Some year back, when I was in the university, I fell in love with a cute guy.

We were both in our third year in the university.

We met on a lovely evening, where I was taking pictures with my girls. Then, he came over, offered to take our pics together. We were happy and willingly gave him the phone while he took amazing shots. He even used his iPhone to take our pics.

The shots were nice. We thanked him, introduced ourselves to him. While shaking hands with us,he kind of winked at me. I blushed. He Also decided to walk us to our destination.

While departing, he requested for my phone number and that was it. We started communicating. He was a medicine and surgery student, while I was a student of English.

His passion for Medicine and surgery was as a result of his mum's death. His mum died of breast cancer, since her death, he decided to study to help others suffering from cancer, so they won't die like his mum.

I was moved by his determination, and promised myself not to date him. Just for him to focus.

Then one night, we decided to meet after confessing our love for each other. That night, was one of the most beautiful day in my life. I felt like I was in another world.

Sitting on my bed, he spoke about his love for me. How much he cherished me and adores me. I felt special, like a fairy Queen.

I couldn't help, but stare at his medium-sized pink lips, moving in slow rhythm like an enchanted dancing princess.

I was lost in his lips,barely listening to him. I was already swimming in his love. I stared at him like a sad Animal, ready to be devoured by a lion.

The only thing I could grab from his ocean of words was, "can I kiss you"? It was a dream come true.

I could only nod with a smile at the corner of my lips. He leaned in, without his eyes leaving mine, then placed his succulent, yummy lips on mine.

I could feel my body turning into Water. I was literarily melting, his lips was the sweetest thing ever tasted. I delved in, to enjoy every corner of his mouth. While his lips worked wonders on my lips, his hands were busy, caressing my body.

Communicating our feelings through our lips and hands, was the best feeling ever.

Over 10 minutes, our lips were locked, sending love and light to our body.

Communicating without our mouths making a sound, we spoke at length with our hands and mouths. We understood the sacrifices we have to pay. We both agreed to take same decision.

Separating, we cried into each other's arms. Comforting ourselves, while shedding hot, crazy tears. He was more in tears, for what he is about to leave.

Cuddling, he fell asleep in my arms. Before he slept, he kept on whispering "you are so beautiful. So clean, babe" and touching my body, it was the first time I allowed a guy to touch me the way he did.

More than twice, he whispered in his sleep, again. Telling me how sweet and beautiful I am! With my chocolate skin.

He said, "you are so beautiful".... His words, brought tears to my eyes. I cried heavily. We both decided not to date, just for him to achieve his goals.

The realization that I won't get what I want badly, though, it's near, hit me,deep.

We both loved each other, but can't have each other.

He woke up the next day, with swollen,bloodshot eyes. He cried in his sleep, too. One more time, we cried together and promised to be the best version of ourselves.

And, that was how my love life ended without starting.

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