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@Paganprincess

Joined 5 September 2020 · 355 posts

My mind goes a mile a minute. I'm always thinking random thoughts or looking for inspiration for new stories/poems or other short pieces that may or my not be…

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From that moment on I craved his hands on my body and felt his phantom touch. Too often this man entered my thoughts unbidden. Both welcome and unwelcome. I enjoyed the thoughts and the dreams but it was just a fantasy, a waste of both my time and energy and so I did my best to control it. I failed miserably. #workinprogress

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Clothing and school supplies are non essential items that we can't buy. Lawn and garden supplies are essential and still available... 🤔

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I get off the treadmill (which is really loud) and hear my 8 year old daughter in her room singing along to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perri.

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Another stay at home order. During this time, all non-essential retailers will close to in-person shopping, in-person dining will be prohibited and gyms and personal care services will be shuttered. Big box stores will be allowed to remain open only to sell essential goods. In addition to the closure of most businesses, the stay-at-home order makes it illegal to leave a place of residence, except for essential reasons such as work, school, trips to a grocery store or pharmacy and for health-care reasons. Schools will not be closed.

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Got my new perfume oil in the mail!!!! 😁 In related news, I smell like a chocolate bunny 🐰

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Me to my daughter: 'Can I try one of your Ferrero Rocher eggs hun?' Her: 'Yea. You don't have to ask.' Me: 'Yes I do. They're yours.' Her: 'No you don't you're my mother.' Me: 'Doesn't matter. They're yours so I have to ask.' Bottom line: Just because it belongs to YOUR child, does not make it yours.

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'Keeping the province's schools open is a "top priority," Someone please explain to me why it's deemed safe for a child to be in a classroom of 30 students or so but too dangerous to have a guest or two for a holiday meal. I really don't understand the logic here.

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So we're heading into lockdown measures again. Indoor and outdoor dining at establishments is no longer allowed. Nail/hair salons, gyms, museums, movie theaters and casinos have to close again. Non essential retail is open to 25% capacity. Malls will still be open and schools will likely still be open. Religious gatherings are at smaller capacity Private gatherings indoor are strictly prohibited and outdoor limited to 5 people. So you can crowd in with a bunch of strangers at a mall or school but god forbid you have ONE friend or outside family member in your home for a holiday meal. Further details coming later.

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It's one of those nights where I can feel my depression creeping up... 😞 I think I'll go to bed and hope for a better tomorrow. 🌛

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It's been a while I realize it's been a while since I've written anything here. It's been a while since I've written anything to be honest. Part of it is that I haven't been able to. The words just don't want to come. The other part is that I have been focusing on other things. I go through periods of time where I don't write. Sometimes for months at a time and I hate it but I know it will end eventually. In the mean time, I have been taking the time to work on myself. The last few weeks have been a rollercoaster and the last few days particularly have not been the greatest. Saving money is something my husband has always struggled with so when we got our tax return, it was the perfect opportunity to get him to put some money away, which he did. On Sunday, our TV stopped working and we had to get a new one. Unfortunately, we had to call my mother in law and ask if she could take us to get it because it wouldn't fit in our car and she has a truck. She did take us and they hooked the tv up in the store to test it. We thought it was fine so we packed it up, bought it and brought it home. We hooked it up and I started setting up all of our stuff since my husband isn't goo with that part and I went to finish up some dishes. A few minutes in, my husband decided to watch a show and we discovered an issue with the tv. Everything looked fine until you actually tried to watch a show then there was large purple shadowing. I tried to adjust the colour but it had no effect. We then tried a factory reset which still didn't work. At that point, we had no choice but to take it back to the store for an exchange. Once again, we had to call my mother in law and ask if she could take us, which again, she did. We explained the problem and they hooked it up again and saw that there was massive shadowing and they couldn't fix it so they gave us another tv to replace it. Since they didn't have the same model they gave us a different on for the same price. Half a day later, we finally had a working tv again with no issues this time. What bothers me is that the old tv suddenly decided to start working again after we bought the new one. We decided not to return the new one though since with our luck, the old one could very well go for good. Monday wasn't great either. My husband woke up to go to work only to find his car wouldn't start. He called his mother to see if he could get a ride but we couldn't reach her. I ended up calling a friend to take him. If that weren't enough, my daughter and I had to walk downtown to put money in the bank for a payment that was due to come out the next day and we almost got run over by someone who decided it would be smart to run a red light. Later that day my mother in law picked us up to go and get my husband from work and after getting him we decided to get a booster for the car and made a stop. We were crossing the parking lot at a pedestrian crosswalk when we almost got hit (the second time that day for me) my husband got angry and the man stopped the car and got out yelling at us like we had been in the wrong even though we were where we should have been and he should have waited. My husband and the man were by this point both yelling at each other while I was trying to push my husband to the store and away from the situation. When the man started advancing towards us and threatening my husband I yelled at him to back off and not touch him while still trying to push my husband away. Another gentleman had already stopped and was trying to get the driver to back off. I finally managed to deescalate the situation and we made it into the store without further incident. The next day, (Tuesday) I woke up with a horrible migraine which caused me to get sick more than once. It wasn't until later that night (around 9pm or so) that I was finally feeling better. I was afraid I would wake up with it again today but thankfully it seems to be gone for good. I only hope I haven't tempted fate by saying that. Hopefully the rest of the week goes smoothly. I would be happy with a quiet week. Today was thankfully not too bad and I even got an hour in on the treadmill. Hopefully I will be able to write something else soon such as a short story or something but I make no promises. Until then, I'll focus on other things. The good news? I have more time for reading at the moment.

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Rice, vegetables and asian inspired pork bites for dinner tonite 😋

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2 days of stress and today I wake up with a migraine. 😓

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Woke up this morning to find my husbands car battery dead so I had to call a friend to drive him to work. Then had to go downtown to put money in the bank and almost got run over. Then went with my mother in law to pick my husband up from work and made a stop where we almost got run over. Then I had to break up a fight involving the same guy who almost ran us over because he got out of the car and started coming at us. How was everyone elses day?

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Me: 'Don't make plans for me without future mes permission.'

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Them: 'I didn't know there were white people here.' Me: 'I'm here. Last time I checked I was white.' Them: 'I never asked sir.' Me: 'You know, I haven't met one in a while but I've been meaning to ask, is it hard being a troll?'

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\\-'h h qdsl[\[4122222222'=''=m x111111111111111111111111111112s2222222222222222222222222222222222222222222z This has been a message from my rat Naomi who decided to run on my keyboard.

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Me: *Watching Tara go around in circles* 'Are you okay?' Tara: 'Maybe. Probably not though.'

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Watching tiktok and a video says 'Alexa' My Alexa: *Goes off and telling me the definition of average then keeps rattling things off.* Me: 'Alexa, cancel.' Alexa: *Keeps going* Me: 'Alexa, stop.' Alexa: *ignores me* Me: 'Alexa, Shut Up!' Alexa: *stops*

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The thing going around with people (both men and women which is highly disturbing) saying if a woman doesn't wash inside her 😺 it stinks, you may just want to come out and admit you know nothing about basic female hygiene. Google is your friend use it or shut up. 👋

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Quick salad I whipped up for lunch. Tomatoes, mushrooms, chicken, a sprinkle of cheese and a little bit of dressing. 💖

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So there's a guy who for several months has been argumentative and insulting to me. Now, all of a sudden he's flirting with me. 1. I'm married and make no secret of it. 2. I know that strategy and if I was single, it wouldn't work. Making me feel bad about myself (or trying to) is NOT the way to my heart.

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Me: Alexa, read me my notifications please. Alexa: 'One new notification. A touch of darkness has arrived.'

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I didn't realize that many people have no idea what these are actually for. These cages are called Mortsafes and they were used to protect bodies from body snatchers. It was very common for people to steal bodies and sell them off due to poverty.

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Thank you for reporting that I was at the mall the other day. Would you also like to know how many bras I bought as well as their colour and size so you can tell people who's business it isn't?

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Don't waste time or mental energy on something you won't do.

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The fact that this needs to be said is sad. If you do not have a v@gina, you do not get to tell anyone who does what to do with it. You do not get to judge how what someone who does chooses to do to take care of it. You get no say in which personal/feminine products they use for their OWN PERSONAL use and health. Just because you're bitter that you've never seen one because no female can stand to be around you does not give you the right to act like you own it. And if you're another woman choosing to judge, same rules apply. If it's not yours, mind your own business.