After knowing she left the tuition I was kinda sad and tried to retrieve info about her without getting suspected of having a crush or something. I was so lost that something weird started to happen, happened to I was able to see her in every other girl. Somehow I managed and tried not to fall into such illusions. days passed and finally, I got to know 1 thing which was her school name. Turns out It was the school which shared the same boundary with my school. It was an all-girls school which had a great reputation in our city. Every single girl spoke in English this was turning out to be really bad for me. According to my friend all the girls over there have a lot of attitudes and don't talk to anyone who can't speak English. I decided I will forget her and move forward with my full focus on my career and myself. One day when I was cycling back home I thought I saw her my mind said "Just another illusion continue." and my heart said "can't be! stop", I stopped and looked behind it was her wearing a white dress I was happy and astonished turns out to be she lived nearby. Yet again she ignored I was not noticed...
But I was happy to see her all dopamine was released inside me.... although,
the sadness of still not being seen was still there......😞