy now that he is successful. And I asked him, " You are, right?" Then he wear a faint smile on his lips then told me, "I am not yet a successful one. You see having car or having air-conditioned house to live in is not a basis of a successful life. I am not yet truly happy and still feel a bit empty inside. I can't tell you so much details but I can say that success means being simply happy and satisfied."
And that left me a great eye-opener! It is indeed true and I think ***I've been defining 'SUCCESS' wrongly*** my whole life not until that day. After I got home that day that we talked on the street, I was thinking about it for hours about what is success.
We can not generally say that all those who got cars, big business and big houses are already successful in their life. We need to define success on our own words in comparison to what we truly need and what we dream off that will make us feel happy and satisfied. How about you? Have you been doing and defining success as becoming wealthy and richest man in the whole world? Or do you define success when it comes to achieving things that can make you happy and satisfy?
But I must say that if your dream is to really own a car or to become rich, then there is nothing wrong with it as long as you know your place and you wont oppress those who are below your level. My point is we must not generalize the definition of success as getting rich then instilled that thought to the younger generation.
***Success is more on the feeling of satisfaction and happiness that lies behind every after hardwork***.
Like a construction worker that has been spending almost his days and sacrifing not seeing his own family for the sake of their future and to have savings. After he reaches that goal and feel happy about it by just simply sending his kids to university and supporting his family needs, he can feel success and proud by that simple dream to make his kids finish their studies. See? He neither own a car nor have a luxurious house yet he define it as success as being a father.
Now, it's up to his children to define their own success too. I hope this goes same to you.
We can always support our child but it's not advisable to instilled into their mind your thoughts and definition of success or else your child will mostly likely feel unsatisfied and unhappy when they don't meet your classification.
Maybe some of us are still chasing that wrong definition of success. We become too tired chasing what other people defined as success then forgetting what makes us truly happy. We've been guided in the wrong thoughts and joined that tiring racing of being rich.
In my case, I want to have enough capital money build up to do stock market and binance trading then sending my daughter to the university that she wants to go to in order to achieve her dream. And that will make me feel satisfied and happy. If that time comes, I am already a successful person I can say. Life might not be so happy every hour or everyday but it's okay becase life itself is full of ups and downs. Thus, *define your success now to lessen you downs and maximize your ups moments and happiness.*
Have your own compass and explore this uncertain world with a bright smile.
Your Life and Dream--Your Responsibility
The dreams are like a finishing line of every game yet it doesn't mean it all stop there. After every dream comes another one like a new game that you can find and enjoy until you succeed. The dreams that we hold dear deep inside are like butterly that can easily eludes us when we don't know the way to approach it right.
One reason why majority of us haven't achieved our dream or even quit achieving it is because we care too much on what other people say and throw at you. There are so many adlibs that you care that are not supposedly part of your responsibility thus you make another turn and stop to prove them wrong.
Another stop and turn that will take months and years away from getting and making your dream come true.
Other people will undeniably throws stone whether you do it right or wrong but it's up to you if you mind them. Remember that their rumours and opinions about your life is not your responsibility to prove. Your responsibility is making your dream come true, making life best out of best without intentionally hurting people on your way. I said 'unintentionality hurting' people because it is inevitable truth in achieving what we want that sometimes we become numb, insensitive and too much focused on our dream. Thus in this situation it becomes your responsibility to say sorry and make up for that unintentional mistake.
Your life doesn't even mean you alone, it also mean caring to those who support and lift you up to achieve your dream. Caring for those kind of people has a thick line between minding and proving other peoples opinion and rumours about; thus, there is a need for you to understand this.
Like an old saying says, "No man is an island", we can not also achieve it without those people around us. Yet there is always a line and limititation of leaning and relying to their support. You need to build your own career foundation and make your heart and mind ready against all shortcomings and trials that your fate may bring.
Don't bother blaming God for what you have beem going through.
Your life happenings are just a result of what you failed or what you choose to do so. It is only a mere consequences to teach you and make you strong, not to make you weak and hardheaded. Your dream and your life is your responsibility, don't also put blame on what people had said. Thus, think a lot and again and again, before you act. Think about the pros and cons of your decided action to make, be prepare for what and where you decision will take you. You must be the only one holding your wheel while God is the guiding star towards your dream and the people that care for you be the one that serves you as a gasoline.
After achieving our dreams and being the main lead character, we too need to go down the stage and take turn.
Now its your time to support those who wants to achieve their dream especially those who helped you sincerely through thick and thin. Though you did great in achieving your dream, you needn't and mustn't become a greedy kind of person who is so afraid to lose tha stage and so afraid that someone else will do better. Caring and rooting for other people's dream or happiness wont ruin your dream and name but humanity's greediness will surely will.
Right Key to Unlock your Happiness
Our way may be differently colored and appreciated depending on what we've been through. Yet we need to be reminded that there are so many little things that we passed through that must be looked into. If little beautiful things were collected and appreciated, then it will be great at the end. You'll feel satisfied. Yet if you only focused on what you wanted even if it is not necessary and not SMART, then you'll find yourself lost.
There are so many wealthy and social influencers that we think they are lucky and has it all but we are only looking the highlights of their life.
But when we go deeper and listen, you'll find out their vulnerable part. With this, I want to tell you that social status and money is not the only basis or measurement that you need in order to define how happy you must become. The key towards happiness is a cup of appreciation and a container full of patience and understanding of your life.
Just like a flower on the grassy road, if you will only get pass through it then you won't be able to say and remember something beautiful in that road. But if you learn to appreciate , then someday you'll remember that a little beautiful flower around that corner once bloom. Remember that a collection of good memories are way better than counting your failures and disappointments. And this thought comes with a deeper thoughts that you need to read and understand betweem the lines.
In my case, I had so much to tell when it comes to life struggles and problems yet I already found out and decided on my key towards happiness. **FINDING THE RIGHT KEY** is really an important matter to all of us to unlock our happiness. Bear in mind, that the wrong key :
1. **Can never open the door or unluck your happiness**
2. **Might open but in a very painful, forceful and destructive way**
3. **Can make you look like an outcast and feel unsatisfied**
Thus, you need to set now your goal and determine the key factors that is best and most probably worth it in achieving it. It is indeed true that there is always a need to sacrifice to achieve our dreams yet we need to choose wisely on what must be cut off.
And after 5 months of quitting in writing in this platform, once again I took my pen last night until today ease the burden. I am lucky enough that my article last night was upvoted by @TheRandomRewarder.
A little appreciation either intentionally or unintentionally made but it really gives an impact on my enthusiasm. See? When you decided on what you need to achieve and be positive enough to look the future then you will surely see the beauty and thousand of beautiful graces that is in life.
Note: I dont take credits to all the images used in this article except the last one. Kindly click the photo if you want to see the source. Thank you.
On the Verge, Yet...
I've been working with all the changes I had after becoming a mother for almost six years now and honestly, it is not an easy path for me. Before I express my deep emotion into this writing, I want to tell all the girls out here especially the teens and young ones "Don't rush. Take your time. Get a work and enjoy your whole salary and freedom."
Now let's go back to my thought and emotion, I know many of us can relate to this especially those who had and has been recently cheated by their partner. Actually I am on the verge of breaking down once again. Yes, this is not the first time.
I lost my opportunity to find a better job and explore the world of freedom. Im not saying that I regret becoming a mother of a precious and beautiful daughter. What I regreted is not being able to do what I want and choosing the wrong person.
When you become a mother, you can not easily give up on your partner just because he cheated on you. I strive and swallowed my pride in order to keep my family as a whole no matter how many breakdowns I have to go through in silence for the sake of my daughter. Some says "Let go", and I tried too but stillI can't. Why? I cant afford yet to support my own child. Why again? Because I lost my standing, I lost my opportunity before the pandemic hits. I tried to get a work from home setup job yet I failed to do so, I lack the gadgets like laptop and stable net; in addition, I cant afford to leave my daughter yet when his father just recently put us aside out of his priority.
I made the biggest decision so far, and that is to move from Bohol to Cebu(Husband's workplace) believing to make this family a little bit closer and hoping to make up. Yet another 'I tried' failed.
I dont know what will be the next months will hold and unfold but still I'll do my best to stand firm againts this storm.
And as I am typing this article right, my husband is smiling widely chatting and my imagination is already running wild and there goes like punching him only on my mind. I can't afford to let my daughter see us quarrel, it's not the right time for her to listen to this kind of stories.
And Ive shared already on the other platform about how much I earned on noise.cash which is over 10,000 pesos by just creating contents with photographs and playing a bit of BCH buy and sell, but I am so saddened to tell you this that all of this was withdrawn by my husband few days ago for his own use without my permission.
Another thing is that my grandmother gave my gold necklace and to my surprise it was already pawned by him too without my consent. All I had was the receipt from the pawnshop in which I saw at our cabinet.
I was saving all of those for my daughter yet he didn't even hesitate to spent it for his overnight with friends at not-so-well-known beach resort in Cebu.
I dont know anymore what runs in his head. He has a new work with enough salary to give yet I dont know what happened. I asked him yet he cant answer it.
This is another lesson I wanted to share with you, "Dont entrust all your savings account to your partner because we don't know what the future holds. I know transparency and trust is best but it would be better to be on guard fo your children's sake."
If he haven't withdrawn it, I am probably investing in stock market now. I even posted a crowd sourcing in noise.cash if what is the best or easier stockmarket trading platform for a newbie without having a knowledge that I don't have anything to invest anymore.
Now, I am left with zero balance once again. Here I go again, trying to make my mind clear by writing and hopefully I can earn double the amount that had been lost. No, I know I can earn it. I have to, I have to believe and do it!
Let's go back to zero, make another future foundation with my daughter. I am on the verge but I won't jump off the cliff. I got better reason to live. My happy life hasn't started yet and same goes to all of you who think that it's the end because your partner betrayed and cheated on you.
Remember that " HE IS NOT YOUR WORLD!" So don't crumble and fall for a long time. Go build your own world with the one who loves you and whom you care so much.
Thank you for your ears. Im a bit better after writing this.
The Endangered
All I can see and somewhat read and heard is that some species now are considered 'endangered species' for they are closer to the word 'GONE' in this world.
Now, I realized more things everytime I post a nature photography here and after I read comments like "Wow, that's beautiful." or somewhat related thought about that line. I come to realized why do we say it and here are the reasons:
1. Nature is naturally beautiful and awesome in the first place since it was created that way to support all living organisms. But I must say, this thought is vice versa.
2. You were born in different country that doesn't have such kind of unique scenery. For example, I say snow place is so beautiful and wanted to be there because I haven't experienced for I am living in the Philippines (No winter season).
3. Because nature is also ENDANGERED. Look at the city, it is not covered by a green trees but maybe a green buildings instead. And one reason why we have so many natural tourists spot is because of this too; this is one solid proof that our nature is endangered like a dinasour's bones gathered in museum to be seen and be visited by those who haven't seen a real one.
Seems like a greeny surrounding and a small animals like tarsier are now money making and business related now that we can't enjoy for free in this century.
A free nature that was created for us all to enjoy are now more likely monopolized in a term that goes like "renovation and cultivation by money" and was made into owned sanctuary by some.
Even if we want to be technologically living to survive and have easier access, I hope that we put attention too to our nature. Look at this road that we passed through yesterday, it is in concrete yet it is covered by so many tall trees. How wonderful would it be, it tall buildings can also have a space to create a mini man-made forest.
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When you are a Mother
When you are already a mother, almost everything changes from how your body down to your priorities. When you go to the store, you must priotize what are the needs of your family rather than your own needs.
When you go to dress shop, the thing that you mostly buy is not for your own body but for your children. "Oh this one will looks so good when my baby wear this. And this one, this one and that one..." You will have such thoughts running to your mind, and before you notice it, you have spent the budget for that day's expenses to the needs and your children's apparel.
When you go out but then tempted to eat at luxurious restaurant , you feel guilty leaving your baby at nanny feeding cerelac or porridge. When you hang out with your friends over night, your face shows your enjoying but deep within your still thinking what's going on at home and how's your baby doing.
"Have she taken her dinner now?"
"Is she asleep?"
"I hope she's not crying and searching for me."
"Ughh! I need to go home."
And all of those thoughts have happened to me, I left my child to my aunt to continue my studies yet I felt restless and cant have a sound sleep. I rented bedspacer room near the school yet it seems so useless since I go back home everyday just to see her. Our school is too far, it will take 164 kilometers back and forth by a motorcycle. So I need to travel at 4 AM to attend school and arrive home at quarter to 9. Some of my classmates even asked how did I even managr to stay awake in classes everyday? And they have given me a nickname, "The KJ Great Nanay" Nanay means mother. And yeah they called me KJ or kill joy for I don't spend time to hang out with them like overnights and got drunk. And Im proud to say that I haven't got drunk in my whole life since I dont drink hard beverages 😉 They find me boring haha because Im too serious they say. But they like me too for whenever they need advices they can hear me talking to them with sincerity with scolding them. Were on the same age yet maybr my childhood life makes me more mature.
Well, all mothers have their own way to show their love and care while we are not aware about this.
Mothers might give you a hard scolding, but they have their reason for doing so.
Understand them when they are very sensitive and easily annoyed at times for remember that they dont have vacation leave on their vocabulary. So please understand and love you parents because someday when their gone and its your turn, you will say this,
"My mother was right. I should have listen to her. I hope she's here and give me some sincere scolding. I miss you Mom."
One Unforgettable Childhood Memories with Our Carabao
I was born and raised at the province of Bohol where I can enjoy greeny and muddy environment.
I enjoy everyday sunrays that shine upon the foggy environment and to the mountain and trees.
I still remember how dews of every dawn breaks touches my young skin when going to the field and farms with my parents.
I can still remember how I sat on a sack that served as my picnic blanket and ate some wild fruits while my father plowed the rice farm and my mother cleaned the divisions of each rice farm.
We got our lunch packed in a clean green banana leaves, a rice and fried dried fishes for lunch. Our life was not easy back then though we are proud to say that we have big land to cultivate.
And I have one unforgettable moment with our carabao during my childhood. My parents went to the market to exchange some of our farm goods with fishes and stuffs during that Tuesday morning so they asked as to take care of the carabao. A carabao mustn't be left alone under direct sunrays without a shade of tree, grass to eat and water to drink for a long time. Every morning since the sun rays has a average heat, the carabao was left at the wide green grassland and our task that day is to take the carabao at 9 AM to a shady place for it to rest and bring a pale of water.
But we forgot about this task for we enjoyed playing with my sister and brothers. By the time we remembered it, it was almost noon. So we ran to the grassland while we were too afraid that the carabao might die because it was so hot that day.
Luckily the carabao was still breathing and can stand up. Being so and reckless and playful at that age, we decided to ride the carabao disregarding how it feels being under the sun. It was good then riding it, having my sister at the front holding the rope connected to the its nose, next is our youngest brother while I was at the last part where I can hold carabao's tail when going downhill.
We were enjoying the ride not until the carabao spotted a small pond by the ricefarm that we passed by and wildly run towards it. It was so thirsty because we took it so late!
My sister hold the rope tightly and my brother hold my sister's waist with this too hands tightly as he could ever do while I hold his waist by one hand whe the other hand on holding carabao's tail. And before we decide what to do, the carabao jumped to the muddy pond without hesitations and we were covered in the mud too.
Our reflexes automatically made us stand up right after the muddy fall and looked around if someone have seen that fall and luckily there's no one there. Well, its kinda a shameful moment for us back then. And I looked to my sisters eyes and so she did, and looked around once again then realised that our little brother is not around!
We tried to stretched our neck to find our brother that might have fall down before the carabao jumped into the muddy pond but he was not there. Then we heard a voice near the carabao, and there we found him got bathed with mud all over his body that only his teeth and eyes can be seen white. His foot got stuck while the carabao relaxly enjoying the mud. We hurriedly took him.
Luckily he was not hurt and there we laughed and laughed.
When we got home, the lunchtime is over and our parents are home already. We excitedly tell them what happened because we find it kinda funny but instead of laughters, we received a painful whipped at each butt!
While we are being reckless and thinking it was fun, our parents find it so heartbreaking and scared when they heard the story.
We were just lucky back then that the carabao didnt broke our bones.
Lesson: Sometimes what we find enjoyable and fun is somewhat that will bring risk to us and to other people.
(Photo credits to: Alamy Stock and tripswithloveinlife.blogspot.com) See photos to see rightful owners
Some photos are mine too.
Rumours and Their Opinions Are Not Your Responsibility
Some people committed crime just to go up the ladder and achieve better social standing or status in current society. Some people also try their best to drag and stomp other competitors down in order to stay in high position. And worst case is that some have given up their hopes and dream to the extent of committing suicide. These things are result of failure in acceptance.
All of us have this pain inside, that anytime can be triggered by unknown circumstances. But don't do such extreme measure to lose your sanity over what people assumed and expect how you should be.
"You're smart right? Then why did the company didn't hire you?"
"What a waste! You studied BS Education then passed the licensure exam in same year yet you have no job to be proud of? What a shame! Why are you only working as a cashier or construction laborer? "
"Have you heard about yout neighbour? The one with low IQ and who barely passed and graduated, she is now working as a part of big company. And how is your application? Still going down, right?"
What people tried to label you and what they expect you how to behave, how to live or even what job you must get is not and will never be your responsibility! Create your own storyline, draw and color your own book and make your own path. Don't live striving difficult path just to prove them wrong and to let them accept your worth! Dude, you don't need to force yourself into them! Cheer up coz I got your back, those who share same fate with you will also be at your back not physically but spiritually and emotionally. We are waiting for your turn to shine in YOUR UNIQUE WAY!
Just like how we put so much effort in writing articles, we are attracted towards with an originality or uniqueness, right? So be just YOU.
Let me tell you a story...
There's a boy who are always taught to copy and admiresl his older cousin. He is always compared to him by their parents and neighbours. When they go to the farm to harvest rice, he always stays at his cousin's back. While his cousin is having a great time harvesting the bountiful grain, he was at his back just picking a little what his cousin had dropped. He didn't bother to take another area, because he only follows his cousin's shadow unproductively.
Then have you gain something big about following and minding other's perception? It's your choice because it is simply YOUR life.
(See thr picture of Lead Image to see rights. Thanks Adobe Stock)
Behind Meaningful Interactions and Articles
Im always on the verge of falling apart and crumbling confidence yet I strive to always keep atleast a piece of my broken spirit. It is true indeed that I can be motivated and can fire my spirit again just like how BCH revives its value and rockeeted and exceeded our expections but there are also times that my driving spirit becomes so weak. It will atleast take me 2 sleepless nights and more restless daylights to overcome such trivial occurrence and turbulence as I make my way through.
I asked my partner over and over again what did I ever do wrong? There are so many questions running wild on my head ready to take over my heart and control my words and action at any moment; and this is one crucial part when we are in this kind of situation.
"They dont have the will or heart to help other people, yet why did they excel more?"
"I want to help and its been carved in my heart for so long. But I dont have such power to do so."
"Why do some evil becomes ruler and being portrayed as role models when they trample and suppress poor people behind the stage?"
WHY???
I have so many whys and sometimes I cried as I ask God about it. I know it's wrong to do so, but I want to hear the answer one more time even if I already knew about it.
You see, Ive been working as hard as I can since I was little then because Im pressured to do so. I must always be an honor student. I must to learn how to play chess at the young age. I must join school competition and must win. I must keep my mouth shut even they are wrong and must accept unjust slap right to my face! So much MUST in my whole life that it makes my stepping stone crack instead of having a great experience and having a strong foundation. But don't get me wrong, I still love my innocent plays during my childhood even I got to kneel down on salt for doing so. LOL!
Some might be wondering why do I have to experience that? Then let me tell a bit of my life story.
My father is a good man but at the same time a jerk. Yes! That's right. When he is in a good mood, he can spoil his children so much yet when he got drunk, we were always beaten into pulp. And one time after being beaten I asked him, "What should I do to make you stop drinking alcohol?"
Then he answered and promised me not to get drunk again if I ever made it into top at school. And I did. And during my graduation at primary level, my mother was out for a seminar and so I have my father to attend to ceremony and to put the gold medals on me. And yet... when the host called my name I marched with proud heart and hope to see my father change as he promised me. I reached the stage and faced the crowd with a smile as I waited for him there, but I didn't see him. The host called him again and again. About 6 minutes of waiting, i saw him coming up the stage and was like dancing. Dancing, marching back and forth because he was too drunk on my special day and at the same time broke the very promise that we had. The teacher handed him the medal, but he just stared at her hands and slapped me after that. I was so shocked back then. All people out there have seen it and I didn't even know how to react. Gladly, some official get my father away from the stage while my godfather take the medak and put it on me. And the ceremony ended having my faced being slapped.
That is just one single piece of my unpleasant childhood. And maybe that's why Im kinda introvert! Im thankful to these platform for I can express my feeling without being known by many.
And despite of my painful past, I tried to be as positive as I can believing that I can attract good vibes and blessings. "Everyone has a painful past", that's what I tried to bear in mind so that I can accept the past too.
I also meet inspiring people here and real world but honestly there were only few yet I am still thankful to have them.
Time goes by, I do feel down and ups then even plead God about answers and explanation about such hard life despite of having the intention to help. And at some point, I realized that He has reasons and of course greater plans for me.
I made such short post in read.cash about it too. 👇👇👇
https://read.cash/@SLAPINION96/post-03e402a6
GOD DIDN'T ANSWER MY PRAYERS
Maybe you are wondering why God haven't granted your pray yet. Some times you doubted Him. But have you asked yourself about your prayer? Will your prayer only benefits you and will put other people in danger? Does you heart desires greediness? There are things that can not be given to you and these are just few reasons:
God is protecting you. Why does God protects you by not giving what you prayed for. Because you can easily be swayed by earthy temptations. You can a sudden change of heart. And that granting your prayer will make you change and abandone your better self
It is not for you. Some people asked, "God, I want to become the next President" but He didn't let it happen. Why? Because you are suited for another better mission and job. Everyone is here because we have our role.
You are not sincere! People take advantage of God's kindness. We tend to pray only when we needed something from. We forgot to say sorry coz we prioritize our earthly desire. How about you? If someone who have sinned to you suddenly appears after a long time to asks some money and clothes without even saying sorry first, will you be pleased? Is your love one cheated and say sorry without "sincerity", will you be happy? Thus, we must not forget to pray at all times.
Here are 4 steps in praying that I've learned and I hope this will help you:
1. Praise Praise God using all good words you've known since birth.
2. Give thanks Thank Him for all the blessing that he give you.
3. Ask for forgiveness A father cannot bear to be anger to his child after saying a sincere sorry. Ask God for forgiveness and admit your mistakes.
4. Ask for blessing How can he give you what you really want when in the first place is you haven't asked? Continuously ask for what you need with a pure intentions.
And sometime I contradict this realization too.
Life is kinda confusing but I want to enjoy life too.
I want to redo my life by making better and right choices everyday. We do have different stories and some might not believe what you've been through because youve been putting a good show.
And I know some of you can notice the way how I interact with you through comment section. Some of you have said:
"Great point."
"Very well said"
But behind those wisdom that I have spoken were my painful past and Im glad I was able to share that wisdom with you.
It's not easy to have no one to fill and gas up your spirit that's why I'll do thing even in a simple act.
And want to know where is my father right now?
He is at their house. I got married and have my own bahay kubo. He is having high blood pressure and haven't fully recovered from heat stroke and all day Im the only one he can call on and talk to. My mother also feel uneasy about his attitude that's why she's always not around with my brother.
I'm not being heroic, and just like what I said in he is also a good father. Im just lucky to be born having such complete family no matter how are situation goes wrong. I've learned a lot about it and I'm thankful.
Life with BCH-Earning Platform: Noise.cash and Read.cash
A week ago and so on. I rant through poem and article posted here, I feel so unhappy when I was thinking that life is so unfair.
Someone got the job through political connection while there are millions out there that are still hunting for a job helplessly including myself.
And I even once posted my "MALAKASANG SANA ALL" here and that is "SANA ALL MAY POLITICAL CONNECTIONSSSSS!" instead of saying "sana all mayaman".
I tried to make a good positive contents yet seems my mood is clearly shown on what I had written. Then my sadness becomes deeper and deeper...
I slowly believe what negative comments from neighbours and relatives. I feel useless because I got no stable job.
I wander in this platform everyday scrolling up and down until I had seen and read some users posted achievements. It made me say "sana ako din" and tried to interact with them.Their replies made me feel good. And I am so thankful to them.
Right then, I made a decision to change how my mind runs wild.
I got no FT back then for how many months and been one of those who cant receive 0.01 when someone react ❤️ to my contents yet some good users still give me motivation and encouragement.
"Keep posting and creating good contents lang Sis."
"That's right my friend. Some users will eventually notice you and rate you."
"You really have good contents. Keep it up."
I can't exactly provide you the detailed exact words and sentences that they sent to me but the thought is the same. (Guys I can't mention you all here but I hope my sincere appreciation and gratitude will reach you somehow.) And once again, my cup of hope has been refilled by their kindness.
Such a simple comment made my day keep going here. I tried my best everyday and then every tomorrow I'll try to beat my yesterday's best and so on.
Until I slowly got back what I lost and what I want
"You currently have $0.02 in Free tips"
"You've got a $0.01 ❤️ from...."
I got that notification!
Can you imagine how happy am I in this moment?
And even noise.cash replied to my post for the first time. Being noticed by the admin is a happy thing for me.
I made up my mind that strategic and analytic person can beat those with stable job yet don't know how to invest and save. And I'll do it step by step with noise.cash and read.cash.
My efforts are slowly giving me satisfactory result and slowly unfolding brighter path with BCH.
Life will always have time for both success and failure. Change your mindset and be positive then take every encouragement that you have down to your veins, heart then to your soul. Let your brain ignore the negative vibes that tries to tie you down and that prevents you from getying higher.
And I'm one of the living proof that "POSITIVE MINDSET can attract positive vibes and blessings."
When you keep the feeling of sadness deep within, it will eat your whole system and make your future rot and be in vain.
But when you try to make your world turns up, you can definitely harvest its sweet fruit little by little.
Now, I am getting little by little capital for BCH from both noise.cash and read.cash.
And about read.cash i havent been upvoted for many times and honestly I only got two times that I got upvoted $0.01 and it make me happy.
I had the opportunity last time to have conversation with one user here on read.cash. She had written over 200 article and 90 plus short post before she earned bigger and that's what we called "Time to harvest what we sow."
And here are some BCH realizations that I had:
First, I can earn and gain while making analytical evaluation. Thus it makes one's mind keep working, and this is good indeed.
Second, we are united and got happy together as BCH price is increasing and have almost have the same mindset when BCH is at downhill state and that is to --BUY.
Third, we can happily rest looking like a cashless person yet we have something we wait for,to rely on, be proud having of and can even leave unattended for a week yet haven't lost its BCH amount.
Fourth, there are online platforms that provides BCH in exchange for our brilliant thoughts or ideas. No need to be down saying "I can't be part of BCH investors because I don't have a capital to build up". Since we all have brains, we can surely be part of BCH success.
Fifth, BCH is still on continuous progressive stage. And we can rest assure and confidently root for its rockeeting. And probably beat those who are currently taking the top place.
And there are still upcoming realization that will come up for me. For now, i am feeling glad and proud about BHC.
How about you?
Just Like A Water
Just like a water that flows down the stream,
That always breaks its way no matter what hindrances show upon the way,
That is patience in waiting to flow again even it takes years to run down again;
I'll tell you, "You are strong just like a water."
Just like how water evaporated into the sky by sun kissed,
Just how it changes is form and size,
Just how it becomes flexible at all times;
I'll tell you, "You can decide your own way to succeed."
Just like a water that cleanse our body in and out,
Like how it brings back garbages back to the shore as an opportunity for human race to clean our own mess,
And just like how it become natural therapy and medicine;
I'll tell you," You can be someone's ray and enlightenment at times of other's time of dismay and time of desperation."
Just like how water at seas and oceans calm our mind and heart,
Just like how it sparkles at sunrise and sunset,
Just like how it embraces the whole continents;
I'll tell you,"You are someone that can touch one's heart."
Just like how it pours down from heaven when someone prays and reads the atmosphere when someone is drunk with grief,
Just like how it brings end to our thirst,
And just like how it adjusts to human race's wish;
I'll tell you,"You can be someone's answered prayer in their life."
Just like how God given the water a role in Noah's time to help clean the earth,
Just like how precious water is to every living and non-living, especially to Africa and Middle East or any desert countries;
I'll tell you," You have a role to fulfill."
Be like a water that can wait patiently to timely achieve its dream while fulfulling its role. Live to touch other's life in a proper way and be their way to go back to right path while making your journey more meaningful. Live not for yourself but shine to be an inspiration and a light of hope to those who have given up their dreams.
Life is not just about you, it is also about those who and what's surrounds you.
What's Getting Better: Human Generation or Technological Generation
What's Getting Better: Technology or Human Generation?
As decades pass by, there were so many things that have been gone.
There are matters that keep changing,
And values that we keep losing.
Yet they say it's to make a balance.
"We are doing better each day. "
"We are getting nearer to perfection. "
"We are going to live a better and easier life. "
They say as many sacrifices were laid down the path.
But are we really getting better?
Is the Human Race getting better?
Getting better with what?
We're getting better by means of physical appearances.
"Oh! Hi there. You are looking prettier today. "
"Thanks! I am using new cosmetics now."
Then going back to the question, "Is Human Race really getting better?"
Or is it only the technology that we have right now?
This might confused you if you haven't figured out the "behind the scenes" of every product!
How do they make such cosmetics?
Of course, using new technology! Then, SALUTE to our technology.
But before you can applied that cosmetics, have you ever thought where did they tried to applied it on? Of course you haven't or did you?
Then let me tell you--they applied in on innocent animals! Making experimental mistakes over hundred times and causing its death!
Another thing, many countries have now developed new weapons. And what are they for?
Probably for wars!
Then when war breaks out then are we getting better?
There were over millions of wasted building and other material things, but the grievous part is losing our own kind despite of different nationality.
Thousands lost their lives in an instant,
Young children became orphan.
And another grievous lost that what we have inside--LOVE and VALUE towards life.
Dear friend, we are not getting better!
We are changing a little by little in a way that some can no longer be called as human!
We keep advancing in terms of technology but we forgot to bring our values and love as we go higher.
Getting better is not a mistake, but let us be mindful on how we approach betterment.
I am happy that somehow we find our ways to make our lives easier through technology innovation; yet we're going on the wrong path now. This awareness haven't been shared to many and why?--Because they are one of those getting benefits.
Comforting versus Confrontation
When difficult times like sadness and at lost moments, people tend to seek for a companion to talk to and perhaps to comfort them. This is a thing that most of us do whenever we face such situations. Some may want to be alone in a moment but believe me or not, human nature will prevail and that is to seek companion in various ways.
Comforting is common ground in different perks and circles. When someone from your circle of friends is hurt, we tend to comfort them.
"Everything is gonna be alright."
"Move on! You're way much prettier than his new girlfriend."
"You can have another chance. Just try and try."
But do you know that too much comfort to those who are at lose will not be too helpful at all times? It can even mislead personal view at time of desperation, then might become a fantasy that blindfolds the lonely one.
Confrontation is an act where you need to face and need to swallow the truth. You need to live in reality not with fantasized and illusioned dream. This will help you point out what's wrong, what's the point and reflect what you need to do.
A confrontation from a friend, relative and family will do. But the great confrontation that you could ever have is a CONFRONTATION OF YOURSELF'S PRINCIPLE, FEELING AND VISION!
"You should try a bit more, you are still lacking in this area."
"You are to fat/thin that's why he broke up with you. Dress up. Go to the gym."
But once again, using confrontation at all times will probably put more weight in someone's heart. And just like how a song lyrics goes, "Too much love will kill you.." so confrontation does. Because if a person receives too much confrontation, he/she might lose self-worth and self-confidence.
Thus, in order to deal with life's misfortunes and sadness learn to both have comfort and confrontation as a way to think brighter and to ease the pain inside.
Read the mood and think of the best way to handle.
Is it enough and time to slap the truth?
Or is it time for a genuine comfort?
Two face of your Fate's Coin: SUCCESS AND FAILURE
It is considered that success and failure always come as you choose and walk the road till your end. Success never happens without two or more failures that you had before it.
We must bear in mind that success at a certain moment is never considered as final fate of your journey for we dont know what tomorrow may bring. You might lose in along the way too without a care in it. Thus, failure will never be considered as our fate's end in achieving success. Failure is a sign that you have tried but still lacking or a sign that you haven't really tried at all. Take this matter as a motivation, a stepping stone and a strong foundation to reach your goal.
Success and failure are the two sides of our fate's coin; and this coin flip over and over again for how manu times in our life. To put it simple way, we achieve success and feel failure in our whole life. When your flip your coin and landed as a failure, then have the courage to take another risk and effort to flip it again until you can get what success!
Have you seen a man or a woman who stopped trying? They didn't bother again to flip the coin.
No matter how many consecutive failures landed on your fate, learn to what you lack and exert more effort that before.
Lesson: Successful people bravely do what unsuccessful people didn't bother to do.
RACISM
"RACISM" This topic always comes up every year and this is very heart breaking! A certain race being discriminated by how they look and how dark their skin complexion maybe; A certain country being oppressed by those highly developed technological and war-armoured countries! Is this how we put certain rank nowadays? Well, simply ranking our race is a BIG MISTAKE in a first place! What makes you beautiful? Because you have fair skin complexion? A Barbie-like face and coca cola body that you have? Is it the model-like height that you have? Who made this standard just to put everyone a category and label on who's beautiful and who's not? It is WE that made such standard, and look around you now? There are so many children out there being bullied by doing such labeling. Do you feel happy? I've seen a short video, a group of black young children were put in a room one at a time. They were to choose what dolls would they like. Guess what? There are two dolls in there. One with blue eyes and fair skin while the other one having blact hair, black eyes and brown or somewhat black skin complexion. An old man asked every child that comes into the room to choose what doll would he/she pick and why. Then every child in there chose the doll with fair skin, blonde hair and blue eyes. And when they were asked 'WHY?' Those children said, "I chose this because she is pretty. It has white skin and blue eyes." Those children say it having tears running down their cheeks! How cruel is it! What have they done to feel that at that young age? Parents, you have a very big impact towards your children. Teach them to about values and kindness instead of teaching them how other bad people look or criticising others appearance. This will never end as long as we are not changing ourselves. I hope you share this awareness because seriously this is not just a random post. THIS IS AN AWARENESS!
When The Jobless Me Has A Savings
Im one of those people out there who were called useless and a failure.
An individual like me who already graduated for almost 3 years now but haven't been able to find a stable job, yet don't get me wrong. Ive tried to find a stable job but I always end up with only having a part time job or contractual job for only 3 months.
Ive been too desperate to find a job that I almost lost my sanity due to pressures as well as with the painful words that people throw at me.
But then I thought that it's okay not to beat them with wealth, intead let's beat them with kindness but still I didn't managed to convince myself with that alone.
I wander and wander in real life and in every possible online site in a hunt for job and earning.
My Gmail got so many notifications after every registration that I had with every possible earning site, then I failed again and again.
Not until last 2020, I met noise.cash by pure luck. I registered by the username 'PIL2015' then but i didn't understand it at first then leave my account unattended for 1 month.
Then I quit searching for any online earning site. "This will be my last one, Im tired of having this scam sites!", I talked to myself.
After a month, I checked my BCH wallet and to my surprise I got a money in there! How could it be? Where did it came from? My hope has been fired up, I had a cold sweat running down my neck and my palm becomes so wet out of my excitement.
"Finally! I found a true earning site!", I shouted that out loud. I tried to think what were the sites I've been through before I quit, and then I found noise.cash.
I made my account for the second time a noisy one while trying to read the flow.
I managed to earn one thousand pesos for 9 nine days back then, then I have free tips too that helped me a lot in earning.
But then after 1 month, Ive been reckless and didn't take into account the consequences of disobeying site's rules. I was so sad back then. I lost my free tips, and once again I tried to make good contents but still nothing came up.
Then I made a new account which is "Mearie" in noise.cash, still I don't have free tips. How can this be? Until I realized something, earning in that site will not solely depend on having free tips directly from noise.cash but still I can earn them by continuously writing original and good contents. I am so happy to realized this, and now Ive been earning by posting original and good contents.
Now, I am investing in at least three crypto currency and what I like the most is BCH! But to tell you the truth, BTC was the first crypto currency that i liked not until I met noise.cash. I've read so many articles about BCH in noise.cash and few from read.cash. I learned a lot because of it and I want to say "Thank You" for all those who created articles about BCH.
I withdrawn almost all of my savings in BTC and put in BCH wallet last February, 2021. I am so lucky to witness and be part of BCH when it breaks $1000!
I've started with having nothing but now, I already earning.
I posted this achievement on my other social media account not to brag but to atleast stop some people saying bad things to me; and my neighbours as well as my relatives who throw rocky words at me were so shocked! I received a lot of messages from them.
"Are you joking? And bluffing?"
"How can you have such savings when you're jobless?"
"Atlast, you got a job. Then, what is it? Another part time?"
Those are few messages that I received and i decided to ignore them. I didn't even replied, it's not because I hated them but because Im overwhelmed by my own little success and I dont want to ruin my current mind state.
Some people tried to reach me out again after saying bad words, but I choose to continue this path silently for now.
LESSON: In this life, people's eyes are keener than a CCTV, ears can record gossips and their mouth can edit and alter the truth. But in order to beat those kind of people, suprise them at once with your success.
#Thanksnoise.cash
#Thanksread.cash
#ILoveYouBCH
An Open Letter to all Parents and Future Parents
Check out my short post 👇👇👇
https://read.cash/@SLAPINION96/post-36446bc7
Just Like a Shadow
Our lucky hours and painful weeks will pass and be gone just like a shadow.
Just like a shadow changes its direction and changes its size throughout daytime and be gone at darkest night,
Our life rolls and changes continuously.
We can not guarantee what will exactly happen every tomorrow's sunrise.
Thus bring forth all you've got and defend it with all your might.
Do things that make glory , not just for you
But for God's sake too.
We are always reminded that where we stand now will not be always where we are supposed to be.
That we might be at higher or lower than where we currently standing in the next day.
**And just like a shadow that appears to be bigger than our body at sunrise and sunset;**
**And just like a shadow that appears smaller and humbler at our feet at noon,**
Learn your place, then keep up the pace towards what's right.
Be patient enough to wait till your shadow appears bigger that what you have been praying for.
What is the purpose of Religion?
What is religion? Is it by name? Is it by natural order? Is it by rule in doing deeds? Is it to unite us? Or is it by God?And so on...
Conflicts and war broke because of religion they say, but let's not confused ourselves with that when we believe that religion taught us what's good or bad. It is simply 'US' that can't accept one's stand and understanding of religion that makes us scattered!
As I walked and passed by the plaza or by cathedral, I saw two group of people debating who's religion and understanding of the holy bible was right! They were aiming to have people to appreciate and be at their side to fight with them side by side. But by doing this things, did they make sense? Are they only trying to prove there own so called LEVEL OF KNOWLEDGE and neglected the true essence of having Holy Bible and religion? This is only a simple beginning of a conflict!
But why do really have a religion?
I believe that this thing exist to be taught about supreme being - the Father Almighty! We are also taught the difference between good and bad; that we must seek kindness in this material world! And don't forget about the consequences and the result of all deeds that we've done in this life. If we live doing good deeds then we surely be blessed but by harming other's will surely result in punishment. These are just some parts of the common yet same teaching in all religion.
But why do we need to fight when we are taught to be kind and be understand?
Why do we make our religion as an excuse and cause for conflicts and wars?
We are going beyond and heartless!
Despite of having different religion and God's proclaimed name, we must not forget the heart and message of every religion that exist in this world; that is LOVE!
Yes! LOVE is the message behind those texts written in different Holy Bibles designated to every different religions that we've known! No matter how we interpret it, we still have the common ground, right? Why do we need to focus on the things that is too hard for us to explain and start a fight when we can actually settle on the common ground that we have and have a peaceful living? Why is it too difficult? WHY???
The answer is simple, we are easily overwhelmed by earthly fame and controlled by our dark side and emotions. We clearly battling not because of religious affairs but due to unseen intentions like the biggest and famous religious group that becomes the dominating believers group that leads to belittling others faith beliefs in life. This too leads disorientation of the true essence of religion and causes discrimination all over the world believing that those who are not part of a certain group to be condemned as wrong and vice versa. While some group of believers rallies and bent to violence to be heard, this is sucking true of what's happening right now!
Sometimes, there are things that must not be dig deeper like an unfathomable wisdom. We cant even face and made up our minds with the simple and common grounds that we have, why would you bother to dig the complicated matters?
CHILDREN'S DREAM
THIS IS AN OPEN LETTER TO ALL PARENT AND FUTURE PARENTS
(My Original Post is on Noise.cash)
If you failed in achieving your dreams, oh please, don't force your dream unto your children 🙏
They have their own life and dream to chase 🌠
You must be by their side to support them, not forced them to achieve what you want.
You had your chance and lost it.
Dont make your children commit same mistake. Let them have their chance and go free.
GOD DIDN'T ANSWER MY PRAYER
Maybe you are wondering why God haven't granted your pray yet. Some times you doubted Him. But have you asked yourself about your prayer?
Will your prayer only benefits you and will put other people in danger? Does you heart desires greediness?
There are things that can not be given to you and these are just few reasons:
1. God is protecting you.
Why does God protects you by not giving what you prayed for. Because you can easily be swayed by earthy temptations. You can a sudden change of heart.
And that granting your prayer will make you change and abandone your better self
2. It is not for you.
Some people asked, "God, I want to become the next President" but He didn't let it happen. Why? Because you are suited for another better mission and job. Everyone is here because we have our role.
3. You are not sincere!
People take advantage of God's kindness. We tend to pray only when we needed something from. We forgot to say sorry coz we prioritize our earthly desire.
How about you? If someone who have sinned to you suddenly appears after a long time to asks some money and clothes without even saying sorry first, will you be pleased?
Is your love one cheated and say sorry without "sincerity", will you be happy?
Thus, we must not forget to pray at all times.
Here are 4 steps in praying that I've learned and I hope this will help you:
1. Praise
Praise God using all good words you've known since birth.
2. Give thanks
Thank Him for all the blessing that he give you.
3. Ask for forgiveness
A father cannot bear to be anger to his child after saying a sincere sorry.
Ask God for forgiveness and admit your mistakes.
4. Ask for blessing
How can he give you what you really want when in the first place is you haven't asked?
Continuously ask for what you need with a pure intentions.
VACCINATION to address COVID19 Concerns
We know that vaccine cannot be made in just a blink of an eye and this one reason why so many are not ready to the vaccination! Many believe that there will be an unknown side effect after many years being vaccinated. But else do we need to prove this in a short time while beating and going against this pandemic?
@SLAPINION96
