A temporary death.

Sometimes I just want to disappear for a while and see who's gonna miss me when I'm gone.

Am I going to be missed?
Will someone be sad when I'm gone?
Do I really matter?
Or the world will just forget me as if I never existed?

How I wish I can disappear for a while and when I come back, I am healed, unbroken, and complete.

I wish I can do that, but sadly I cant. 
Because the truth is,disappearing from this world is 
a one way ticket.
Once you're gone there's no coming back.
And you won't be able to know whether you matter or not.