Today is the same as yesterday. You come to the same place. Watching him in silence. Yes, the same way he entered your life.

Secretly you steal time just looking at him wondering what he was doing. You secretly eavesdrop on your friends' conversations about him. Secretly went to the place where he used to spend his time.

Secretly a stalker on his social media. Secretly he has gone too far into your thoughts. Disturbing your day if you miss coming to disturb you if you don't see it for a day.

You always end up like this. Admiring someone in silence. Watching him joking and then smiling to himself because his behavior is very adorable for you. At least that's what your eyes and ears record. If only you had the courage to express your feelings as easily as buying street food, you would have bought them a long time ago. Unfortunately, everything is not as easy and as beautiful as you imagine.

One morning you see him holding a special someone. His eyes sparkled with happiness. You've never seen that expression on his face. His eyes never left her as if it were the most attractive object. Your sweet smile fades because of the sight that is presented right in front of your eyes. Even though since last night you have prepared enough courage to greet him. You're disappointed.

Your shoulders are dropping. Reality just slapped you, bringing you back to reality. Your breath is heavy. No more injection of enthusiasm in the morning. No smiles to close your day. Everything disappeared and was replaced with a gloomy face. You shut yourself off from the crowd. Feeling you are never good enough to get someone who has been in your dreams.

But hey! The sky didn't fall right on your head did it?

I won't stop you from being sad. Advise to try hard and be patient. I don't like saying wise words like that. Really.

Who doesn't get upset when they're heartbroken? Plus if you harbor feelings for him for a long time. It would be very strange if that didn't happen.

Your friends may laugh at your unlucky fate in love, but not a few also look at you with pity. Be concerned about the misfortune that befalls you. Enough! This time you have to start taking important lessons in your life.

But what?

Cry until you have had enough. Then reflect on what is wrong with you. Haven't you forgotten something? Come on! Someone you have secretly admired not only steals your time and thoughts but also traps you secretly into the valley of your imagination. Don't try to lie to yourself. He is your fantasy for the future that is stored neatly in your dreams.

Now wake up for a moment. Spread out your prayer rug. Ask forgiveness of Him that you secretly left behind. Call your parents far away. Listen to their voices that some time ago you forgot. Lastly, reconnect with your friends. They have long been waiting for your arrival which often disappears for no reason.

I think by now you know. There is something more important and important than him. Put on your best smile. You won't be starting all over again but now, you're back on the right path. Just take the lesson.

Let me tell you one secret. Shhh..I've also been in the same position. I'm sure it's not just me or you who have felt this way. That's natural, you are a human. It's human nature. Simply put, it's human. Falling in love and then heartbreak is the same as the habit of farting. If you don't fart, it means you're sick. Something went wrong.

If he is indeed your soul mate, how long does he want to be with his current lover, in the end, they break up too. On the other hand, if he's not meant to be with you, then you're going to work hard to find a way to be with him either. You've often seen examples in the real world right?

I don't know what this concluding sentence you will like. But, for some reason I suddenly wanted to quote a sentence from Friedrich Nietzsche, a German philosopher;

"Unless you have chaos inside you, you can't give birth to a dancing star."

To mature there is no one who does not experience difficulties. I think you now know what steps you will take. Believe God's plan is better, God knows best.