Not only the part of the soul that is matured, the self is also trained to know sincerity
What's wrong with being human? With the mind that should be managed in the form of business, and put the heart as a guide. It's okay, sometimes there are many flavors that are difficult to manage. Starting from hard work that is not appreciated, to being reluctant to forgive because you are disappointed and don't deserve to be forgiven.
Do you realize that your realm as a human being can only plan? It is not appropriate to dictate to God so that all your hopes and wishes come true. Maybe you forget, behind the great plans that you have drawn up, there are always thousands of possibilities and impossibility.
Not necessarily, because the failure of the plan that you desperately tried to become a reason to condemn the situation and embrace failure, it is very unfortunate. One after another, the people who hurt you, the tests don't want to stop. Shortness of breath is inevitable, anger cannot be quelled, frustration approaches, depression is unavoidable.
So great is the expectation, what's the power of the hand does not arrive. Search again the intention in the heart, what exactly is the ambition? Just getting compliments, achievement goals or other worldly things?
The feeling of the world is not always happy, destiny doesn't want it the same. Who would have thought that what seemed to be real soon would be destroyed before its time. You are human, you only have two ammunition, prayer and effort. The rest, let God work, determine what the best results are from everything you have done and sacrificed.
About things that have not materialized, about anything that is still not in hand, there are always more things that can be said of gratitude. It's not necessarily a problem to disguise the thousands of blessings that can still be felt. There is always a part of the soul that is being matured, as well as a person who is increasingly trained to know the meaning of sincerity. Postponed because it's not time yet, replaced because it's not good.
One plan fails, open means the next will also be the same. Sometimes people have to turn the steering wheel to go another direction. Because on the other side, luck can be achieved without much sacrifice.
Patience that is not narrowed, opens wider opportunities for oneself to determine what should be continued, not just surrender and be forced to accept defeat. A little selfish, for things that are good is not a sin.
Despair is not an option, but you must avoid it. There is a change that God has prepared, there is an amazing surprise after repeated failures. Just enjoy being tired, because blessings don't come from being lazy.