Time Brings Major Change I wish I could say it's just been a long time since I've published anything on here, but that's not the entire truth. it's actually been a long time (longer than I care to admit) since I've written anything at all. I went through a really rough patch in more ways than one. This past year I've been suffering from horrible depression. Though I am happier now, I still wrestle with my demons some days. There's been a lot of changes since I was last on…
How many Bell technicians does it take to move internet service? Answer: 5 One to come out and say they can't do it, Another to lay the outside line, One to say they can't find the house Another to come in, look around and leave Another to finally come and activate the service.
It's A Mess Inside My Head I'm not sure how long this article will actually be but I'm writing it anyway. A lot of things have changed in the past while and I'm still trying to adjust. I've been massively stressed and it seems every time I start to feel a little bit better, something drags me back to the dark. Honestly my head is just too full right now and I guess I'm hoping typing out some of what's going on in my head will help. I left the man I spent 14 years with. There…
My Version Of 'God' There are many theories and opinions on what kind of higher being or power may exist in the universe. I personally try to be open minded but even I have my own theory on the subject. When I was younger, I was pushed into going to church even though I didn't hold with the beliefs. Ironically enough, it was an Atheist that forced me into going. Although it was never confirmed for me, I strongly believe his only motivation to forcing the issue was to make me…
Not Just Headaches I've suffered from migraines for as long as I can remember, since before I had even heard of them. At the age of 9, I finally realized that they were not normal headaches, though I had no clue what they actually were. At the age of twelve, I remember coming home crying my eyes out because the pain was even more intense than before. I felt sick, clammy, and had stumbled home half blind before finally regaining full sight just in time for the pain to kick…
Who Am I? The problem with making a major change is that it forces you to look at things differently, including yourself. For the past 14 years, I've been a wife. For the past 9 years, I've been a mom. Before that I was a sister and a daughter. I'm still a sister and a daughter. Even if I don't talk to one of my parents. I'm still a mom even though my daughter isn't with me full time anymore. I'm not a wife anymore. I spent so many years focusing on others, 24/7 it was about…
Not Quite What I Had In Mind I realize this is a few days late. I did mean to write this article a couple days ago but it slipped my mind and when I did remember again, I just didn't have the motivation. This past Valentines Day was my first one with my new boyfriend. I was both looking forward to it and not. Holidays always have a way of getting messed up in one form or another. That's just always been the case for me no matter what I do or how I try. Sadly, this Valentines…
Cursed Woods There are things in this world that aren't meant to be known. At least, that was what Marielle told herself as she ran blindly through the strange forest. Breath, run and don't fall down. Breath, run and don't fall down. In her panicked state it was all she could do to keep those thoughts running through her head. Her lungs and legs ached from the exertion. Stop. Rest a while. Everything is fine. She shook her head as the words seeped into her consciousness.…
Injuries and a Broken Phone It seems lately my issues have been piling on even more. I'm currently typing this with one hand since my left one is injured. My left wrist as well as the top of my hand are sore and swollen courtesy of my nine year old. Yesterday she decided she didn't want to go to school. Again. and I decided she would not be staying with us for the day. For a little context, my daughter chose to live with her dad rather than myself and my boyfriend. My ex…
Twisted Love He bustled around the kitchen, his movements almost as fast as his mind was racing. He had not been this happy in a long time; perhaps never before as happy as now. There was the one time, but this was better than even his best, most precious memory. There was so much to do. So much to plan. A party. They would need cake, of course. Lots of little ones. And chocolate. She did love her chocolate. He had felt a pang when he'd discovered her plans. She had intended…
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