I am sorry...🙏

I'M SORRY.🙏

I have no excuse, only an apology

I can still hear you crying from the last call

Your quivering voice over the telephone line

And when I think of it

My hands becomes moist with tears

Because I always hold you when you cry.

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Today I could not hold your face

And trace the cause of each tear along your cheek

I could not feel your heavy breathing upon my chest

I could not lean and brush my lips against yours

Before kissing you with the full force of the world

I could not hold your hand in mine and promise...

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That I will be a better person for you

That it may take time to get over my ways

But I promise for you I will try

That for every time I make you cry an arrow pierces through my soul

And leaves me bleeding until you tell me it's okay.

~~~

I wish I could take back my words signed with the red flame of anger

And spit them out before I said them

I wish I could clean my slate

And keep your tears for happy memories

I wish I could take you in my arms

Tell you how sorry and miserable I am

I wish I could hold your waste and take you out for a dance

In the loving glow of a moonlit night

Careress your face under the boundless sky

And feel the lunatic ecstasy of your body against mine.

~~~

I would waltz with you and watch you undulating

Like the vine of a moonflower on a breezy night.

I only want you to know darling

That I love you with a full heart

Sometimes in staccato steps

Sometimes in colosal strides

But I will love you through all the time

And I will love you beyond all the time

~~~

So;

Imagine me next to you on my knees

Asking you for forgiveness with cloudy eyes

And tell me baby

That you will forgive me this time.

I have no excuse

Just an apology!

Love,

©Sophie R.

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