December 15, 2021

Student life is the best part of every person, even we are in school, colleges, and university we enjoyed a lot so nobody want to leave his/her student life. Mostly it's seen that if you complete your study till master level it's enough for giving you an average job and that's enough for you. But now with the Increase of study competition, there is no value of degrees. If I talked about myself I completed my BS, and thought it's enough for me, so in this year I decided to take a rest and enjoy some other activities of life. My mom is also agreed with me in start but with the passage of time, her mood changed and she start convincing to take admission In that Institute, to do this to do that it's okay me to myself keep talking Mom I didn't take admission at any cost.

To take admission for Mphil in our universities is not easy, we need to pass the GAT-TEST, and that's not so much easy and also am failed in GAT-TEST. So my confidence level is on it's peak that in this year my admission is impossible. The classes of Mphil started from 21st of November and my friends convinced me let's go to the university am surely you got an admission easily there, but me I didn't want to study anymore so please leave this topic.

From November 21st to December 8th I feel that life without study is so boring:

As due to COVID-19 from the past two years we are in our homes, but on daily basis we were stayed busy in start taking online classes and also stay tuned with our friends and fellows. Also now due to research work me three times in a week, go to the university on local transport and enjoyed a lot with my friend.

So when I decided to skip the study in this year, my social life got limited also my friend got angry with me that I didn't take an admission in Mphil so I can't talk with her on daily basis. My life got limited to my bed, home terrace, household chores, tea, eating and sleeping.

From start I spent a good social student life, so am start getting bored in the home and thought that may be after one an year I became too much lazy student who don't want to study anymore. But In heart me be like that it's okay with the passage of time am getting addictive of my routine and never miss anything else. But in real I feel the importance of student life in these two weeks that I totally spent in my home.

It's 7th of November, when I received Sms from the university:

That was last Monday I thought 7th or 8th of November, am free from household chores and sitting under the sunshine that I received the forward sms from my friend, that from the university teacher that came immediately in university with necessary documents, and that's almost 12:05pm time. In my heart it's confirmed that I didn't take admission in this year so I just ignored this sms. But when I told about this to my parents, my father and mother be like that go immediately in university and take an admission.

But that day was I decided to skip and in the next day me with my friend in the university, for the admission of mine, but admission is not such an easy task. There are different requirements necessary to generate the Challan, I submitted my all necessary documents there and go back to the home, because it's almost take 24 hours to generate the Challan.

But after coming back in the home, Again my mood has been changed:

Am totally confused that either I take an admission in this year or not, so after coming back in the home I decided to never take an admission again, done household chores making tea and start watching dramas. Because am getting horrible of the tough routine of 8:00am to 5:00 pm, I didn't endure this routine in this coldy weather of winter and also how I can manged the horrible lots of syllabus that teachers had finished in the past week.

8th November, Whole Day I Spent With My Parents Temper Mood:

Asian parents have only one dream, and that is to educate their children to the highest level. So my father said, my child we didn't ask you to do any kind of job, but at least complete your education at the highest level. So in life, if you faced any kind of financial issue your degrees will be your best support and Mom's compliment is also be like that. But how I understand my parents I just want to take the gap of one year and never take an admission, so my parents in the end said as your own wish we never give any other piece of advice to you. But you know Pakistani Mom......she gave me a lot of piece of advices.

In the next day, again I received call from my university:

Last Thursday, it's 11:30 am when after writing the articles am sitting on my terrace and enjoy the tea, and my mobile screen start vibrating with an unknown number, I picked it and again it's from university and they saying me Arooj came in university, we will generate your Challan again. Actually it was all the effort of my sweet heart friend who feel too much boredom without me and try her best to convinced me of taking admission in this year. I have some kind of issues that's why I never want to take an admission in this year, but now I decided to take an admission because I didn't want to loss my friend and endure my parents anger whole year.

10th of December, FinalIy Became Student Of Mphil:

Last Friday, finally I gone to the university, submitted my challan, taking classes and meet my friends and some old and new fellows. And everyone be like that: why you need to do such a melodrama lol. But it's okay they all are kidding.

Besides melodrama all troubles or difficulties are for me, because my mind is not getting settled towards study, and also am too much frightened from 8:00 am to 5:00 pm routine, because now coldness is increasing day by day. Although our classes are held only three days of week Wednesday, Thursday and Friday. In last week I just take one day classes and next four days of holidays I just wasted, neither study, never write an article. Now it's 7:02 am here, and am thinking of never go to the university but I can't do this because am already skipped my lots of classes.......so in this time I just want to crying.

Closing Thoughts:

By reading my whole story, you got realized that how different relationship pressure convinced me to continue my study, and also it's Allah wish. But now I try my best that from this week am getting serious about my study, because my parents lots of dreams are getting attached with me and also I have lots of responsibilities but I don't know why I didn't take it serious. But now I try my best.

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