"My crying mind—thoughts—screams"

We were usually judge by people by what we're doing, the way we act, or even just the way we walk. Yes, we are all hypocrite—we all live in a system full of judgement but sometimes—one day you'll just wake up and thought 'I'm so tired' and I know we all been onto that situation. And that time—that one day—I wrote this poem. I wrote what we bare in mind—it's screaming, crying in our mind.

You ungraciously judged me,

Told me I'm not worthy,

Put me in your gossip story,

You even scanned my body—

Looking for its flaws,

Out of it you made your best jokes,

Not knowing that I had lost—

My temper, my confidence—then I chose

To let you see my worst

I hardly tried to curse

Throw some foul words

Believed that there's no good—

In this judgemental world.

And then, I walked like a bitch,

Laughed like a witch,

Ate like a beast—

And talked like a flirt.

Just to show that I'm strong,

To prove that I belong,

To the world they made,

I lived in a world of hate.

Until one day I realized,

That no one made me unwise,

That no one made me like this,

That life offerred a lot of choices,

That I made a mistake,

And now I'm willing to change,

Not for those hypocrites But because I chose to—

To be better, to forgive, for myself.

PS. I hope you like it💕.