"Just a dream...and love"

When I got married to Avro, I didn't understand what was going to happen. Very suddenly and very normally our marriage took place. In general, I don't want to talk about the program, the program has become a mashallah, there was nothing lacking. I was talking about the whole process. Where someone will come and give me a little stab ... "Apu, the groom got it like that". From the beginning to the end of the marriage, everyone had such an idea, all the needs Mithila, her groom will be like what we need to break the headache!

I noticed on the wedding day with great frustration that I did not know the boy sitting next to me. I only know the name, once in the digital age, I did not even do the job of calling and talking a little. My girlfriends are getting married with love, taking pictures with their son-in-law on the wedding day, what a smile they have! Sometimes we sisters-in-law also took pictures ... And in my case! Once Avro came to see me, and once I made him my property by wearing a ring on Avro's hand. Property is property that is not known.

I am a very lutuputu type of girl, who loves to live in red. I get tired of reading type books that have been crying all day, my mind does not get tired. Chase friends, "When did you call me that romantic picture?" The people around me are uneasy about my irritation. My very dear friend tells me, don't freeze the Himalayas with so many books, like you, or marry a Lutuputu type boy who grows one more stick, we too will live from your whining, and may you also have a speed. Otherwise, at the rate at which you are buying books, Uncle will have to sue Bankrapt after a while.

What's wrong with me? I don't know if I can make love, I don't have the courage or patience to make love. So this is the invasion of the heaven of love. I am the man of the hole. Someone must have pulled me out of the hole one day or another. I will just dream, a prince will come, will blow me away, white I want to be lost in the middle of that dream.

Alas burnt forehead, what is happening today! I don't know, I don't know, I married this boy. I didn't even give myself a chance to make love one day.

Honestly, on the wedding day I cried more for myself than for my parents. The donkey is one. Said, and get married! Anger now, wanting to break everything, unfortunately on the boy's head.

Ahare, this groom of mine, still doesn't know if his newly married wife is having all the destructive thoughts about him. I look at him again and again, but this idiot is not even doing the exercise of looking at my moon-faced face. You have passed the electrical engineering. Good thing, father, there is nothing in sight except equipment !! You idiot!

That's what I thought, I'm married to a whole handarama. The first night of the wedding is proof of that. No one will believe, but with this boy ... "Are you all right, Mithila? ... Yes, I'm fine ..." There was nothing but these two sentences.

Mithila, you are dead. Your lifelong pursuit, you can now crush and eat on the floor.

I don't know how I slept on that night of despair and life change. The two eyelids should not be one, but I slept. The feeling that I have never slept in my life, and there will never be an opportunity to sleep today. I didn't understand that I would be in more danger to wake up in the morning. The head is not accustomed yet, I am no longer at home, my mother will no longer call me. I have to get up on my own now, if I can, I have to call the people at home by ringing the bell, how much more !!

The morning sun came into my eyes. And I could not sleep, I had to open my eyes. Blinking eyes looking around, an unfamiliar room.

Where did the man go? Iss ... I think it's too late. I couldn't find anyone in the room. Strange boy, he didn't even call me once. Remembe