There's no such thing as perfect relationship. Everything is changing. People come and go. People stay. People don't. Mostly. And sometimes they stay, but that doesn't mean he/she loves you. They stay because they don't have a choice. They don't have other option. And it sucks, right? You stay but you don't feel anything at all. And sometimes people stay because they think they can't find someone better than the one they're living with. They've been blinded by the thought of how can they survive if this person leaves him/her. Even if he/she knows that this person, doesn't have that feeling anymore towards her/him. This thought has always been in and out of my mind. It keep circling trying to figure how or why is that happening.
I'm in a relationship right now. And sometimes I get paranoid. Thinking if this person I love, lose his feelings for me. I cried sometimes. Because I'm scared. What if one day, he just stop loving me. It will hurt a lot, I know. Cause this person right now. Bringing up the best in me. And I don't know what will I do if he leaves me.