Why would I?

Why would I be happy

When I know things can't keep going on smoothly

Why would I be wicked

When I know I would be paid with wickedness

I can't just be reckless

Cos I know I would later need to be careful

I can't just feel bad

I know it's gonna be alright

I wont fake things

The real would definitely show up

I won't just give up

I know I can do it

I am still broke

But not very broke

I am a needy

I know I shall be a giver

I miss targets 🎯

I know I would still hit

I am not monster

And I would never be

I am who I am

But still want to be better

I am still where I am

But I want to move forward

I don't want to be anybody

I want to be me

I don't want to be you

I want to be who I would be glad that I am