Do you feel that you deserve love?
Who wouldn't like the weather these past few days? A cold breeze and raindrops. Well, I'm having fun while experiencing this cold moment, totally as I can do what I want and that I can't feel any hotness that will affect my mood. So obviously my mood this days is quite great lol!. Anyway, upon reading some of the articles I was drop into @Itsfarah, so I grab the opportunity for sharing my answer too. It actually came from @Amjad_Ali_Waince. Thank you for saving me this time, I am actually running out of topics. So lemme start!
**Do you feel that you deserve love?**
Well, everyone is. We all deserve to be loved and taken good care of no matter how old we are. Love should be everywhere, love should be shared. Maybe I'm not a perfect daughter nor a perfect girlfriend but still I deserve it. Yes, I sometimes talk back with anyone but still I have to feel I'm loved. It's not necessarily to act like a saint or a sacred just to get sympathy and love, showing the real person behind is better.
**What is the most lofty thing you are dealing with now?**
Ahmf, I really wanted to spill the beans but I just can't. I mean I have something to tell you soon guys, I'm just waiting for the right time until I can fully tell it all. As of today, I am dealing with finances because me and my partner had a plan so it really needs cash. However, we start working on it and hopefully whatever the result may be at least we tried and it's gonna be worth it, no regrets.
**What do you think about your worst habit?**
I really have a bad habit though, especially eating late, and that's where I got my ulcer so bad. I am actually trying to fix it but sometimes I just can't stop myself from being hard-headed, especially when I'm sleepy and want to sleep instead of filling my growling stomach. Ow, adding sleeping late which kinda affects my health already.
**Do you think that good thing comes after suffering?**
I don't know but mostly this is true. We try harder to get such things, we work hard for our dreams but unfortunately we fail. When we are in our darkest times we often see a great opportunity and the experience molds us to be someone better and that is where good things come. Sometimes we have to go through tough, humpy and bumpy roads that test our ability, before reaching the plain one and ending up successful. Sometimes it's not bad to experience disappointments, failure and pain in life, co'z they are twins with success whether we like it or not. So yah, good things come after suffering and that is the reality and that is how life works.
**What you want to do before death.**
I have a lot of things to accomplish in life if and only I know when I die.
I wanted to reach my personal goals, get a stable job and build my future family.
A business and a dream house not just for me but for my family as well.
Financial Freedom
Can build or help different orphanages around the world as well as providing the needs of animal shelters.
Be a helping hand to those who truly need it.
`Our life is short so we have to live to the best we can, be the best version of ourselves and if failures occur then we have to stand up and always see the brighter side. "There is always a rainbow after the rain".`
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This Or That: Ice Cream Or Cake?
Today it is 26°C in my place which means it's not hot here. Gez! I always wanted to have this kind of weather everyday. So anyway, since I don't have a topic to write about, I saw this This or That: Food Edition of our dearest @BCH_LOVER , so here I am grabbing the opportunity.
**Pizza or Pasta**
I actually love both but if I have to choose I'll go with pizza especially those hawain which has a lot of pineapple and bacon. I really love eating it, especially the pizza that can be brought in S&R, which has a huge pile of cheese. My last time I ate this one was I guess last month but not the same pizza it's the cheaper one.
S&R pizza is way too delicious, I was able to eat it when I was working since my employer ordered two boxes of it, so since my tummy is not that big, 2 slices is enough for me ehehehe.
**Ice Cream or Cake**
Wahh, why do I have to choose between the two? I love these sweets but I'd rather choose ice cream, especially the chocolate one. Yes, I am totally a chocolate lover. I can eat ice cream everyday if and only if I can buy some hahahah. Ow, speaking of ice cream, maybe @bbyblacksheep can send some for me? I also tried the ube korean ice cream and trust me it's too delicious. Now, I'm craving for it lol!
**Waffles or Pancakes**
These two are good at breakfast but of course rice is a lifer parin hahaha. Ow, if I have to choose I'll go for waffles, since pancakes are not really my type. Yes, I can eat it but not really the whole thing.
**Rice or Noodles**
Ow, if noodles are life then rice is lifer. I am Filipino and I can't live without rice on my plate. C'mon I always get hungry when I don't have rice, nor when I feel full. Every meal, rice should be present, whatever the viand may be. With rice, I can eat a lot hahahah. It's okay if I don't have noodles, besides I'm trying to not eat salty foods since I have UTI and I don't want to trigger it.
**Vanilla or Chocolate**
Chocolate it is! Yiee I really love chocolates so bad. Whatever the brand may be, as long as it is chocolate I'll eat it for sure, no need to think twice lol! Well, when it comes to vanilla it's just not my type but still I can consume it, however, chocolate can satisfy me more.
**Vegetable or Fruit**
Do I have to choose? With my situation right now, maybe I will grab these two. I love to eat vegetables excluding those slimy one, co'z trust me I'll throw up wherever I eat slimy vegetables. When it comes to fruit I really love it as well, whether a sour or sweet one, except for the Marang fruit as even if I smell its odor I will vomit right away.
**Burger or Tacos**
Since I'm not a fan of tacos, a burger would be my choice, especially those full layers of vegetables, cheese and patty. Gez! that makes me get a watering mouth. Ow, can I have a drink too? That's a great partner with this burger. I can eat a lot of it.
**Spicy or Sweets**
Before I really love spicy since I'm trying to avoid spicy food right now as it's not good for my health, I'll go for sweet food. Chocolate, ice cream, anything as long as it's sweet. Ow, I can still eat spicy one but not too spicy co'z my body will react.
`I really have fun answering this one, and guess what? I'm not craving for it hahaha. How about you? This or That?`
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Prompt#27: Give Me More Time
A painful Monday my lovelies! Oops this isn't about heartache but it's about the pain in my hip. Gez! It made it difficult for me to fall asleep as well as move and sit properly. My back really hurts so bad, I actually asked my partner to massage me last night and luckily he did but unfortunately the pain was still there. Even sitting for a short period of time made me uncomfortable. I don't know what position I have to relax my hip, even lying down won't do any good. It's still bearable though but it's really not good. Adding to the runny nose I have because of the unpredictable weather. So anyway, just to divert my attention I was reading an article and leaving a comment, hoping I can't feel the pain but guess, I still can feel it (hindi kasi manhid😁). Ow, before I forgot this was a prompt that was initiated by none other than @JonicaBradley if you haven't seen her article, just spank me.
Our life is way too short, we don't know what comes next so it's better to use our **TIME** to be an example, to be a helping hand and to be a better individual. Life is somehow a surprising journey, there is happiness and sadness, success and failures but what should matter is not how rich and successful we are but how we deal things and the deeds that we are doing towards others. It's not always about **US** but sometimes it's about **THEM**. May I ask you, how will you use your time? `Remember it tiktak everytime and we can't turn things back.`
**TACTFUL**. Giving ideas in opposition is not bad at all unless we know how to utter words properly. Yes, we always have the right to think and say things, however, we have to be mindful and observant always. We are not always right and so are others. As we don't know what we are destined to be, what matters is how we reach our goals positively. Again it's not always about how successful a person may be but how tactful he/she is. When the time comes your degree doesn't matter but your deed will.
**IDYLLIC**. We only live once, we have time to do things that pleased us but that shouldn't include hurting someone. Living our life to the fullest is what we really wanted, right? Those dreams that we are really eager to make happen, especially being happy and getting financial freedom. Yes, I include this one because money CAN buy happiness. Why did I say so? Because we can eat expensive foods, we can buy fancy things, we can share and be a helping hand and most importantly we can do what we want. But of course there are still things that money can't buy, a home, an appetite and love. As long as we have still time, be idyllic.
**MEEK**. We can't turn back time but still hopefully I have a time machine to go back so. Not because I wanted to change the happenings but I just want to really enjoy my childhood way back then. The same today, we have different goals, journeys that we choose and paths that we take. We don't know how it ends, maybe a failure or a successful one. Then how supposedly we choose if we don't know the end of the road? Maybe being gentle, not just to yourself but to everyone that surrounds us as well. Be gentle on the decisions and always choose what your heart says, then somehow you can reach the best end.
**ECSTASY**. We can make it all, just trust the process and live the life the best that we could. Be a person full of happiness not jealousy. Be an individual who's happy with everything that has happened and deal with life with optimism.
`The more we worry, the less the happiness we feel, so why not cut that off and be the happiest person alive. That might be tough but again "Life is short".`
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What is the most brutal way to die?
A cold day my lovelies! Today I am at my aunt's house since I was visiting my sister since she was here yesterday. However, due to the heavy rain last night I decided to sleep here just so I won't get wet. Anyway, I saw this question by @Usagi (click me) and it was initiated by @Tamia. Since I can't think of any topic, I grab the opportunity to answer these spooky questions.
**Have you ever said Bloody Mary in front of a mirror?**
I guess I haven't uttered that word, not because I'm afraid to do so but maybe because that word won't pop in my mind every time I am facing the mirror. Besides, if I do so nothing will happen so why exert an effort to try it?
**If you were to commit a murder, how would you go about it?**
Since I'm not raised to hurt anyone so maybe if that comes in my mind it's better to tie myself first or ask for help co'z I can't bear killing a human. Nor my type and would never be, no matter how angry I might be. I can't hurt anyone just to fulfill what I really wanted to happen.
**Have you ever had an unexplainable experience with the supernatural?**
Yes, I did. I already told this a lot of times when I was a kid. Supernatural seems to be normal to us since we live in a province where neighborhoods are way too far. We are also surrounded by trees and bushes. So it's not new to me.
**In your opinion, what is the most brutal way to die?**
Being raped and killed, no one deserves to die like that or any other way. I can't imagine how painful it is to be touched by a stranger or worse to the person you trusted the most and end your life because he doesn't want anyone to know about what he did. It's a brutal one and a painful death, especially when they can't find justice.
**Which horror movie scarred you for life?**
Not totally scared, but I guess the Conjuring movies. It's not that I'm afraid of it's just that there are times I get shocked when it instantly shows in front. There are a lot of movies out there that give me goosebumps.
**Which horror movie murder did you find the most disturbing?**
I guess when a child-like woman killed the family that she was adopted and turned out to be 30 years old. That is Orphan I think where she's willing to kill anyone just to keep her secret. I really the part when she acted like a d*mn sacred but it turns out to be the evil one.
**What is the scariest Halloween costume you have ever seen?**
Since we sometimes don't celebrate halloween in this place so I don't think I was scared of its costume.
**Would you consider tasting human flesh for $100?**
No, not at all and not planning too. That might be almost the same with the other meat but I can't. I'm not a human eater nor a zombie to taste its flesh. Gez! That's disgusting.
**Would you agree to participate in a seance?**
Ahmmff I don't think so, I mean talking or communicating with dead people is also a risky job. I can't risk myself for that kind of work. I'm already happy to have a normal life so why would I ruin it? That may be a fun thing to do and a unique one but no! no! no! I'm not that open minded to do so.
`This set of questions is fun to answer, try it yourself!`
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I got the first kiss, She'll get the Last
I don't know why I wrote this one, maybe because this is mostly what I saw on tiktok or even on facebook. When it comes to love, we can't really understand how and when it happened, we just stunt how our world stops when we see that person and think she should be my last, she should be my other half and she should be the mother of my child. But what if it didn't go according to your plan? Not because she left you but because you found someone else? What if you let her expect things to happen but end her up broken?
**Not all but mostly some of the couple end because of :**
**Fall out of Love.** Why does this usually happen? Is this because they already found someone or they just saw that the relationship won't last long? I really don't understand that feeling because I have never experienced that. It's not always about the sparks when your body touches each other, it's not about how the world stops when you see her/him, what matters is what you feel inside.
**Lack of Trust**. Can't blame if such a person lacks trust not because you are untrustworthy but because she is afraid to show. Maybe her past hinders her to give it all, thinking that maybe you will leave him someday. Not your fault in that case, it's her but again we don't know what she's been dealing with back then. But of course I didn't say you deserve it, no one should be treated that way. The other way is when you show that she doesn't matter anymore or worse you cheated on her. See? Trust is one of the most difficult to retrieve. Trust me, I was once there.
**Irresponsibility**. When you are in a relationship, you have to make sure that both of you are responsible enough to do things, not just all about giving gifts and surprises (still matters) but of course being matured.
**Not contentment**. Why do people cheat? Maybe because they are not content with what they have, not seeing it's worth nor appreciating the effort.
There are a lot of reasons why couples separate but mostly this is the reason. I got the first kiss but why did she get the last? I got the boy but you got the man? This is like building a man for another woman, it's like taking care of the person but you don't own it. It's like appreciating and loving him every single time but he does the opposite. At first things went perfectly but when your partner sees that you are nothing compared to his new girl then trust me he will leave you and will marry that woman instantly. They said it's not all about the years that counts, then what it is? How about the memories? How about the plans? Does it end like how he wanted too? Isn't it unfair for the other parties?
Who's the antagonist to the story, does the man, the woman or the new one? Maybe the man find another because his girl acted differently or either already change? Or it's the man who's not contented or either the new one who seduce him knowing that person that already someone's in life? Remember, love is always a choice to whom you want to be with, it's always a matter of choice. But always give consideration to whom you will be hurting, or is that person deserve to be hurt? Does giving her the pain made you happy? Does thinking about yourself alone satisfy you?
`I got the class ring but she got the diamond and the wedding band.`
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Did I?
I can't imagine how hot this place is, guess it's 33°C here. Anyway, since I grabbed the opportunity to deal with the weather today, I decided to wash all the clothes. My body is really exhausted adding to how thick and heavy some of the clothes are. I even don't want to write today, but I have to. Aside from that, last night we decided to go to Roxas Night Market just so we could enjoy the food, however, we didn't expect that the line was too long and I guess it reached to Mars hahahaha (sa sobrang haba ba naman). So what we did was that since there are a lot of street vendors outside, we decided to eat in that stall. Besides for sure it will take too much time and energy waiting for the line. So why not enjoy the food outside which is not different to what is inside. We just enjoyed it for an hour, less than a moment but still I enjoyed it. Today, I want to assess myself today, if I accomplished my task and role here on this platform or if I wasn't.
**Reading 20 articles per day**
Did I? Well, I can't say I was able to perfectly do it because one of the reasons is that when my internet connection wasn't cooperating. But when I am able to publish an article then I'll be able to read more than 20 articles per day. What I did is that I'll read first before writing mine just so I could get some knowledge on how and what to write.
**1 Article per day**
The same with my reason above, I sometimes can't publish even a single one nor sometimes think of any possible articles. Lucky, if I can read some prompt which is interesting and that I can write something for a day.
**Be a sponsor**
Yes, I did but I guess they are 3 in my list not because I don't want to support others but because I sometimes forget to do so. Anyway, I'll add more but I guess not now. Actually, I ask JustMaryel's help since I really don't know how to be a sponsor.
**Earnings for a month**
Hmm I wasn't able to compute my earnings for this month but whatever the amount I'm sure it is not what matters, it's the passion that I put into it.
**Leave an upvote and Comments**
I always did, I always show support to everyone because they deserve it and so do I. When it comes to commenting I was having fun doing it especially when I relate to what the writer talks about whether about love, life or plan. Reading some horror and fictional stories made me bring to the Wattpad world again heheheh.
**Investment**
To be honest, I only have a single investment in Abra. I even wanted to try Metamask and others but sometimes I don't have the savings to do so and of course if I have I'll need to withdraw it for some necessary expenses. Maybe I'll try to invest soon.
`This article might sound boring but this is all I can do today, I'm not in the mood to think about some topic as again I really wanted to assess if I improve or not. Sooner or later I can be a good writer too and a woman who has investments but for now, this is enough. Well, this is not a contest anyway so why do I need to hurry? The right time will come and I'm willing to wait and of course work for it. But for now, I'll have to do the "Slowly but surely thing".`
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I Am A Billionaire
A super hot Wednesday (31°C) my lovelies! Wah, I don't know what to do here as I'm not comfortable with how hot the sun is. Even though I'm inside the house I can still feel its ambiance. I hope it will rain hard as I really need raindrops and thus change my mood. Anyway, since I don't have any topic to write about, luckily I saw this on @kingofreview so I grabbed the opportunity. `Without further ado, let's start!`
**If you could go back and be any age you want for a month, what would you choose?**
Can I be at the age of 8? I really wanted to go back to my childhood days where I could feel that I was free from anything, from the problems and even the responsibilities. An 8 years old who I don't think of, just having plain fun, can sleep peacefully, can wake up happily and can go to school without any burden that was carrying in the shoulder. The age where I don't have to worry about things aside from my grades. The moment where I am real to the world, where I can show who the real me is. The time where I could say, this is life.
**If you became a high school teacher, what subject would you teach?**
If I'm given a chance to be a teacher, I really want to teach my students the English subject. I love English and Filipino. With that, I want to impart things with my pupils. The subject might sound difficult or boring but I really wanted to show the importance of knowing, especially in speaking. Whereas, they can communicate well, of course that will take time but I'm willing to adjust my patience hehehh. When it comes to Filipino, this is our local language, this is where we came from. That's why it is still important to use such language and won't forget how to use it.
**What would you do if it was somehow proved that there was no God and every religion is pointless?**
If that's the case, then at least I believe that once upon a time I believed in God. Besides, if it was proven then that doesn't mean that every religion is pointless because after all it impart some knowledge. If God doesn't exist then I really don't know what to do because I was relying on Him on every plan I have, He was my provider and my everything. He may exist or not. I still believe in Him, not because I used to but because I believe to.
**If you could kill anyone in history, who would you kill?**
Hmmm maybe the Spaniards (the leader specifically) who hurt my co-Filipinos. They are the one who sentenced them to death, the one who made it hard for the Filipinos to live every single day. The heroes who died just to fight them, the trauma that they experience and of course the memories that they bring. Spaniards might give us something but still I can remember how violence they were way back then. I just wanted to kill as so the heroes still live long, I wanted to hear its story personally.
**What would you do if you were a billionaire?**
I really wanted that to happen, well who wouldn't? I wanted to:
Build my own house and so does my family.
Build a business.
Invest in different cryptocurrencies.
Help the orphanage, whether it's for child, woman or elderly patients.
Build and give donations to all the animal shelters.
Most important, helping our church.
We don't know what will come tomorrow so it's better to do good early than be late. At least if our time comes they will still remember us and our deeds. No matter what the amount it may be as long as it's wholeheartedly given then God appreciates it.
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I Do Vaping
Another hot day my lovelies! Gez! The weather seems to be really summer-like where I can feel its heat thru my bones haha. I guess most of the places experience the same, I wish it will rain as seeing its raindrops is my peace that calms my mood. Anyway, I saw this prompt from one of the best writers, only professor here and one of the generous people @meitanteikudo . If you haven't seen his article click me.
**Are you a smoker? Why or why not?**
To be honest I really hate the smell of a cigarette. It's like killing me and thus it's difficult for me to breathe. Actually my partner's father is a smoker and when I saw him holding a cigarette I always sat far from him as again I really hate the smell.
**Have you ever tried one? When? How? Why?**
No, never and not planning to. We all know how dangerous cigarettes are, it makes the lungs, heart and other parts of the body react negatively.
**Cigarette, vape, e-cig, or tobacco? Nicotine patch perhaps?**
Got to admit that I have tried vape before, when my cousin's asked me to try and taste it so I'm not that innocent ahha. He handed me his vape so I tried it. At first I was having fun using it, from one to another. But my mom was mad since she doesn't like seeing me/us (with my sister) using it.
**If you have been or you are still a smoker, when did you pick up the habit?**
Not an addict to it but that time I got it from my cousin's but of course I stop when my mother asks me to do so. I don't want to argue because I know it contains nicotine which is not healthy to the body and I don't like to reach the point that I will be addicted to it and pursue to have mine as it's kinda expensive for me. Ow, did I forget to mention that my boyfriend had a vape too? Yes, he did, he brought it from his friend since he did some cash and thus my partner grabbed the opportunity to buy it. I was also the one who bought the juice and the cotton. Am I supporting him? Maybe I did but still I dislike when he does the vaping near me as I don't like it anymore.
**Any amusing tales with regards to smoking?**
Ow this is not about me but you know what my cousins are really good at vaping. I mean they can create a technique, from forming an O shape to another one like a lot of shapes from his mouth through the smoke and a lot more. I was amazed at how good they are, they really like a pro to it.
**Does your family know you smoke?**
Way back then? Yes they do, as my cousin is my neighbor so when I tried it they saw me and besides I don't have to hide it from them as whatever the consequence it may at least they know.
**If you will take 2 users for a "yosi break" (smoking session) for some heart-to-heart, or lung-to-lung conversations, who would those lucky persons be? Tag 'em!...**
Since I don't smoke, maybe heart to heart will do. Need a friend of mine to talk about problems gotta have @JustMaryel and of course wanna know who is @Ruffa behind her hugot in life.
`I don't judge those people who use it co'z sometimes they really need it to think about things and of course to lighten up their mood when they're on a bad trip. I might not know the feeling but I understand why they tried it. But please do not take too much, it's still dangerous for your health, 1, 2 or 3 sticks will do I guess but if not just make sure you are still a responsible smoker. Gotta safe.`
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A Birthday and a Tragedy
A cold morning my lovelies, this day seems to be a little bit opposite of my usual boredom week. Waking up early isn't my type lol! Just so I could prepare things, co'z today we will be going back to Davao again. Gez! Morning travel makes me shiver as the cold breeze starts to hug me (sanaol ginahug hahaha). Anyway, our plan is to brought a ripe mango here since it's budget friendly, and it's only $0.6 for 1 kilo unlike the $1.6 in the city, unfortunately it's already been sold. As what I said in my last article, 27 was my sister's birthday so here's how we celebrate it.
**Got a creamy buko**. Since we are bountiful of buko fruit so we always have this desert whenever there's a celebration here. Actually, our neighborhood should be the one who will climb to get a bulk for it, however, they were busy since it's Sunday so we have no choice but to ask ny cousin to do so, luckily he did. We prepared it and put 2 cans of condensed milk. We even wanted to put some fruit cocktail but some doesn't like it.
**Mango Float**. That wasn't included in the picture since it was almost forgotten hehehhe. As I said, the mango here is way too cheap so we buy some early in the morning, I guess almost 3 kilos, some are prepared for the float while some was being eaten hehhe. Ow, our mango float is really a mango float since I'm put a lot of it, oppss it's not soury it's actually yummy.
**Pancit**. As a Filipino it's always have our belief to prepare it or bihon instead since it means long life. So that's what we did, my uncle cooked at least 1 kilo of it with all the ingredients.
**Chicken (with gata, fried and tinolang manok)**. Who wouldn't want it? Since my grandfather (lolo) had some chickens so we decided to cooked so we won't buy it. Well, it's organic so it's way too healthy than others.
**Grilled Fish**. This dish is always present in birthdays occasion, my mother grilled 2 big size of it.
**A cake**. We sometimes have a cake and sometimes not depends ont he budget. This time my cousin's from Davao who bought it for my sister.
It's my sister's 20th birthday. Anyway, my lolo was now leaving with us since yesterday. Last month he was accidentally fall from the ladder in his kubo so his forehead was badly bleeding and that cause his body to react. My lolo way back then was a strong man, without any sickness, no arthritis nor any age pain. But since the incident, he can't even move his half part of the body including his left hand and feet. So we guess that it's like a mild stroke, since he felt difficulty in moving so my parents decided to bring him in the house so he could be taken care of properly. With the situation, my mother immediately contact her other siblings so they would know what their fathers situation. They instantly went on Sunday, my cousin bring a folding bedand groceries for my lolo, my aunt or my mother's siblings was also here. I saw how lolo smile, it's just a simple gestures but bring him too much happiness.
`Our life is too short, we don't know what comes around so we have to be extra careful. Our family will be the one who will take good care of us when we can't do it for ourselves. Our attitude really matters, in my lolo case, he was taken care of since he was a good father and a good grandfather to us. He always understand us, when we don't feel well, we always have him.`
My apologies for not writing yesterday nor read any articles, I wanted too but my internet connection wasn't cooperating as well as my body. So I have to take a rest.
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Started to Kill
A rainy morning my lovelies! Early in the morning the clouds seem to be gloomy. Ow, didn't I forget to tell you that I am in my province right now? We actually arrived here at 3am (Philippine time), upon travelling the cold breeze makes me shiver. Gez, we are only riding a motorcycle which is too exposed to the wind and guess my stomach hurts from too much coldness. It's not that planned for us to be here anyway, I just asked my boyfriend if we will be going to my sister's birthday (27) but he said yes, then at midnight after he came back to work we started our journey, even though I really wanted to postpone nor sleep. But luckily, we came healthy and safe. My parents didn't even know that we would be coming, I was expecting that my sister told them already since I was telling her our plan but unfortunately she didn't spill any words. My parents seem to be surprised. So today, I was eager to write about this topic since I was interested to write mine after reading @BCH_LOVER "Bad Habits that I Slowly Avoid", if you haven't seen her article just click me.
`I guess I have to avoid:`
**Soury Fruits/Foods**
When I was in the laboratory, the assistant pierce the needle in my finger for the blood sample. However, he was surprised that only a small drop of blood came out. He even asked me why but I just told him, "Maybe I'm anemic". With that, he asked me to piece my other finger too but this time it's enough for the sample needed. So when the results came I was not surprised that it came out that I have moderate anemia. I even tried to google the reason for it and that it includes soury fruit or foods which is actually my favourite besides I was surprised that even stressful can make it worse.
**Late Night Sleep**
I don't know why but I sometimes sleep late especially when I was having fun watching videos on Facebook or tik tok. I spend a lot of time on my phone without thinking about the possible impact on my health. Ow, what's worse is when I spend too much then having a bath after or sometimes I start to overthink which makes it difficult for me to get the proper sleep.
**Too much intake of acidic beverages**
Am I the only one who did this? Yes, I am into drinking soft drinks especially when the weather is way too hot and I can only feel relieved unless I can drink the icy cold beverages. This is one of the reasons why I was having a UTI. You read it right, it started when I was working. It's been a month since I wasn't able to drink it but when I got the opportunity I only took 1 glass but my first ever UTI came. It actually looks worse since it came to the situation where I can pee with blood and it was too painful for me to pee every time. I was having a bad fever at that time and a friend of mine told me that if my fever got worse I needed to see a doctor. I drink water every single hour, though it was too painful to pee. Starting from that to another, even just a tiny acidic will cause me to have UTI. That's why I was urged to drink water every day. 8-10 glasses will do.
**Taking breakfast late**
I admit I always wake up late, not unless I have to cook early. I actually have an ulcer already which means I'm too bad for my body. However, I am so hard-headed to continue my unhealthy eating. I usually eat my breakfast at 10 am which is too late.
`We should live a healthy lifestyle co'z we only live once, we don't know what will come tomorrow. We should take good care of ourselves before it's too late. I still have bad habits that I have to work on but for now, I'll focus on this and from here to another until I can reach to the point where I can say this is healthy.`
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Quitting in Writing
It's night already in my place and I can now feel the cold breeze touching my skin. Here, I am on the balcony thinking about random things that I wanted to do. Ow, today is our exam day which means I really have to work on it. Yes, I did already but there are still questions that I can't find the correct answer. Gez! nakakabaliw hahaha. Anyway, since I don't have any topic to write about, I guess today is the day to spill the beans.
**I wanted to quit**. Yes you read it write I wanted to quit writing here in read.cash not because I found another job but because I don't know maybe I can't find any motivation to write on. I always feel bored though this sometimes gives me happiness. The reason might not be acceptable but it is just that I'm tired of everything, as I grow older it seems that everything makes me exhausted. From schooling to this, from where I am to even going out. I don't know what's in me but I guess I have to relax for once but do I really need to stop? Wshh! I can't even stand my decision co'z the other part of me wanted me to continue my journey here. Usual reasons:
**Inspiration**. When I can't find any inspiration I always wanted to quit, no inspiration means no motivation. I can't write when I don't have a reason to do so.
**Topic and Content.** One of the most difficult parts of being a blogger is to find the perfect topic. No topic means no content. When I can't think of any and feel like it's nowhere to be found, I want to quit. I don't really want to pressure myself on thinking about things when in fact I really can't.
**Place**. This doesn't mean finding a place on the platform but it means finding my place here in the real world. Having a noisy neighborhood won't do any good. I can't think properly and if I can, it always stops since I was distracted by the loud noise they made adding the vehicle that was passing here to there (the house is near the road). Kids were laughing around which I can't concentrate, the noise of the television and even the videoke. I am sensitive, yes I am. When I want to write I really hate noise, even just neutral noise, concentration is what I really need.
**Journey**. Is this really my written journey? Have you ever thought about this too? Where it instantly came into your mind is this where I should be? if you don't then I do, I always ask myself is this what I want? Does being here give me the true happiness I ever wanted?
`I have a lot of reasons to quit writing, reasons that give me a headache when I overthink it ahahaha. In fact, when I first ever started here I already wanted to quit co'z my main reason is I don't have any topic to write on or sometimes I'm busy. Bur guess, it's been 4 months and still here I am. Maybe because I got it all wrong, I was wrong that I don't have a topic to write on co'z I always have. I was wrong that I don't have any motivation to do so co'z I always have. My eagerness to learn, to discover things, to widen my knowledge and to share as well. Does it make me happy? Yes it did, there might be thousands of reasons to stop but I always got this one reason to continue and that is PASSION.`
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Not my type
Another day, another journey to write. I guess everyone is happy and excited right now as BCH started to pump. Can't wait to fly it to the moon and never go back. Gez! Well lucky to those who have investment hehehehe. Anyway, let's start another part of Never Have I Ever: School Edition Part II by @BreadChamp.
**Skipped school to do something fun?**
Not my type. When I want to have fun I always make sure that my class is done or our teacher won't enter the class. I don't know what but I always afraid of the consequences, what if I fail? or what if my parents know that I'm doing such stupidity just to have fun. My friends always told me to join them, especially when there's a fiesta. I did but I assured them that it's lunch break and would go back to school right before the class started. They won't force me when there are times I have to reject them, especially when I am doing some important thing such as practicing for the incoming contest. Maybe I can skip a class when it's my time to train my capabilities in writing or in other sci-doku games. My adviser always asks me to represent the school though I have doubts about my abilities to win the contest. However, that doesn't matter to me as long as I enjoy and give my very best.
**Enjoyed studying?**
Yes, I really wanted to study way back then but now, let's just say it changed a little bit. The older I am, the more lazy I feel. When I was in my high school days, I only had two routes, my home and my school. I study everyday especially when it's exam day or some subject might have a quiz so it's better to be prepared. I'm also like that when I was in my 1st-2nd year college, but now when I reach 4rth year, gez! I feel lazy to the max ahhhhhh😂 I know the end is coming but of course after this, another journey to study but this time I have to make sure that my eagerness to learn, read and study will be higher than before. Finding a job needs time to study, during work I have to study and after I have too. Learning helps me grow and we shouldn't stop ourselves from discovering things, going out of our comfort zone isn't bad at all.
**Hit someone hard?**
Again, I'm not a bully type, so I won't hurt anyone except when I was laughing so bad and unintentionally hit my friends legs or back hahaha. When my friends seem to be funny I hit him hard ahahahah. Yes, I did that way back then when I couldn't control my emotions. Not now of course.
**Played a prank?**
Not a prankster woman. So I never ever did a prank to anyone, not to my classmates nor to my teachers. I am more focused on my academics than to do such violent or unimportant acts just to be called a "prankster". So ya, not my type to act stupid and would hurt someone just for fun.
**Stolen someone's lunch?**
Not me again hehehe. I never tried to steal someone's lunch, why would I? To have fun? To gain friends? or just because I wanted revenge. No matter what it is I never did that. I won't steal others' food co'z I know the feeling of finding things but your classmates hide it. Not fan of being such a d*mn kid.
**Send a love note?**
Do I have to admit that I did it? lol! Yes I did. Sending love notes to my crush and back hahaha. Ow, sometimes I make love notes when my friends ask me to do so. hahahahahaha
**My school journey might seem boring but I guess it is hehehe. Ow, being focused in school also taught me to discover things around me, to understand what will happen next and to think about my future carefully. However, there are instances that what I wanted to happen will never happen even though I already give it all. Not my fate maybe or not yet my time. Whatever it is, I'm willing to wait for His perfect plan for me. I know it will always be better.** `Wanna care to share your school days journey?`
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Cheating during an exam?
A productive Wednesday my lovelies! Yes, today is a productive day for me as I have to wake up early, do my routine since I will be going somewhere important. I can't spill the beans but I will soon. It's gonna be a surprise for now hehehe. Anyway, I saw this relatable question of @BreadChamp where it was initiated by @kingofreview.
**Skipped a class?**
To be honest I did that once, I am a studious woman who always goes to school though I'm not feeling well. I only did that since our group missed the video submission of our one subject so I skipped class and did our drama recording outside the campus.I still remember how disappointed my teacher is especially to me co'z she knows I'm not that type of person. After we made the video and editing we hurriedly went back to school and that's when our adviser saw us. She scolded us at that time and I felt embarrassed knowing what I did.
**Cheated on my exam?**
I rarely did when I was in my high school days. I always studied way back then, I always gave myself some time to read my notes. When it comes to math I don't know but whatever I do won't make any progress co'z everything won't be stuck in my mind it is like a wind phew it's gone. So I did it when math class, not unless I knew the answer of course. When I reached college I did that as well, especially when it's an online class. It seems to have an advantage and disadvantage. Ow, there are also some teachers who won't enter the class just leave a quiz or exam without even discussing the topic .
**Forged my parent's signature?**
Never did that, when it comes to school I always ask my parents for their signature. Their opinion really matters, if they want me to go or not, if they will allow me or not. I don't need to forge their signature because I'm afraid of the consequences.
**Bullied anyone at school?**
I'm the one who got bullied. I'm not a bully type but a victim one. They always made fun of me for no reason. Maybe they feel that I'm too close to the teacher, well not my fault they trusted me so much. They also made fun of my height co'z I'm only 4'9 hahaha. Yes, they called me "dwarf". But I am used to it so it won't affect me anymore.
**Make fake excuses for being late.**
Ow, sometimes maybe? But usually when I'm late in school I will tell the reason, there are instances that I have to lie especially when the teacher seems to be strict. So yah, fake excuses will do.
**Had a crush on someone in the class?**
Crush? hmm I bet. My crush sometimes became my boyfriend hehehe. When I was in high school I still remember how adorable my brush is. He is a simple, shy and quiet type of person, he is studious too. So as time passed by we became official. Believe it or not we are almost a year, but there is almost pno communication inside and outside the school hahaha. No reason why we broke up or we did? Just our relationship stopped without any reason or talking. That's it hahahaha. For now, my partner became my classmate too , so yah I still have a crush on him even though he is mine (char kilig yarn?)
`Am I a good student or not? Well, neutral maybe? There are times that I miss going to school, the laughter and the bonding after the class is what I really missed. I hope everything will be fine soon.`
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I Can Do Both
A warm morning my lovelies! Another day, another journey to continue. I guess everyone is productive right? opsss excluding me cuz I don't have anything to do aside from doing my assignments. Ow! I saw this silly question from @Theblackdoll which is really funny and of course grabbing the opportunity to answer it on my own is my choice.
**Talking Pets or Talking Babies:**
I am always vocal that I am a pet lover so I'd like to talk to pets since I'd love to understand their feelings too. I like to see how they will respond when I ask them a favor. I'd love to know what they like and dislike. In that way I can give them the attention they want. Well, talking babies is great too but I don't like the feeling, maybe it takes time for them to spill a word.
**Fainting or Farting:**
I never try to faint co'z if I feel dizzy or something might happen I just sit and ask my friend to assess me just in case. When it comes to farting, I already did that ahahahah. I was doing that inside the jeepney but since no one knows so I'm okay with it.
**Loud Neighbors Vs Nosey neighbors:**
Can I be far from these two? Gez! I don't like living with them. But if I have to choose, maybe I'd rather go for a nosey one. I used to have a neighbor who always talked behind my back, my failures and my problems so it's not new to me. But having a loud neighborhood is something. I love to sleep and I really hate when someone wakes me up or their noise is the reason, co'z believe me or not when my cousin's like that I always get angry and shout at them to shut their d*mn mouth.
**Free Lunch or Free Dessert:**
Dessert will be good to me. I really love when someone treats me to the dessert section. Gez! I love sweets. It's okay if the lunch isn't free co'z I can have it in my way (cheap way hehehehehe para tipid)
**Bad breath vs Bad body odor:**
Ahmmfff do I have to choose between the two? This isn't nice at all hahaha. Maybe if I have too, just having body odor is okay than having a bad breath. I can apply deodorant or perfume just to smell nice, I can take a bath 3x a day if needed but having a mouth problem isn't good and will never be good.
**Fall on Butt or Fall on face:**
Both hurt but falling through my butt is a little but okay than falling through my face. If we base on the position butt is usually the one who received the pain hehehe.
**Phone in bathroom or no phone in bathroom:**
No phone please, I don't bring my phone inside the bathroom co'z I'm afraid that it might get soaked or wet. Besides, what's the purpose of bringing it inside?
**Dine in or Take out/Delivery:**
Both? I like to dine in as I want to spend my time with my partner's outside but of course ordering in Food Panda is a good choice as well, aside from the hassle-free we can also eat the food while watching Netflix in our bedroom.
**Licking or Sucking:**
May I know what particular part?lol!I mean if it is food or what? Well, I can do both 😅
**Ugly Genius or Hot moron:**
Hmmff difficult one but I'll go for ugly genius, as I always say it's always personality over looks. He might not have perfect beauty or be hot but at least he is a genius enough (but can have both 😁)
**Give lap dance or Receive one:**
Maybe I can give him a lap dance if he asks me to do so. I would love to move my body and sway from left to right hahaha
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Spending my Vacation
Another hot weather my lovelies! My phone says today is a 27°C shower, however, it says the opposite. Gez! I really wanted to rain hard co'z I miss taking a bath under its drops. Anyway, I saw this Q&A of @Sequoia and it seems to be interesting but I added some questions through the link that @BreadChamp posted.
**What is your ideal way to spend a vacation?**
It's been a dream of mine to go to Switzerland where I can be in another place and another country. Where I can be near to nature, the sound of the spring, different animals and of course different weather. This has been my goal to be in that place and from that to another place. Beaches, foods, local products and delicacies.
**What makes you dislike the person?**
When a person is somehow rude, liar and acting holy. I don't like to meet this kind of person where it seems that he knows everything where in fact he doesn't, where he acts to be perfect and would harm anyone just for fun. I don't like when he lies and acts like he doesn't. But what I really hate is when he acts scared that even breaking a glass is impossible but turns out to be the worst.
**Are you happy with the people you surround yourself with? Why or why not?**
Can I say neutral for now? I'm not because as I said I am living with my partner's family which I sometimes see as toxic (this might sound inappropriate but that's what I felt). I'm happy as well co'z I am with my special one, he makes me happy every single day. Ups and down is truly happening.
**When was the last time you cried?**
Ow, I have to admit I cried last night because we had a fight. Yes I am like that, I am a crying woman when I feel hurt I cried, when I feel ugly, unworthy and unloved I cried. When I overthink I cried. I always cry because this is my way to release all the pain I felt inside, listening to music won't stop my tears from falling down, going to the mall won't stop it as well. Just my pillow knows what I've been going through.
**What’s a secret you’ve never told anyone?**
I don't have secrets anymore that no one didn't know about. My partner's know and my friend did as well. I'm not that secretive person so whatever happened I always shared it.
**What was your most inappropriate or embarrassing fart?**
Ahmmff when I fart inside the jeepney ahhahaha. Don't judge me, okay, I did it because my stomach hurts a lot so one thing to do is fart it but I make sure it doesn't make any sound (iipitin is the key para hindi tumunog lol). I feel embarrassed but since no one knows so I think it's still okay 😅
**What age would you like to live to?**
Maybe around 80 will do. I don't want to die early nor too old. I want to see my children achieve their goals and life and have their own family. I want to witness how happy they are before leaving. I don't want to be a burden to anyone so it's better to die at that age.
**What is the nicest compliment you’ve received?**
"You are beautiful", my partner always said that I'm beautiful, cute. He even pinch, hugged and kissed me. He always tells me that almost everyday. But you know what I want to hear is "I'm proud of you", I don't know if I already heard that one.
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San Miguel Beer, wanna bet?
A hot Sunday my lovelies! The weather says it's 31°C outside and I don't like this kind of climate here, adding the polluted air since we're living near the road. Gez! I can feel it though I have a roof under my head. It seems to suffocate me. Anyway, I saw this interesting prompt so lemme start!
**When and what was your first alcoholic drink?**
I guess when I was in high school, it was my cousin's birthday and it was held on the beach. My cousins (boys) told us to try to drink in the other cottage co'z they know we haven't tried it yet. I even hesitated to agree so my younger sister and I asked our parents about it, luckily they agreed since there's no other people around. At first, my face changed as I tasted the alcoholic feeling inside my tongue, I even wanted to pour it but they force me to try for once so I did. I can vividly remember how painful my stomach was that time. I always go back and forth to the comfort room since my body isn't used to it. My stomach ache was unbearable that time, the pain and feeling of anger to my cousin's since they forced me to drink some. But they just told us that what we feel is common since we are newbies to it. After that, we directly soak in the beach just to relax co'z trust me it's not good. From that, I never tried for how many years since I don't like the feeling, I even ask myself, "Why did I try it in the first place?"
**When was the first time you got drunk?**
Maybe when it was my grandfather's brother's funeral. Before that, my lolo was not in a good condition but still he managed to clean and sometimes act like a child. When he was cleaning the bushes in the yard near the road (we told him he doesn't need to clean co'z we can do it) he was accidentally hit by my friend's motorcycle that caused him to die. I haven't seen how it happened since I was inside our house, I only heard the motor scratch and the shouting. That's when I realized what happened, I panicked as well co'z I didn't know what to do. When I knew who was the one who hit him I was so angry that I ever wanted to slap that person hard. What's painful is when I realized that my friend/classmates/relatives did it unintentionally. I know it was an accident and no one wants it to happen but he was extra careful in driving then that shouldn't happen in the first place. He was driving at a high speed. Anyway, during that time we didn't have a choice but to accept it, together with my neighborhood we drank San Miguel and that got me drunk but not that worse.
**What's the most stupid or craziest thing you did under the influence?**
Do I have to share it? Hahaha It was a ridiculous moment which I don't want to remember anymore. Gez! okay okay so I kissed someone that time. I know it's not good, right? but it really happened. But of course it's my boyfriend (Ex now). When the morning came I felt pity and shy about doing it hahahahaha. Phew! What's in my mind at that time to do such a thing? Ow please don't judge me. I'm under the alcoholic drink and it happened once.
**If there's someone here on the platform you would like to get drunk with, who is it? Why? Tag them!**
If @JustMaryel would like to try, why not? so that I can hear her drama in life too hahahahaha. If my friends are here I'll surely tag them. Ow, maybe @BCH_LOVER wants to get drunk too, or @Ruffa ? Hmmm maybe it would be fun. How about @Athaliah and @Sequoia , wanna bet? I won't force just to those who are free and wanted to try the taste of alcohol 😂
**What's your poison of choice?**
I can drink wine and San Miguel beer and the rest no.
**What's that brand or kind of alcoholic beverage that you won't like to drink again?**
"Redhorse'' and "So nice Korean drink" hahaahah. I can drink any wine and San Miguel but when it comes to Redhorse my body can't take it anymore. Even the smell of it makes me throw up instantly. Last Christmas we tried so nice Korean drink but guess what? it made me almost throw up. I tried to eat some chips so that I won't.
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Continue or Restart with your life?
It's already the weekend, my lovelies. What's your plan today? An out of town getaway or just a plain workaholic? I guess some might take a break from the frustrating weekdays and maybe some are just trying to finish the job as early as possible. Well, don't forget to relax and chill for once, your body needs it. So, anyway I saw this article by @Kleah97 yesterday about the "**Hard Edition Vs. Deep Edition**", if you haven't seen her article spank me.
**Be famous or rich**
I would rather be rich than to be famous co'z I can be popular when I have enough money. I can live my luxurious life where I won't think of where to find food to eat. I won't be thinking of where to get money to buy this and that, to build this house and to support my family needs. Who wouldn't want to live with a pocket full of money? I guess everyone wants to. When I am rich I can do everything I want, expensive gifts, bags, shoes, even those limited edition products. I can have those diamonds and gold jewelry and through that I can be famous. It's like living the life of my dreams.
**Give up mobile for a month or Give up bathing for a month**
I don't think I can choose any of these. I am a woman who can't sleep without taking a bath co'z if I don't then my eyes are open wide the whole night nor I can live without a phone. I am even still bored when I have one how about without any. Besides, I need my phone because I'm still studying and it's online classes. I don't want to fail any of my subjects. If I don't have class and I'm living in my province, I can give up my phone, why? Simply because I can do a lot of things there, planting will do.
**Forget your partner birthday or Forget your anniversary**
Kinda tough questions, maybe it's better to forget his birthday than to forget the day I said "Yes". I don't want to forget our anniversary because that means to us, it's the day we shared our love together, it's the day we can say "we are official" and the day that is memorable for us.
**Find the passion or find the love of your life**
Find passion in everything, especially when it comes to work. What I love to do and what best suits me. I don't need to find love co'z I believe it will come at the right time. Love will find me, not me. It's okay if I can't find that love for now, what matters the most is I can find my passion towards anything.
**Be able to read minds or predict future**
I'd rather be able to read minds, why? Simply, I want to understand what they are thinking, I want to know what's running inside their head. Maybe their mouth is lying but their mind won't. I want to read who I am to them, and what they are to me. I don't want to be stupid and believe what they are saying when their minds says the opposite. I maybe won't be able to predict the future but God will decide for it. It's gonna be a surprise for everyone.
**Continue with your life or Restart with your life**
I wanted to restart my life over and over again, however, I chose to continue. My past isn't as bad as I think, it taught me to be tough, it trained me to be better, it assessed my capabilities to do things. My life is nothing without my experience, that makes me who I am today, dark secrets and painful truths are there but no matter how difficult it is I won't choose to restart it.
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4/$280
Cheers to my 4 months journey here in read.cash. Who would have thought that I can reach that long where in fact I really wanted to quit in the first place? Gez! I can't imagine that I already wrote a lot of articles, this shows the real me behind my name. This platform is my saviour not just financially but emotionally as well, when I don't have anyone to talk to I have y'all who listen to my rants and ramblings. As of today I celebrated 4 months with over 91 subscribers, thank you for your non stop support, that means a lot to me. As I calculate my income, I could say it's not that bad as I earned almost $280 (14,000) and I'm near 1BCH. However, I don't have that cash in my wallet as I already spend it on some other necessities including bills, food and other wants. Maybe this seems to be a good reminder for me to pursue my writing career through this platform, it might take time and effort but I'm willing to learn from those aspiring authors. **FOUR**
**Failure**. My journey isn't as easy as it tells, I experienced failure not just with my abilities to create a great work but with myself as well. There are instances that I really wanted to quit as I thought my writing skills weren't worth it nor enough. Adding that sometimes Rusty won't visit me and that I lose my self-esteem to write more, to work hard for it co'z I already saw what would be the edge if the road "disappointments' '. When I don't write it doesn't always mean that I am busy but it is also because I don't have any motivation and courage to continue, why would I when I know I will fail.
**Overthinking**. I can't let that word stay away from me co'z it was in me after all. When I fail I always overthink that I deserve it because I am not capable of doing so. I am a failure and will always be, this kind of mindset I have when I used to overthink things where in fact it doesn't require. It stops me from doing the things I love, it stops me from growing and learning, it stops me from taking my next step to move up, it stops me from showing the real me.
**Undeniable**. This is what I am, not just a happy, positive and easy go lucky Probinsyana. I am a weak woman who needs someone to lean on , who needs crying shoulders when I feel I can't do it all by myself. I am what I write. My heart outs when it's needed. I am undeniably in love with this platform.
**Remedy**. Read.cash is my remedy in l the pain I have. My medicine helps to calm my mind, where aspiring authors are found, where valuable lessons in life are shared and where meeting new people seems to be meeting new opportunities. Words are found where authors talk about life, love, travels, journey, pain and rants. My remedy is somehow different but this is the best.
`For all the people who were there through my entire journey, a million thank you for your support. You mean a lot to me without you, no Probinsyana is here. Without you, I can't find my peace and beautiful place, without you guys I can't show the real me. Cheers for more months and years to come, it might be tough but I'm pretty sure I can. I might have thousands of reasons to quit but I always have this single reason to continue. This is life whether to go up or down. Special mention to my "kabit in life" @JustMaryel.`
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Looks or Personality
Ow, look how the time flies so fast that we didn't even notice we are now almost at the end of the month. I hope everyone is doing well even though challenges make it difficult for us to enjoy life. Are you planning to have a getaway trip? Out of town maybe? or just simply working? Whatever it is, don't forget to live the best of your life. Keep grinding my lovelies! Anyway, I saw this question from @ExpertWritter which I grabbed the opportunity to answer it too. If you haven't seen her article just click me.
**Taller or Shorter**
Since I'm a petite yet short one I prefer to have a partner who's taller than me. It's better that way than being with the shorter one.
**Talkative or Quiet**
Can I choose neutral? I like when a person is talkative, however I can't think properly if he keeps on talking about things. A quiet one has an advantage too co'z sometimes we see him the peace we need. But having a neutral one is much better as long as he knows how to listen and respond as well.
**Short or Long Hair**
Short hair will do, I like it when a man has short hair rather than long ones. I already have mine so it's better if he got short.
**Bad or Cute**
Obviously it's cute, I don't like men who act bad when in fact he looks rude and acting stupid. Cute one is way better as long as he is good as well.
**Sport or Music**
I'm not a sports person anymore, so this time I'll prefer to have music to calm my messy mind, to think positively and to be happy. Music somehow helps me to enjoy things.
**Older or Younger**
I prefer to have an older partner knowing that it is mature enough to handle things especially when it comes to relationships. I don't like to be the one who keeps on begging for us to be okay, I don't like when he doesn't understand my likes and dislikes and always thinks about himself. When it's matured then no need to think a lot co'z he already knows what to do.
**Movies or Karaoke**
It depends on my mood, I like movies as I really wanted to spend time with him, relate and understand the movie is great as well. However, sometimes it's better to sing a song from the top of my lungs to release all that I have inside but take note I don't have a good voice hahaha.
**Looks or Personality**
Most important choices, some might choose beauty over character but not to me. Maybe only rare people say this but what really matters for me is the attitude of one person no matter what his look may be. Yes, he might be good looking yet a rude and immature one, would you like to spend the rest of your life with that person? Not me, I love a person who has good traits, who will take good care of me not just thinking about himself, who loves me as I am to him, not a man who only wants pure fun, nothing serious.
**Wear glasses or Not**
First one, since I am always facing my phone all day, I want to protect my eyes by wearing glasses, but when I'm outside too I sometimes use it just to avoid the heat of the sun.
**Text or Call**
Call is way better than texting, I don't like to type a long message. I'm tired of it so it's better to say it thru calls that's why sometimes I voice message it when I don't have loads for it hehehe.
**Hug or Kisses**
I love the feeling of a warm hug co'z I feel secure and safe. When he hugs me it's like he removed my worries in life, my why's and what if's.
**Cold or Romantic**
Who wouldn't like a romantic one? Those simple gestures that can make my heart flutter, the feeling of having someone who's romantic is somehow cute.
**Ex or Someone New**
Really? Why would I go back to the person who hurt me? Why would I choose him over and over again when once is enough? Ow, I don't need to choose someone new co'z I already have mine.
**Someone you love or Loves You**
I'll always choose someone who loves me, I don't want to beg for love and attention. I don't want to act desperate when he can't love me back. I don't want to act stupid when I already know the truth. Having someone who loves me is an overwhelming feeling, co'z maybe someday I will love him the way he did. But being loved and loving the same person is a fly to the moon feeling.
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What is your love language?
Another boredom day of mine, yes nothing to do aside from the usual household chores. Waking up early to prepare his breakfast since he will be working early. Cleaning and washing the dishes. Then no more other jobs aside from it. Am I lucky? Well, maybe but trust me it is not easy to be in my situation when all you can do is obey what they are telling me to do, since I'm living with my partner's family. Can't do anything I want, seems like I was imprisoned. Moreover, let's talk about love languages today and wanna care what yours?
When it comes to love, we have different meanings for it, different languages on how we express what we feel. Love is undescribable, isn't it? Love is something that we want to feel every single second, minutes, hours, day and year. Love makes us happy yet makes us feel the pain too. Love is what we long for, especially to our family, friends and special ones. Love is like a rainbow, that is full of colors yet it will be gone when the rain comes. I wish everyone here feels love as we really need it in times of this crisis and situation. These are 5 languages that I guess my kind:
**Physical touch**
Are you the one who loves to be touched by your partner? Holding hands while walking, the one who does your hair, hugs, kisses and even including massage. Guess what, I am like that to my partner, I give him a massage when he is tired from work, I do his hair co'z he loves it when I do it and I'm showy of course holding his hands and legs hehe.
**Words of affirmation**
Verbal compliments, doesn't need to have a long message just to say it simple yet honest is worth it. I love when I receive a compliment from him, saying "gwapa kaayo ka" (you are beautiful), "dili tika biyaan" (I won't leave you), "lami imong luto" (You cooking is delicious) and a lot more. Being a woman, we really need to hear it as long as it's true, no need to lie.
**Gifts**
Thoughtful gifts make your partner feel loved and appreciated. I don't know if every woman likes this, but I belong to those who love receiving gifts, no matter what the price is. I don't need to be pricey nor expensive, I appreciate even just a flower that was picked at the side of the street. I'm okay with gifts that's too cheap as long as it's from the person I love. Ice cream or donuts. When I'm craving even the cheapest one, I'm happy to accept it.
**Act of Service**
Cooking meals, doing the laundry, is a great act that could make your partner's flatter. I hope my partner will do that too hahaha. He will just help me to do it, but he doesn't like it if I ask him to be the one to do it alone grrr.
**Quality time**
Undivided attention is an act of sweetness. No need to go on a fancy date nor expensive food just at the house talking about everything is okay for me. Just us, just our time, no phone, games and any other distractions as long as I'm with you I am already happy.
`There are a lot of love languages out there and we have to know which among them is ours and our partner's language too in order to avoid misunderstandings. As for me, all 5 are my love languages. I even ask my boyfriend what he is but he just responds "touch". How about you, did you know what your partner's love language is? Care to share? I'm happy to read yours❤️`
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Gethsemane: A place to you should visit
`A freezing Tuesday my lovelies! Yes, finally I already feel the cold breeze touching my skin again. I’ve been longing for this one, as the weather usually is as hot as me lol! Anyway, I feel this coldness because we’ve been traveling from Davao to Salumay to find a place where we could unwind for once.`
We woke up at 4am in the morning just to prepare ourselves. We hurriedly wear thick one because it is surely as cold as the freezer. I didn’t bother to eat since I’m not used to it, so I only gave myself some time to drink a choco. I thought it was just us and his cousins with his partner but I was wrong. We have a convoy, which is even more fun. We wait for the other who will join us too, the more the merrier, ika nga. When we reach Calinan, we wait for the others but this time almost 2 hours of waiting and that makes my stomach hurt so bad (call of nature hahahahaha). When they came we quickly went to the destination and had to stop at a coffee place since we really needed it. Take videos and photos for remembrance. The view is just breathtaking, the green nature, the thick fog that covers some of the scenery. Gez! I can’t miss a chance to record it. I also saw a strawberry plantation which I would like to stop and visit, however, since we are convoying, we have to stop only if it is really needed. One place to another happens, because we don’t like the view of it so we decided to go to the other place and this time we love it so much. The entrance fee is $2 per head, adding the cottage that cost $10. Upon entering it makes me fascinated by how beautiful it is inside, the pool, and the nature friendly environment. What makes it lovable is that it seems exclusive just for us, since there’s other guests here. They also cleaned the other pool when we came so it is surely clean and fresh. We decided to tour around and take a pic with my partner, while the others grilled fish since some of the food is already cooked in their house. I can say how beautiful it is adding the birds and butterflies flying around the trees and flowers.
But things make me sad because my partner’s boyfriend didn’t tell us to bring some extra because we will be going to swim, grrr. I wanted to, but I can’t since I don’t have any extra. Since my boyfriend really wanted to join them in taking a bath in the pool, I asked his cousin's wife if they had extra shorts and luckily, they had. My boyfriend has it and guess what, I’m the only one who didn’t swim hahaha (poor me). Didn’t I forget the water is freezing as well? It even had a smoke that shows how cold it is. But they still enjoy it even though they are shivering.
Our plan is to go home early but things change since they enjoy it so bad, so I guess we will be going home at night. My partner even asked his co-workers to be the one who will duty for him and luckily he agreed (they usually do that, when the other is busy, someone will work for him, helping each other). I wrote this article since I’m kinda bored and my feet are tired from walking. Ow, the clouds start to gloom and it’s like anytime soon it will rain but I hope this time not because if it did we will surely be freezing hard.
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WritingPrompt#25: Get spanked or get slapped?
Another week, another hope to move on. A hot Monday my lovelies! The sun seems to be sizzling, I can still feel it even though I have a roof over my head. Gez! It really implies that summer is coming but I'm still wishing that it will rain though it's kinda impossible as the sky looks calm and clear. Anyway, today I will be participating in the prompt that was initiated by @JonicaBradley If you haven't seen her article, spank me.
`Without further ado, lemme start!`
**Get spanked or get slapped?**
I don't want to be slapped by anyone whether there's a reason to do so or not. I hate when someone hits me, especially in my face. So it's obvious that it's better to be spanked by anything, whether by using hands. That may seem to be a little more comfortable than being slapped.
**Eat too salty food or eat too spicy food?**
I'm fond of eating sour and salty food. I was once into eating spicy food but with my situation today I just can't and I can't bear it anymore. When it comes to salty foods, I love it especially "bagoong" which best suits raw mango. Gez! starting to crave.
**Be in love or someone in love with you?**
Second choice would be, it's always better that someone loves me than the one who is crazily deeply in love with someone who seems impossible to be mine. If he will show me how much he adores me, and he will take good care of me, I'll surely fall for him too. I just don't want the feeling of asking someone to love me, to give what I also give and to beg for love.
**Hate someone or someone hate you?**
Tricky one, but I'd rather go for someone who hates me. I'm not perfect (no one is), so I'm pretty sure that someone out there hates me silently or vocally. Even if all I do is always right there is always that one person who hates me for no reason. I can't please anyone and I'm not planning to, I'm not born for it, I'm born to live my life to the fullest. When it comes to hating someone, I don't want to have a heavy heart just because of hatred, this might be inevitable but if I can, then I do.
**Have a job you hate but make good money or a job you love but do not make good money?**
Interesting questions, choosing between lover or money. If my practical attitude chooses, of course the first one will do. It's not always about love, love, love of work but as well as those who pay well. We've been experiencing difficulties for years, and money is what everyone needs. I might don't like what work I had but I have to continue for the income co'z if I go with the second choice then maybe I can't provide for myself and for my family. Sometimes, we have to think critically and practically.
**Be the caregiver or be taken care of?**
Being taken care of is a great feeling, however, I don't want to be one, a person who needs to be taken care of, can't do anything even putting food in the mouth, standing seems to be difficult and always asking for help. I want to be a woman who takes care of someone in need. I can be a caregiver.
**Live alone or be surrounded by crowds of people?**
I am Probinsyana and I will always choose to be alone rather than to be in the crowd. I can't contain the noise and of course having the toxic amd plastic people is not healthy. So it's better to live peacefully, just me and the green nature.
**Swim with sharks or alligators/crocodiles?**
I don't actually know how to swim, but if I have to choose even if I don't want to, maybe swimming with sharks, those baby sharks who still don't eat human flesh, not the Megalodon, who will swallow me whole.
**Be too hot or too cold?**
When you're hot, mostly people admire you, from head to toe,adding to how you dress but of course their expectations towards you are as high as the sky. But when you are a cold person, rare people appreciate you and I'll go for this.
**Be too hungry or too thirsty?**
It's better to be hungry than to feel the lack of water. I can't live without it.
**Be dominant or be submissive?**
I want to be someone who has the authority, the power to do things in my own way, not the other way around.
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Another wish come true
Today is kinda opposite to my usual boredom day, co'z we are here in his province to do some important matters. Phew! I really love when I'm with nature where I can inhale fresh air and of course the food is province style. However, the weather is as hot as usual, even though it's 8 am in the morning but I still feel the heat until my bones lol!
Life is short, we don't know what lies ahead of us whether we continue to live and enjoy life or we die without any sign. See? life is truly unpredictable, in fact no one can detect who, when and where the time is. It might be a tough, humpy and bumpy road but still try to strive hard, no matter it may. It might surprise you with failure, disappointment and pain but sooner or later success will be the end of the road. A trip where it tests your faith and strength, changes your character from what you were before, and people come and go without telling you. When we are desperate to do so, we make some mistakes that we regret in the end and thus believing Him so deeply is what we really need. There are instances that we think that it's like we carry heaven and earth but still we have to overcome it. From being shy to a warrior, from being unconfident to full of confidence, from being naive to someone who knows how to handle things without any help. Life is a cycle, there's no other way when we are up but to go down and vice versa. Despite how challenging it is as long as we have breath there is always hope.
When we die, people only talk about how good we are to them, but when we are alive they will always backstab and talk negatively behind our backs. When we die they only see our goodness, and tell us "Nganong ikaw pa man?" (Why do you die anyway). "But.an kaau ni siya ba, bata pa pero namatay na" (She/he is good, but dies at a young age). See? They can't recognise how good we are when we are still alive. How unfair, isn't it? When we die, people only remember us when it's our birthday or worse they will totally forget that we exist. How painful it is. When our loved ones seem to forget that once we became a member of the family, there are still some who will remember us forever.
I will talk about this today, because as I said we are here in his province to finally put his brother's body where it should be. He died almost 13 years ago, and his family visits him every celebration, whether a birthday, Souls day or just simply a normal day. Finally, a dream came true of him to be finally buried near to his lolo grave, co'z before he was a not too near place but when there's an occasion we went just to put some food and a candle. But today, whatever the celebration, maybe we can do it all together. The celebration is in one place, no need to go to his place to visit him. Anyway, his father had a dream of him last night, where he wanted to finally put his grave here. I'm pretty sure, wherever he is he will be happy. There's no other place than to be with the family, with the so-called home, with the loved ones. We maybe can't choose our family but still we are blessed and grateful.
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Another Set
A boredom Saturday my lovelies! Yes, again nothing to be productive of, my daily routine is the same, from waking up in the morning, buying or cooking breakfast, visiting tiktok and Facebook and of course reading some articles and leaving a comment. That's my role every single day. Gez! Does anyone have the same route as mine? Well, some say I'm lucky because I am not under pressure, maybe physically but when it comes to my mental health, I'm not healthy anymore.
`Anyway, I see this set of questions to sis @LeticiaFelize, so I like to answer it too, since I don't have any topic to write about today. Thank you sis for sharing this questionnaire. Without further ado, let's start!`
**What animal do you think best reflects your personality?**
A dog, not because I'm a dog lover but because we sometimes have the same attitude. From being moody, foody to clingy. I am the kind of woman who will protect you as long as you won't hurt me. I can be strict and guard my place when I see you as a stranger, but when I got to know you, you will be heartwarmingly welcome. Just like a dog, I can be your best friend, your best buddy, you can tell me everything you want. I won't talk but I will listen. I can understand each feeling when I'm close enough to someone. I can be your happy pill too, if you are sad. Just like that, I can be your annoying yet sweet friend.
**What's your plan for surviving a zombie invasion?**
If this happens, maybe it's better to be one than to run just to save my own life, kidding hahaha. Seriously, I will make sure I have at least the tools to fight for the zombies, most importantly I want to have all the food, drinks and necessary equipment when this occurs. I don't want to die doing nothing, waiting for the rescuer co'z I'm pretty sure they are busy too. I maybe don't know how to fight like an action star but I know how to strike hard until the head falls from the ground. I will make sure as well that I have all the gear that would protect me from the bite. But I wish this will never happen, we aren't in the "All of Us Are Dead" movie.
**Do you have a special project you're currently working on?**
I already talked about the plan of having our own house for my partner, but for now we didn't work that out since the budget isn't enough or just because we don't have any savings yet for the repair. I'm planning to hold 1BCH but I can't stop myself from spending it co'z I still have things that I need to buy. But when we have at least $100 we will surely start making it. I was also planning to use my scholarship to repair what needed to be repaired co'z I really wanted to be out of here. I want to move freely, I want to do what I want. For now, patience is a virtue.
**Of all the problems in the world, which one would you like to see solved first?**
As the war affected the Philippines so much, I want the Ukraine-Russian conflict to stop. Ukrainian are now in a devastating situation where they are afraid to come out, where they lack food and supplies. Where they are longing for the hug of their families who fought against Russia. Everyone is affected and I can't just bear to see it. As I said, my country is way too affected, especially because of the inflation, where most of the products' prices have been rising nonstop. Hopefully, the war ends before it brings to a wider and broader conflict that might cause "World War 3".
**When was the last memorable sunrise you witnessed?**
I don't remember anymore, when we're in Gensan that's the last time I saw it but I can't say that's memorable, maybe but in the other way. I was longing to see the sunset together with my loved ones where I can feel it's warm light touching my skin. Since I was in the city I can't see it here, due to the buildings and houses that block it's light.
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After I graduate…..
A normal routine Friday my lovelies! Nothing special, just plain boredom again lol! Well I guess, I'm already used to it co'z I don't have a choice after all. I can't even do an exercise since there's no space up here nor I can't do anything I want since we're only living with my partner's parents. Again, I'm here on the balcony, waiting for the time till I can think of things that I wanted to do aside from facing my phone all day long. Maybe, I'll just play Mobile Legends or read Wattpad stories, just wanna kill the boredom I felt, co'z believe me it makes my body weak.
`So today, let's talk about the random things I want to do when I finish my degree.`
First on the list is to **Find a Job**
When we graduate all we want to do is find a job where we can earn money, support our family needs, just wanna payback to all their sacrifices. So, I just want to do the same, find an opportunity where I can showcase my ability to do this and that. I want that my possible work would be related to my degree as I don't want to start from the beginning. But I'm pretty, things are not as easy as it tells, competitors are there, those people who had an experience unlike me, those who already know things. However, I'll do my best to make that happen.
**Build my own business, investment included**
This is my dream too to have my own so-called business, where I can have my own brand, a clothing line maybe? beauty products? or just simply a business where the money is surely put up in a good and proper way. Investment is a good choice too whether in BCH or other cryptocurrencies where income is possible. Besides, I'm planning to invest in some business too partnership will do.
**Spoiled my family and myself**
Who wouldn't want this to happen? I know this takes time but I'll make that come true, where I can buy whatever my family wants, appliances for the house (we don't have any aside from the ref ), shoes, clothes, bags, whatever it is. I'll also want to make sure that I can make our house better than what it is, but of course putting a business is way better just to make the capital rolled over. The same thing I want to do with myself, I want to be spoiled , especially when it comes to foodz co'z I don't know if it's been awhile since I am being too foody.
**Travel**
This is one of my goals when I finish my study, to go to the place where I can see the other part of the world. Meeting other people with different cultures, races, beliefs, tradition and language. I want to taste every country's delicacies, local or international products and try their costumes. I want to experience being out of my comfort zone, just wanna have fun.
**Live the life to the fullest**
Above all, I'll make sure I live my life to the fullest where positivity is there, where happiness isn't absent, where I can share my blessings to anyone. Nothing can compare a life that is full of kindness. Since I was an animal lover, I want to build a home for them, where they don't have to be scared, where food is provided, where everything they need is there. I want to have a foundation for them. But of course, I won't forget to help those orphanages who mostly need it.
Nothing is impossible with God. Manifesting that to happen❤️ Sooner or later I can be what I want, in His perfect and right time. If not, then for sure His plan is way too better than mine.
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Keep It Up Girl!!
An unproductive day for my read.cash family. Obviously my day wasn't fun nor busy, just in the house sitting while reading an article. I actually have a lot of things to do such as washing my laundry that almost overflows but guess, today isn't the day for my "Washing". I do it twice a month and every 15th day I have to clean co'z I was exhausted before when I kept on washing it every single day. Well, we still have a few things to wear hehehe. I hope my day will be productive for once, in case my partner's mother will ask to accompany her in the JV Realty since they bought land for not too expensive price (Grab the opportunity ika nga).
`Enough with my chitchat, let's now move on to my topic today.`
This March we celebrate the "**Women's Month**", we will be looking back and forth on the impact of a woman inside the house itself, the society and even in the government. We have been known as woman as not as strong as man, however, we have to see the other side of it which this isn't based on the capability to lift such things, or a job that only a man can do, co'z trust me there's a lot of work that the gents can't do. A mother is the first ever woman who takes good care of us when the man isn't around. The one who breastfeeds us though it hurts but is still trying to feed us, the person who always cooks our food when we're hungry or sometimes the one who wakes us up just to take the meal she prepared. The woman who does the laundry since we're too young to do it or just we are busy with something. A woman who takes good care of us when we are in pain, the one who reminds us to take the medicine just to make us okay. But most importantly the woman who loves us more than herself. Society might define women as weak but not to me. I am a woman, maybe weak but I have my mom who is stronger than anyone else. The job (occupation) isn't the basis of how strong a person may be, let's always get the chance to see the bigger and brighter side of it. **WOMEN**
**Wisdom**. A father might have this but a mother had most of it. When it comes to parenting a woman is wise enough to decide on what is way too better for her kids. A woman is knowledgeable because, trust me, before it's labor date, she will surely search and ask for what to do when the time comes. Women are born to be knowledgeable, I mean they know what to do when such things happen, but still there are times that they panic in the first place lol!
**Obedient**. A woman is, she's obedient to her kids as she wants to spoil her children but of course the discipline is still there. However, a woman always follows what her heart says, but there are still instances that being obedient in everything/everyone is not good, especially when a mother-in-law or father-in-law already asks you this and that (I don't want that to happen to me, my children, my rules). Girls are sometimes way too obedient.
**Mentor**. Believe it or not, our mother is our first mentor. The one who taught us to walk, to talk, to laugh, to move and even to read and write. Our mother is our teacher, the one who mold our character, the one who helps us grow and understand things. The one who gives us advice, whether about life, love, school and even the future. Ow, didn't I forget that even our friends are our mentors too? When we can't ask for mom's help then we have them to rely on.
**Empathy**. When we don't feel right, we always talk to our parents (depending if we are close enough to them), especially to our mother who we know understands us even more. When we are sick, we always call "mom", when we feel broke we always ask for "mom's" advice, when we don't understand our assignments and activities we always ask "mom" for help. When it comes to friends, girl friends are way too understable and it's better to ask them for help than those men.
**Natural**. They are natural as they always show who the real they are.
`To all mothers, teens, adults, single, in relationship women, "Happy Women's Day". We are all strong in different ways and we are uniquely beautiful. If they don't appreciate us, let it be co'z we are not born to please anyone. KEEP IT UP GIRL!`
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My First Ever….
A rainy Wednesday my lovelies! Who wouldn't like this weather? I am fond of rain as it seems to understand my feelings too. When I'm too exhausted it helps me calm my soul. Every drop reminds me to never stop co'z that's what it did. The cold breeze is like someone is hugging from behind reminding me to never quit. Today, I don't want to rant but DITO Telecommunication wasn't cooperating with me this time. I'm having a hard time opening my read.cash account but when it comes to other apps it goes well. Gez! I hate when I have to deal with this kind of situation.
`Anyway, let's move on to some "First" questions and I saw this to our dear @Sequioa.`
**First app you check when waking up in the morning.**
**Messenger**, no doubt this is a daily routine. I want to see who chatted with me and of course send a response to them. I even went to some stories of my fb friends just to know how their day went. Well, to be honest I want to read if my partner responded to my goodnight message hehehe. I mean who doesn't want to know about it? Or I want to know if he saw it or just left it like that. Ow, I don't want to miss any chismis too when there's a chika in the gc just wanna make sure so I won't be late in the given information (Marites yarn?)
**Tell me about your first boyfriend.**
I guess when I was in 8th grade , it was actually not puppy love nor true love. It is just I want to try how it feels to have a so-called "boyfriend",so when the guy courted me I answered yes. However, as days passed by I felt that it was just a normal friendship, so we broke up. What's funny is we are on for only 3 days hahaha (Parang Go Surf 50 lang ang peg). With that, I realized that nothing special about it or it's just what I thought. I don't know but from then on, from one to another the outcome is always "break-up", no need to cry as deep feelings aren't involved not until I was in Senior High I guess.
**What is your first haunted house story?**
I can't point out exactly how old I am but our house is my first horror experience. It isn't haunted anyway but everything happens for no reason. Like my sister can see a dwarf and thus my mother too. I saw a wolf where I guess it doesn't exist in our place. We also experience that the clothesline (sampayan ng damit) is moving vigorously though there's no wind at all nor no one touching it. Gez! a lot of indescribable things happened inside and outside our house way back then.
**Tell me about your first cry experience.**
Is it about boyfriend-girlfriend situations? Co'z if it is, I don't know when but I did cry so hard that night and when the morning came, it's like nothing happened. It's like he doesn't exist in my life anymore, just like that. Pain after pain but I cope with it all. But when it's not related to it, I guess when my mother gave birth to me lol!
**Tell me about your first Facebook profile picture.**
While I was trying to answer this one I instantly made a search for my first ever Profile and guess what, this is way too filterize 😂 Gez! hahahaha my picture is way too far from the real me (filter is real). Anyway, just wanna share that my best friend is the one who created my account as I really don't know how to, adding that I don't have a touch screen before. She chose that photo. At first I wanted to change co'z, look at it but later on I'll just go with the flow since I can't do it all by myself. But still that looks awful 🤣
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Would you allow Purge to happen?
Un martedì soleggiato miei cari! (A sunny Tuesday my lovelies! ) I hope y'all had a productive yet happy day. Don't forget to smile cuz that's the best makeup you can ever wear. Don't pressure yourself way too much that will lead you to depression, you don't want that to happen, didn't you? Always get the chance to step one at a time, no shortcuts and always follow what life what's to you. Today I was writing about this topic as it seems intriguing yet leaves a question.
`My title says it all, would you allow purge to occur in your country?`
If you haven't seen "The Purge" movie in 2000, I'll give you some ideas but just wanna clarify that I haven't watched it all as my anger is burning inside. Anyway, this movie shows a normal, crime-free America in the near future. But the truth is, this country celebrates an annual national holiday known as "The Purge", a day when all crimes, including murder is not prohibited within a 12 hour period. Where you can kill whoever you want, whether your boss who's so rude to you, an employee you hate the most, a police officer who offended you, or either a family member you want to get rid of. Killing is okay when this time comes, you can use whatever things you want, a gun maybe? a knife, a chainsaw or whatever it is. You are free to commit for only 12 hours, isn't it immoral?
**Power**. When you have this one, I'm pretty sure you are protected, why did I say so? Simply, when you have the power it means you don't belong to the poor class. You have the authority and thus everyone will follow. When you belong to a high class then you can build something that will protect you and your family, everything is intuck, an armor house which can be armed. Everyone is safe inside the house. But my question is, how about those who don't have any?
**Urge**. When someone feels this, there is an urge to do something bad, whatever it may take. Since you can do what you want, you are free to do what you want to. No one will stop you or if someone did you can cut his neck off (sorry for the words). If you do so, are you satisfied?
**Revenge**. Isn't this the purpose of having the purge? Well, I guess maybe. When revenge happens nothing can stop a person from doing so. When committing crime is okay, why not? You've been struggling way too far, and tonight is the night to make you happy. But again, does it pleasure you?
**Greed**. Gez! This happens when you are too greedy of power, money, wealth and all you want to do is to kill who's in the higher position, aren't that fun? hah? After that, you can be in the position you want, isn't it overwhelming? But again, I wanna ask, does your soul feel the same way you do?
**Evil**. All seems to be dropped in this word, Am I right? You are doing everything just the same as an evil person did. You did what you think pleased you, you killed, you committed a crime, wasn't it made you the opposite person? I guess no? You maybe murder the person you hate but still you belong to this. You killed a father, a mother, a child, a kid, an elderly person, without knowing that they still have a family that waits for them to come back. Does it make you a great person? Now again, does this purge satisfy the anger they felt? I guess it makes you less of a person.
`Now, would you allow purge to happen, when your government implements this? Personally, I won't, I may hate someone but I won't do anything just to finish the life that God gave him/her. I'm not born to do so. I don't have any idea if this is based on a true story and which country implements this.`
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Things I Can't Lose
A warm first Monday of the month my lovelies. Gez! I can't imagine that time flies this fast but still I didn't have any improvement at all lol! Anyway, yesterday the rain became wild and that's what I was waiting for. My boyfriend told me to go to the nearby beach here so we did under the rain. I was really happy since it's been awhile since I haven't gone to one of the beaches here in his place (co'z he won't allow me when he's not with me). Reaching the place made me shocked as I never expected that it was full of people swimming. Gez! I'm not comfortable since I'm not used to swimming with a lot of people around (introvert yan girl?). But still we did and spent less time since we needed to go home already. What I like is that we spend time watching Netflix since my partner has been busy these past few days. `Anyway, l already talked a lot and now let's move on to my topic for today.`
**I Can't Lose my Cell Phone**
Who can live without it? I mean these things mean a lot to me. I got it when I was working way back then and I really treasure it since it means hard work and courage for me. Every photo that I save is way too memorable, my family since I didn't get the chance to visit them, my school activities which I can't lose, my photos with him especially on special occasions adding the files that for sure my sister can use in her next years. These things help kill the boredom I feel inside, besides I used to have since then so I guess I can't live without you lol!
**Charger**
Well I can't lose in the fact that I really need you every single day. Without you, I can't find happiness (parang sobra na ata hahahah). I even use you while I'm still doing something on the phone. When you get too hot I just ignore you thinking that I really need to make my phone full as early as it can. Lucky to have you and you stayed by me for how many years. Besides, my boyfriend uses you too because you are a fast charger and that's what I like about you.
**Wallet (with ID's)**
There are times that I forget to bring you when I'm in a hurry but I'll come back no matter what hahaha. The money is there, my identification card is there and I don't know what to do when I lose you. Gez! You really mean to me as you are part of my life already.
**Eyeglass**
I don't want to use my phone without my glasses co'z I already feel the pain of my eyes just because I spend too much. You got an anti-radiation which I really need from you. There might be times I feel annoyed when I use it but still you are valuable to me.
**Sun Defense (face & body)**
I started to use you when I saw a lot of videos that said you are way too important for the skin whether I'm going outside or not. With you I almost got clear skin and won't worry about having a sunburn just because you protected me. I always use you once a day every morning and I'll make sure that you have a high spf. When it comes to my body I use you twice a day co'z I want to have a white and fair skin. When I forgot to use you and came out under the heat of the sun, I got a sunburn and made a dark spot in some of my skin and thus I realized that I have to bring you wherever I go.
**Author's View**
I have a lot of things that I don't want to lose since every thing I have is well treasured. I don't want to see things that got out of my hand knowing that it means a lot to me. **How about you, what things you don't want to lose?**
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#FirstExperienceread.cash: Beyond Blessed
Happy Family Day my dear read.cash family! Today is the first ever Sunday of the month. Anyway, I hope you're all doing great as you are. Aren't done with your plans? co'z I'm sad to say I never had one. I'm here in the house, nothing to do aside from cleaning. Gez! This might sound relaxing but trust me it's too boring where the only thing that makes me fun is my phone, scrolling up and down. Nothing more. Enough with my blabbering words, let's start with the prompt that was initiated by my "kabit" @JustMaryel . If you haven't checked her article, read it here.
First article I wrote was about "**I Exist**". At first I'm not that confident enough co'z I know I still have a lot of improvement to do adding that when I read some works here I could say "She's/He's good at writing". I'm not envious nor jealous, I used such a person to be my inspiration. In fact, when I read some deep words, I always got the chance to google it (happily Mareng google cooperates). I actually didn't know that this platform exist not until JustMaryel introduced me here for months before I said "Yes" co'z I was thinking that I can't make it since 600 words is way too many for me. She introduced me in her account and thus I gained some attention here. I was overwhelmed when I read the comments, the warm welcome that makes me feel like I already belong to the family. From that, I started to subscribe to other writers too, to be friends with anyone and my kabit told me to search for @FarmGirl, so I did. I read her article and guess, I was surprised how great a writer she is. From that, I started to be close to others, from one to another and I can't even imagine that I'm now 3 months here. When the first ever Random Rewarder visited me I didn't know that he was Rusty, I even asked JustMaryel about him but she told me that he was the giver and that he gave me so much courage to continue. Wherever I see him pop in my notification, I know I earned from that article and it's worth it.
When it comes to first sponsorship I have him @Mictorrani whom I was overwhelmed with. At first I didn't know where to tap the accept button since I was a newbie, luckily I have Maryel whom she guided me. From him to other sponsors until I guess I have 10 now. I can't contain my happiness since the day I start. I mean, they trust me, they support me in every way they can and I really really appreciate it. I actually didn't get the chance to post my first sponsorship co'z I didn't know how to. As the time passed by, I started to learn things here in read.cash. I tried to explore but of course I need my kabit's assistance. I don't want to make a mistake or what hehehe. She even told me that I became an addict since I always visit the platform when we still have class. I read an article when my teacher discusses. I don't know why I did those but all I know is I want Rusty's attention and I can read more as I can.
This is my first ever payout, at first I thought it was sc@m co'z I always read about different schemes. However, when I sent the money from Coins.ph to my partner's gcash (since I don't have one before) I was surprised that it's really a legit site. The transfer of funds might need a payment because I always pay 10 pesos in every transaction co'z I'm afraid that for how many hours the money might not transfer. From then on, I always withdraw my money and leave only a few amount so that when the value of BCH pumps I still can get the money that had been lost when the market turns bloody. I was really happy that for now that I have this job at least I can provide some for myself. I mean this helps me financially, when it comes to paying bills, foods and other errands.
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Being a writer is a tiring job, this challenges my ability to think as fast as I can. This helps to improve my language as well as the proper use of words. This platform is way too beneficial not just about the income we can earn but as well as it brings us to the outer world where cryptoverse exists, where I can gain knowledge about different coins and tokens. A platform where I can share my problems when I can't do it here in the real world. Where I tell my ramblings but still get sympathy. I will never forget this site and I'll do my best to reach for years and more here.
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