In the middle of the night, I woke up. I grab my phone and open the wifi, ting! ting! ting! ting! I've received a lot of messages in my messenger. And someone chatted me, hey can you go out and meet me in the backyard. I quickly stand and fastly walk to the backyard, I saw a guy, standing firm, and has a well shaved hair, I can say it just by taking a glance, he suddenly turn his face on me, and I was shocked, I've met him before. We talked, jam and count the stars together in the backyard. Days passed and the cycle continues. One day I was once walking the hallway and found a newspaper, I saw an article "A teenage boy was murdered because of jealousy", I was reading the full article and someone tapped me, hey lets go? I didn't finish reading the article. The night came and as usual I woke up in the middle of the night, I felt so cold, and then suddenly someone hugged me from the back! I was so shocked that I've jump in my bed and look for the person, but I'm all alone. I was waiting for him to chat me, but didn't. I miss him for how many days had passed and he doesn't chat me, is it just my dream? I was in the classroom and the nerd in our class is reading a newspaper and as a bully I grab the newspaper and notice that it was the same newspaper I was reading 2 days ago. I finished reading the article, and was shocked, that the guy I am meeting in the backyard is the same guy on the article. And I remember he was the guy that my troops, Oh my god! He is! He knew from the very start that I am bisexual, and his blue eyes that always staring at me made me realize that he likes me. After knowing the truth, I've distance myself to my troops but I never met him again.