Another Weekend!

This should probably read, 'Another Weekend Loading!' or something but I'm not going to keep my excitement at bay for any reason. We've finally come to the end of another week, or at least another five working days where we've been tasked with grueling lectures, various errands, and all manner of stuff like that.

I really need a back massage, a foot rub, and a 6-month getaway to the Maldives but I guess I can make do with sleeping in on Friday night. I was never a social butterfly, to begin with, so it's crazy to think that I'd be found anywhere but my bed on a Friday night.

I mean, some people feel like a Friday night should be spent outside (We Outside! Lol) and I respect that a lot but seriously, what? Clubbing is for the strong, honestly, because I don't see the point in overpriced drinks, dark, crowded places with all manner of people - especially the disgustingly or aggressively drunk ones - and a whole lotta noise. How is that even appealing to anyone?

Of course, there are other things one could be doing, but for me, it'll be reading, watching anime, and then sleeping. That, to me, is the height of perfection. The weekend is for recharging your batteries and refueling for an unmotivated take-off on a Monday Morning. Don't be too surprised by my tone or choice of words - I remember telling you all that this series isn't for motivating anyone, it is just merely an expression of m feelings at the time of writing.

Right now, I'm on the plane of bored, unmotivated but fairly optimistic and happy. I'd say my mental health - as a measure of happiness - is at 61% or thereabout. Obviously, it could be better, but I'll take what I can get. We Move!

I've not uploaded anything in this series for a while, and I don't know if there is a good reason for that. I mean, I had some u related writeups I just had lying around and I felt I should share those and see the reception if any. Those writeups are at least one year old, and I wrote them for different purposes. The health-related one was for a school project and the stock photos one was for my department monthly e-magazine.

Safe to say that the latter didn't make it to the magazine, and now that I look at it, the lecturer probably never looked at my paper, and it probably won't contribute sh!t to my overall exam scores. Yup, all that effort, and all for naught. Life of a college student, huh?

Moving on, the past few days have been full of rain, rain, and more rain. I've got a runny nose right now, because - as usual - I got caught in a serious shower, I'm just happy I didn't fall at any point during that walk, but the ends of my trousers were splattered with mud so it's hardly a complete win.

More hot tea for me this night then, and I still have another lecture tomorrow. By 11:30. An afternoon lecture. Those things annoy me nowadays because it is just right there, in the middle of the day, so you can't just get it over with. Anything you have to do before will be limited because you don't want to get carried away and miss a lecture, but anything you wish to do after the class is limited because - well it's already afternoon, and in like six hours it'll be dark and...

Okay maybe I ranted a lot there but it's a genuine, valid argument when you think about it. As I said, the afternoon classes are beneficial to my sleep schedule and cycle and all, but that aside, it's all just annoying for anything I have planned. Not that I have plans anyway, but anything can come up at any time. I like to have a bit of flexibility to avoid any inconvenience.

Lectures have been so-so for the most part. A lot of information is being passed, and if you lose concentration for even a second in an overcrowded, sometimes rowdy class - which can easily happen, then you might just miss some vital information, No pressure though, as they say.

I find myself avoiding more contact with people I know these days. Another antisocial spell? Maybe? I don't know - I can't say for sure. I just want to phase through life these days, noticing nobody, not being noticed by anybody, and avoiding unnecessary interaction. And from my judgment, 95% of interaction is unnecessary these days. I barely have any social energy and I think it shows.

Not that I can do anything about it anyway, or more accurately- not that I do want to do anything about it. I pray for a better state of being next week, but as far as this week is concerned, I'll just be having this.

Sleep so far? Good enough. Better is probably more like, but I don't keep an accurate record of these things so I... you know it... yep, can't say for sure. I'm just looking forward to a lot of lazing around and relaxing this weekend - I even did my laundry today so I don't have a bit of guilt when I do nothing but reading, sleeping, eating, and watching anime for two days.

Yay!

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